Obsessed with toxic middle aged assholes with anger issues tbh, shoutout to my dad
Clancy Brown as Byron Hadley in 'The Shawshank Redemption' (1994) Dir. Frank Darabont
He is so fucked up that I wouldn't even try to fix him but it just makes me want him more πππ(not funny) (I need to seek help) (awesome analysis ty author:3)
βΈ» headcanon.
leo doesn't think of himself as human. he sees himself as something primal, animalistic, nothing like the average person. one of the sole times he references himself -- DOGS BARK, BABE. SNAKES CRAWL. LEO KILLS. -- he makes direct comparisons to animals.
it's only further proof of how the project has harmed him. while fundamentally aware that he doesn't want to be this way, repeated conditioning has drilled into him that an animal is all he is ; acting on instinct, without thinking, without feeling, an intrinsic muscle memory playing out over and over for survival.
truly, it's something that causes him a lot of anguish in the brief moments when he allows himself to dwell on it. is killing something he truly enjoys, or something he has been forced to enjoy? is it enjoyment, or survival? or something else -- duty, hate? would forgoing his animal nature bring him peace, or would he find himself again with blood dripping from his hands and pooling beneath his feet whether he chose it or not?
where does leo end and the project's assassin begin?
he thinks, perhaps, the waters have become too muddied to tell. and so, he embraces what he has become, for it's all he knows now. maybe another day he'll be able to think of puppy dogs and football.
π°π°π°π°I'm seriously going to explode
doodles
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Joey when he was just a commis chef
This Joey and Terry tho π
That one stag that appears on top of the plateau in New Hannover after you finish the story. He just stands there and takes a long ass look at the prairies like a fucking king he is
Darkness brings evil things, oh, the reckoning begins.
Just Trevor, Trevving π
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