galaxywon // Hera Syndulla
“ You’re reckless now. “ Hera reminded them with an affectionate shove of their arms against her own. It was something they all shared. The twi’lek had told herself that it had been necessary. Most of the time she still thought it was. But there were some times, like looking at something brilliant that their son had done, that made her wonder if she would do it again today, leave him in this wide galaxy all on his own. They followed her over to the table, sitting opposite. They sighed. It was easy to get lost in all the things she had done wrong as a parent. Being a mom was hard. Raising a force sensitive child with an ability that they did not have was even harder.
Kanan made it easier, but that didn’t mean it didn’t scare them still. “ You’re right, as always. “ They smiled, reaching to grab Sabine’s hands. “ It’s a mother’s jobs to worry. “ They had worried about the Ghost Crew constantly. Even as they were being thrown into life threatening events in real time. “ My father respected the jedi, worked with them during The Clone Wars. But no one could warn me about how scary it is. “
At the mention of Chopper, their lips quirked up, sitting straighter in the chair. “ I’m running some diagnostics. When the Ghost was on Sernpidal he got banged up. Nothing that he can’t handle though. “ She grinned. “ Don’t let Chopper hear that though. Chaos will come in ten fold. Even as they chatted, it seemed like more was going on than they were saying. It worried her. Sabine could always come to them. They hoped that they knew that everything would be dropped in a second for any member of the crew.
“ What’s on your mind, Sabine ? “
Of course, the compliments brought a smile to her face. They knew they were reckless, and they knew they were quick enough to catch a womp rat in its tracks. Still, to hear it from someone she held so much respect for...
“Vor’e, buir. And, hey. If you worry, it’s because you’re a good parent, Hera. Because you know that this galaxy is so big and dangerous, and you just want to keep him safe from that.”
That’s what she had wanted for their little brother, too. But the choices they’d made had hurt. They’d caused scars and bloodshed, and there was no erasing that. And the question, it pulled at their chest even more, a weight that tore through her lungs and into the pit of their stomach.
Sabine valued every relationship with the Spectres, but with Hera...She had always trusted them with feelings and thoughts that the others wren’t sure how to hold. Somehow, her parent always knew how to hear their child, knew how to make her feel held. And they were grateful for that, truly. It was with that trust that Sabine sighed and leaned forward, head resting on crossed arms.
“You know I don’t want to bring the mood down, ‘specially now that we’re all together again, but...I keep thinking about my family. Well, my other family, on Mandalore.”
There it was, the guilt. The gnawing fear. Sabine knew that Hera understood about having another family (one bound by blood and not bond), but it always felt a little weird to bring them up to her. Still, they had to remind themself to trust the parent that sat before her.
“I don’t know, I keep finding other Mandalorians out there and it’s just. I can’t help but wonder if they’re out there, too. And if they are, why they haven’t tried to...”
But she knew why. Sabine knew why they wouldn’t try. And she didn’t even blame them.
“When I do, y’know, I just feel this pressing guilt, like a weight on my shoulders. Like it’s my f-”
The breath caught in their throat as eyes pricked up with moisture, too warm. Too uncomfortable.
“Anyways. I’m sorry, Hera. I’m not trying to ruin our time together. I just really missed you. I missed this.”
@cptfulcrum // Alexsandr Kallus
Kallus knew, just as much as the rest of them, how easy it was to be alone. Solitary had been his comfort. As an ISB agent they were conditioned to be on the outside. They weren’t in the same chain of command as the rest of the Imperial Navy. They were internal affairs, never trusted. His career had been based in solitude. He hadn’t realized until he joined the Rebellion that maybe he did prefer the company of others. Others like the Spectres, like Zeb and Hera and Sabine. “ You don’t need to explain yourself. “ he countered, finally relaxing his stance, hands moving into the pockets of his jacket. “ But do not feel the need to go through life without us. We are here for you. “
His eyes studied their face, watching the way their stance relaxed slowly. Alexsandr didn’t want Sabine to feel the need to assure him that everything was okay, but he understood the reasons why. It was easy to forget that they had been at the Imperial Academy. It was a lesson ingrained from the very beginning, to not let emotions cloud ones judgement. It was something he had taken to heart. As a Mandalorian, he assumed it was second nature to them. “ I am glad then. “ he didn’t believe them, but he also wouldn’t argue now. Not when he had just come back.
