"u never even loved me!!"
FUCK U
when i thought u died, i literally went through a breakdown during which i completely changed my personality, stopped e@ting n started cvting myself myself again after 3 months of being clean
soo, idk but i think that this shows that u ment at least a little to me, dontcha think?
This is because everything in my life requires work:
maintaining friendships
keeping up with my hygiene
managing bills
making money
remembering my basic needs
sleeping regularly
outputting creatively
All requires some aspect of work for me.
And when everything in your life requires work, your balance goes out the window.
If you're neurodivergent and overwhelmed β I see you.
If you're chronically ill and overwhelmed β I see you.
You're not dysfunctional.
You're not incapable.
You're doing your best.
fr, yall will never understand how disappointed i am of myself rn, bcz i was actually getting kinda better n now im thinking abt the fastest n easiest ways to commit again
The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful
πππππ ππ πππππ ππ ππ πππ πππππππππ πππππ! ππππππ π ππ ππππ ππππ ππ½οΈ
If your 13 or older and still sleep with a stuffed animal please rb this im tryna prove a point to my friend.
Hi so I am going to log out for the day. But before I go I wanted to leave you with these. I you have any questions about these please let me know. and please take care.
Hotlines: YouthLine: Call: 1-877-968-8491 OR Text: βteen2teenβ to 839863 https://www.theyouthline.org/
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: Call: 1-800-273-8255 OR Text: 273TALK to 839863 https://988lifeline.org/
Teen to teen line: https://www.teenline.org/
Crisis text line self harm: https://www.crisistextline.org/topics/self-harm/
Self-Harm Alts /Harm Reduction: Self-harm alts 1: https://www.adolescentselfinjuryfoundation.com/things-to-do-besides-self-harm
Self- harm alts 2: https://projectlets.org/alternatives-to-selfharm
Various coping resources: https://www.vibrant.org/safespace/
Harm reduction: https://www.selfinjurysupport.org.uk/Handlers/Download.ashx?IDMF=2faddea6-fa37-486c-875c-a5b0a23091bd
Anxiety help/mental health welness: Interactive art for self-soothing: www.weavesilk.com
Breathe2Relax APP - Music and nature scenes with timed breathing. : https://www.militaryonesource.mil/resources/mobile-apps/breathe2relax/
Long Term Support/Resource locators: One on one: https://peers.net/youthline?partner_slug=youthline&discountCode=YOUTHLINE
Resource Finder: https://findahelpline.com/
thank u so much 4 all of this, genuinely, it means a lot <3
Slowly becoming more suicidal to where I'm not even planning on going to college anymore or furthering my credentials for my planned teaching career because I'll probably either be dead by then or too dysfunctional to even perform in college/as a teacher. Who wants a teacher who will randomly leave for a psych ward intake during points in the school year
Im looking for @na and/or mia moots:)))
If you see this pls reblog ^^
im fucking dying n laying on the floor n two of my friends r making out n the other two r playing granny wth
charlie || they/them [non-binary] || pan aroace [demiro+aceflux] || scene teen || talk to me, i need more friends :`)
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