ببصلها وكأنها بتتحرك حواليا بالتصوير البطيئ،مش عارفه تبتسم ف الوقت الصح ولا عارفه ترد،مش مركزه معايا اصلا،كدا كده حالتك بتسوء بس عموما وبعيد عن الحاله اللى انتى فيها دى انا كده شايفك احلى وبتحلووى،انتى مش محتاجه لوجود حد بس انا محتاج،وده كفايه بعد ما كلنا كنا بنعتمد عليكى. الوجع اللى بتحسيه من ناحيتى،انا مابقتش موجود اصلا علشان تحسيه،بس روحى موجوده،سامحينى. "بكلم الشمس" حلوه الشمس،صح!
in the meantime: study, journal, read more books, sit in silence, listen to music, take walks, take the stairs, do more things alone, do more things with friends, take notice of the small wonders of the world, create a sacred space in your mind
“Please stop destroying what is left of your heart by constantly thinking about things that have broken you.”
— Unknown
Beautiful ominous formations the other evening
People these days spend most of their time showing who they are not and the rest of their time hiding who they really are.
— 12/09/22, anastasiasyah
Let me be sad, it is the only way I know how to squeeze out the last drop of happiness, and then I won’t suffer as much later on.
Pedro Lemebel, My Tender Matador (translated by Katherine Silver)