“ We’ve been integrating Lira San with the New Republic. Very slowly. Understandably, many are apprehensive. Some survivors from Lasan believe that another attack in imminent. “ he spoke mechanically, not allowing his own guilt from the event to break through. Sabine knew enough about his past. “ Garazeb is well, if that’s what you are wondering. Though he misses his family. “ he met their eyes again, raising his brows. “ If it can be believed, we have found as close to a retirement as possible for soldiers. “ At least they had, before Ezra and their guilt. Now his mission for Thrawn. “ I haven’t heard any updates on you as of late. What have you been doing ?? “
Sabine examined Kallus’s face while he spoke, studying how he measured his words and weighed his expressions before speaking to them. There was more he wanted to say, she was sure, but they weren’t about to pry. His words echoed in their ears. We are here for you.
Dank farrik, Sabine had been stupid. With their wandering about the galaxy with no contact, it was not surprising that Zeb had sent Kallus to check on her. The rest of the Ghost crew, they must be worried. That same feeling of shame boiled in the pit of their stomach, but they smiled to Kallus, nodding as he spoke about her old friend and his people. She knew how difficult it must be for Kallus to be on Lira San, how guilty he must feel. Still, they knew how hard he was trying-- and how much it meant to Zeb that he was there.
“I am...glad to hear you and Zeb are doing well.” She paused, wondering if they should voice their next thought. “You...deserve that, you know. A peaceful life away from the politics and danger of it all. You both do.”
When nothing was said to fill the silence between them, Sabine continued, finally answering the question she had been trying to avoid.
“I guess you haven’t heard from me because I haven’t really been in the action. I’m still with the Rebellion, just not in the heart of the fight. At least, not right now. I’ve been...” They hesitated, knowing that whatever she said would be repeated to her old friend. “I mean, you know how slow it is, trying to chase dead leads on information for the Rebellion. It’s an unreliable business. But, I’m glad you’re settled down now. Your days of action over, right?”
warscore // bo-katan kryze
the figure that stood before bo was familiar, although she had not seen her in many years. she didn’t look much like her mother, that was certain, with dyed hair and brightly-colored armor, where ursa had prefered much simpler things in both regards. it felt as if bo was supposed to know them, as if they had met before, almost, with the other mandalorian’s expression. and they had met, of course, but the confident adult who stood before them had been a child then, not old enough to hold a blaster or fight. but here sabine was, fully grown and with tales of battle and rebellion that preceded her - from satine, from the rebellion, from most who had met them.
“sabine wren.” she greeted, pulling off her helmet in one fluid motion, a faint smile accompanying the greeting. “it’s been a while.”
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This wasn’t the Bo that Sabine knew. Something in her countenance was different. She moved with less hesitancy, spoke with a tone lighter and less burdened by war. Their armor was cleaner, paint fresher. This Bo was young. Even younger than her, maybe.
“Bo-Katan.” They flashed a hesitant grin, unease filling their stomach. What time were they from? What did they remember about Sabine, about Mandalore? Did she know about the Purge? Who else had she found in this new time? “Yeah, it sure has. Su cuy’gar, burc’ya. Glad to see you again.”
Their words were a little forced, emotions on edge. In another time, they were friends, and Sabine knew where Bo stood on some more important matters of politics and religion. But this older younger Bo, Sabine didn’t know. Did she? Still, they extended an arm in the customary greeting.
“When are you coming from, Bo?”
