My April Fools Prank Is That There Is No April Fools Prank

Oh boy, here we go with the traditional stuff. Ya see, the cool thing about scanners is that they allow you to digitalize your drawings with more detail and a higher resolution than what you'd get by using a camera. The not cool thing about scanners is that now you can see every little imperfection in the drawing in a much clearer way. ;-; I wonder how fast Reigen would've solved all the problems in Stranger Things if he was a cop there. Reference because Mob Psycho's opening is amazing

Had some issues with my scanner, so the camera'll have to do for now. ;-; Did you know that the chemical X is also known as can of whoopass? That explains a lot, doesn't it?

no I will not stop drawing TTGL inspired stuff

just wanted to say, it feels so cool to see another autistic pokémon artist around! and another marshadow appreciator!! just discovered your work earlier but we love it so much

Ahhh thank you so much!!! Really appreciate the kind words 🥰🥰🥰

I love that Pokémon tends to draw in so many neurodivergent people together, it's basically a fly trap for us lol

Also, Ghost and Fighting are some of my favorite types so like. Marshadow is perfect. adorable introvert ghost creature that will kick your ass. gender af

I see what's happening here You're face to face with greatness and it's strange You don't even know how you feel, it's adorable! It's nice to see that you feds never change Open your eyes, let's begin Yes it's really me, Samus Aran, breathe it in! I know it's a lot for the common marine When you see the Chozo heroine! What can I say except "You're welcome"? For the pirates I wipe out from space Hey it's okay, it's okay, you're welcome I'm just a simple hunter on the chase!

that one iconic moment in dragon ball but instead it's how i defeated the damn bombirdier titan on my mono-fighting run in pokemon scarlet

thunder punch saving our butts 🙏

(don't worry the bird just fainted it got better later)

Not a single day I can rest in this fucking house

Wanted to revisit some old characters. And by old I mean characters I created whan I was 12 and edgy

I know 170 is a pretty small number for tumblr, but I’ve never had this many people following my art. I’m really, really grateful to everyone who thought it was worth following! Here’s every character I’ve drawn throughout Inktober, as a symbol of gratitude. It’s been a long month indeed~

By the way, since yesterday was muh birthday, I wanted to celebrate in the best way possible...............

.........with a hiatus. yaaaaaaayyyy 

What I wanted to say is that I’ll be officially opening commissions on November 21st. (not sure if that’s how you say it) Yeah, I really wanted it to be sooner, but unfortunately I’ll have to take care of some personal business ;-; 

So, uh, if you enjoy my stuff and/or would like to have me draw something for you, please stay tuned for that~

Anyway, again, to like the four or five people that are gonna care about these ramblings, and to everyone else, thank you!! :D

Day 29 - "United". Bounty hunters walk away from the battlefield after completing their mission. These guys were the coolest part of Prime 3. Also why is battle damage so fun to do?

I’m probably gonna have nightmares from these designs tonight, took me like an hour just to understand Rundas lol

well hey, since hardly anyone's looking at this corner of the website anyway I might as well take the opportunity to vent (it's annoying to do it on twitter with the character cap)

Man, social media is hard.

I see so many people posting regular content consistently for years and years without even seemingly breaking a sweat, while it's always been so difficult for me... Calculating engagement, deciding the best times to post, or, hell, even just sharing what they think/feel/made/fucking ate that day just seems, like, so easy and second nature for pretty much everyone around me. It's genuinely incredible to me that somebody can share what they've learned about idk shitty impractical tanks made in WW1 on this website and make it such an interesting read that hundreds of people engage with it!

But I've tried keeping social media accounts for art and stuff so many times now, on here, on Instagram, on Artstation, on Xitter, and eventually it just- kinda- fades away, it just feels so exhausting to keep track of all the things necessary to Chase the Algorhythm™ if you wanna have any relevancy. Is it a charisma thing??? Where do I grind to get a stat boost on my Cha???

I'd love to say it doesn't matter to me, since I've been drawing shit for myself for years now, but unfortunately artists do need social media presence if they wanna get work. Not to mention, well, I wanna reach people with the stuff I do! I want people to react to what I made, to say what they liked about it, or how it made them feel, and then when I post something I worked on for hours only to get, like, almost zero visibility? idk, man, it just kinda hurts. It's probably selfish and immature for me to say it, I know that it takes time and effort to build an audience and all that, but damn I get happy when people show me that something I've made has affected them positively. I like the connection, I like the conversations, I like meeting people who enjoy the same nerdy trash that I do!

(I was very fortunate to have an art post of mine reach a lot of notes here years ago, which was amazing, but it's such a rare thing)

God, and, like, there's all these weird unspoken rules about interacting on social media too.

The other day a friend of mine came up to our friend group and was like "oh my god this girl liked my stories on instagram it means something does she like me" and I was SO confused and then they were like "well, when somebody not on your friends list likes your stories, it means they're interested in you"

Then some time later another friend was telling me that somebody stopped liking her posts and unfriended her and how that is a horrible offense and my fucking brain hurt, like- okay I get the unfriend part kinda but there could be a hundred reasons for it??? it's not like you have a deep personal connection to all 300 friends you have on your account???

Then I see so many people out there simply sharing something they think or did only to have some rando twist what they said and come at them like they're the shittiest person on the planet that deserves everything bad in life actually (except the ones that are willingly spouting/promoting hateful shit to begin with. Those can rot in hell and I shall not mourn their demise)

Like??? It might be the Power of Autism™ in me but it always feels like I'm one step away from either making a fool of myself or offending twenty different people or both. It's both the fear of having hundreds of thousands of eyes on me and the fear of having none at all. And that makes it really difficult to share anything on the internet for me. I already have to deal with my entire existence as a trans woman making some cunts around the world mad, it sucks that I have to risk it in places where I just wanna post dumb drawings and talk about dumb things that make me happy with others.

I dunno. Word vomit I guess. Social media is hard. Interacting with humans is hard. Sharing stuff is hard. I prefer Pokémon