I Really Don't Want Go To His Funeral Today.

I Really Don't Want Go To His Funeral Today.

I really don't want go to his funeral today.

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6 years ago

this blog hates donald trump

Look how many people hate him. I’m pretty damn happy about that 😁😁😁😁😁😁

7 years ago

I'm mostly numb but I cry sometimes.

I kept debating as to whether or not I should post about this but then I remembered that my only other relatively-social outlet is my therapist so I decided to post.

My childhood friend shot himself yesterday. He died this afternoon while in the hospital.

At first I thought: "I won't be majorly affected by this, I haven't talked to him in over a year! I'm just uncomfortable because talking about suicide makes my anxiety spike due to another friends of mine attempting with me as her last goodbye!"(She's alive as far as I know, thank fucking god)

But then my mom was talking to my grandmother about what happened and mentioned that I'd been friends with him and his little sister...

And I realized... Jacob is dead. One of my childhood friends killed himself.

We're only 15... My friend is gone and we're practically still children

I keep having random bouts of re-realization because it just doesn't make any sense...

I can't feel anything. He's dead. He's gone and my emotions keep going in and out like an indesicve tide hugging the shore.

One second I'm sobbing and then, for a while, I'm completely numb.

I... I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I was so sure that this wouldn't affect me.

But she's ok. The friend I mentioned earlier is still alive.

I'm so glad she's alive, though. If I'm reacting like this to someone I haven't talked to in almost a year- I can only imagine what I'd be feeling if she'd succeeded...

I hope she knows how happy I am every time I remember that she's alive.

And how comforting that thought is now.

Because we're still just kids. Because we shouldn't be dying.

We're just kids

6 years ago

This is top of the line art and deserved nothing less then to be treated as such.

This Is The Largest Spam I’ve Ever Done Wow-

This is the largest spam I’ve ever done wow-


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6 years ago

GUESS WHO WAS RIGHT ABOUT BERT AND ERNIE FROM SESEME STREET BEING GAAAY!!!

And my sister trys to say they were brothers, lol lol lol,😋🏳️‍🌈👬

6 years ago

Hard rock from the 70s is soothing to my nephew??????(And me)

My dad and I have been listening to Slade and Quiet Riot with my 2 year old nephew.

Elijah(my nephew) just FELL ASLEEP while listening to "Bang Your Head(Metal Health)".

Eli, dude, how the fuck???


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6 years ago

"Please don't say you love me" by Gabrielle Aplin is a great song for Snufkin and Moomin, and I'm right.


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4 years ago

Look at this funky dude, I love him-

Found A Funky Little Dude At A Flea Market The Other Day

Found a funky little dude at a flea market the other day

6 years ago
Stinky Bastard.
Stinky Bastard.

Stinky bastard.


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6 years ago
Just Randomly Felt Like Drawing Ariel. First Time Ever Using Alcohol-based Markers And It Was Kindave
Just Randomly Felt Like Drawing Ariel. First Time Ever Using Alcohol-based Markers And It Was Kindave

Just randomly felt like drawing Ariel. First time ever using alcohol-based markers and it was kindave a disaster...


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