They Call Me Brian Sella The Way I Been Thinking About Letting My Hair Grow, Thinking About Cutting It

Can we discuss how some transmasc/ftm people want to be a girl, and wish they were able to be feminine without hating it. Like I wish I could just be a woman, but it makes me so dysphoric and I hate every second of it. I wish I could like those skirts I buy, but if they touch my waist I want to rip them off.

(silently hoping anyone understands this)

Being GNC and ftm is so so fun and funky. Yes, i dress in “girl clothes”. Yes, i am a boy and would like to be addressed like one. “How do you expect people to take you seriously”, “So you’re just a girl, you’re not trans”, “you don’t LOOK like a trans man”. I do not care. I am a boy wearing makeup, that’s not a new thing and it’s not different just because i’m transgender.

brian “the good thing about this cast is i can still hold a knife so if you ever twist my arm again i’ll be sure to put up a fight” sella, i want you to beat the shit out of me

hate when abled people are like "all you ever talk about is your disability" what the fuck else am I supposed to talk about? The hobbies I don't have? The job I can't get? "Just got promoted to general manager of my parents' living room floor, it's a pretty sweet gig"

cumblr got me tumming my pants untouched or something I dunno I haven’t really gotten hard since the accident

I LOVE SAYING FAGGOT

I WANNA MAKE TEAR-JERKING, SHOWER-CURTAIN, CAMERA-RUNNING GENIUS! I WANNA MAKE THEM THINK THEY’RE SEEING SOMETHING THEY AIN’T NEVER SEEN BEFORE! BUT I AM FULL OF SHIT, I’M A PLAGIARIST, I’M A LIAR, I’M A TEN! I JUST WANT THIS TO MEAN SOMETHING TO ANYONE, EVEN IF THEY DON’T KNOW WHO I AM!

god damn i love the front bottoms

not to brag or anything, but ive got the silly disease

lego ninjago themed d&d campaign when

not really that accurate but it's stuck in my head like forever so

Not eeven complaining tho i rlly likes him that way, sometimes i think artists(me) is forgetting he can dress too, haha, rarely seen him wearing da suit