@cravked // Trilla Suduri
even if she no longer felt any kind of loyalty to the empire, or any dependency on the dark side of the force like she had for so long, it would have been a foolish mistake to label trilla as a nice, friendly person. there was still empathy that blossomed inside of her chest, a desire to help people that she did not like to admit existed, but she was all rough edges on the exterior, intense stares and snappy comments that weren’t necessarily underlain with some kind of care. many pieces of who she had been in the past had been recovered in the last two years of isolation and healing, but there were some aspects of her people skills that still needed work.
navigating their way back to the city is no particular challenge for her. although trilla was not particularly familiar with the area, her senses were especially sharp with the use of the living force around her, sensing problems long before they could arise and correcting appropriately. there’s not much of a nicer place to stop in front of, given where they were. but it was water and food, and a chance for the other to get some assistance better for their own long-term goals.
“no.” it wasn’t an interesting answer by any means as trilla stepped inside of the cantina, glancing back to make sure that they were still following. “i don’t like crowds,” she offered as some half-assed explanation, the truth infinitely more complicated than anything that she was willing to explain to a stranger. but despite the lack of interest that she’d displayed before, she did have some questions for them, waiting until they had seated in an otherwise empty corner. “so what’s someone with armor like that doing stuck in the middle of nowhere?” she knew their reputation, at least. “bounty gone wrong?”
At the mention of their armor, she froze. Once content to explain the significance of the metal, the pride that came with bearing its weight, Sabine now bit the inside of their cheek. After...after everything that had happened to Mandalore, the only strangers that asked questions were the ones who saw the metal she bore as a prize, a husk to be shucked and taken as spoils of war. So often these people thought her disposable, some sick challenge to defeat in order to stake their claim to the only piece of her family she had left. It was a move more than one piece of bantha shit had tried to pull on them before. Trilla didn’t seem like a person with ill intentions; they appeared to be a fatigued traveler, just as herself. But the Mandalorian had been wrong before, and the price for this kind of misjudgment was not forgiving.
“Something like that, yeah.” They exhaled thickly, glancing now across the restaurant, scanning for threats. For escape routes. Their breathing quickened as she remembered all of the times she’d been trapped in places like this. Was it safe here? Was someone after them? Who was this person at the table in front of her, to offer their help and accept no thanks? Muscles tensed, and Sabine forced their breathing to slow down.
Think, chakaar. You can’t keep yourself safe if you’re not calm. The Empire isn’t here. Just talk.
“I came here on the good word of a friend, looking for information. But, all I got was a busted speeder bike and a waste of my ship’s fuel.” A hush fell as Sabine thought of the lightsaber hilt, lying in wait on Trilla’s waist. Flashbacks of the scarlet blades, of eyes filled with hatred and hearts without mercy. Being hunted ruthlessly as a child, guilty by association. Being hunted now. Fingers drummed anxiously on the table. Surely the person in front of her couldn’t be-- If they’d wanted to kill her, they would have done it by now.
“What about you? Can I ask how you found yourself in this backwater system?”
❝ what’s with that look ? ❞ ( from kallus / cptfulcrum )
@cptfulcrum
“Hm?” Sabine asked, looking up from where the loth-cat had just torn apart some old papers of theirs. The documents themselves weren’t too important, but it was a hassle to clean up, nonetheless. “Oh, nothing. Blue is just making a mess again.” They lifted the cat so Kallus could see him over the holo-call, “But the little troublemaker says hi! Say hey, Blueberry!” They grinned, and scratched the small furball between his ears. “I think he likes you, Kallus.”
📜
...listen bestie there were too many good results to choose just one...
@generally-scheming
Hux: You often use humor to deflect trauma Sabine: Thank you Hux: I didn't say that was a good thing Sabine: What I'm hearing is, you think I'm funny
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Sabine: What is your biggest weakness? Hux: I can be uncooperative. Sabine: Okay, can you give me an example? Hux: No.
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Sabine: So are we flirting right now? Hux: I AM LITERALLY STABBING YOU Sabine: That doesn’t answer my question
galaxywon // Hera Syndulla
Hera had been able to rely on Sabine when their life had been, even if they didn’t want to admit it, in ruins. They were an amazing role model for Jacen, someone he could both rely on for guidance and adore due to their fun and loving nature. It was hard for her to rely any of that to the Mandalorian, even after years of being together. Affection hadn’t come naturally to her. Even though she wished it did sometimes. “ I don’t know. He’s got Ezra’s trouble making tendencies. “ she smiled affectionately, going to stand next to her, watching the emotions crossing her face as she saw the designs that had accumulated since her last visit. “ He wants to be just like you. “ they informed, her arm wrapping around their shoulders, chuckling. “ If he asks use to borrow your jetpack, say no. “
They fixed a pointed glare towards Sabine, though there was no actual anger in it. It had been one of her hopes, for their son to grow up with values of all of their family. She saw small pieces them all in him. “ He’s been talking with Luke Skywalker, trying to control some of his abilities. “ If only Ezra had been there to teach him. He would be remarkable at it, just like Kanan was once he got his head into it. She was against sending him to the Jedi Temple, and thankfully Luke had respected their choice. Family mattered much more than becoming a fighting for the New Republic.
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Sabine ran their fingers across the art, old and new, and gave the faintest smile. Hearing her parent talk about Ezra...it brought something of ache to the forefront of their chest, and she knew Hera shared the sentiment. With it, though, was joy (and, even still, a little hope).
“Shit, if he wants to be like me and Ezra, no wonder you’ve got your hands full. But, uh, I don’t know about the jet-pack. I’m sure I was much more reckless at his age.”
They took a seat at the well-worn Dejarik table and rubbed her hand across their neck, taking a moment to reflect on the other’s musings.
“Can’t say I know much more about the Jedi than whatever Kanan and Ezra were up to during our time as a crew, but I trust your judgement. I don’t know anything about Skywalker other than the legends, but I know Kanan. If you’re right about Jacen taking after Ezra, he’ll turn out alright.”
She met the tired eyes of her buir and held their gaze for a moment. They didn’t know how to convey the emotions that were conflicting inside her. Sadness mingled with nostalgia and guilt. It was almost familiar, this cocktail of feelings. Instead, they decided to ask about the unusual silence.
“Speaking of trouble-makers, where’s Chopper? I miss that old war criminal.”
❛ don’t waste the time i don’t have . ❜
“Oh, but, general,” she countered in a dry whisper, toying with the hem of his collar, as though brushing off some loose dust. “I think you have plenty of time for me. I think you want to know exactly what I have to say, because you can’t stand the thought of someone holding information over your head. Besides, I know you have nowhere better to be than the lap of another Imperial or holonet reporter. Isn’t that right, Armitage?”
@generally-scheming
“Do I look like the kind of man who dies?“ ( from poe )
“If your flying is really as good as half of the Base makes it out to be, then death shouldn’t even be a concern of ours. Besides-- this mission is supposed to be a piece of cake!”
Still, the shuddering of turbulence gave her reasonable pause. Surely everything would go smoothly on an operation as simple as this...right?
@galaxywon
@pilotheart // Zay Versio
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Zay was standing in her corner, her breathing slow, letting people pass by. Being on duty tonight had been useful until now - guests only came to talk when they really needed to, and it was always a quick chat. Every time she was alone Zay scanned the room, her eyes searching for answers. The altered desserts had to be an accident. She didn’t see anyone from her time that could be responsible for it. What she saw, however, made her sigh. “How many drinks did you have, Sabine? You’re acting weird.”
Light flickered from above and around, filtered through the mass of people surrounding Sabine. It played on the walls and across all of the hues of stone and silk, and some of it had even made its way into their veins, carrying the Mandalorian over to a face that filled her stomach with a strange floating feeling. Their friend looked radiant even stone-still and sober, and she noticed their approach. What’s more, she greeted her. Sabine tried not to let a blush creep into her voice, instead shifting their distant gaze to the vaulted ceilings above.
“I—uh. Heh. Hey, Zay.” They glanced down at her toes bashfully. Something in their brain was turning into static, a molasses slowing her thoughts and words. “What d’ya mean? Isn’t this always how I act around a person as pretty as you?”
Artist. Madalorian. Weapons Master. Rebel. "My friends make the impossible possible." // RP account for galacticshq
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