I really don't want go to his funeral today.
Look how many people hate him. I’m pretty damn happy about that 😁😁😁😁😁😁
I kept debating as to whether or not I should post about this but then I remembered that my only other relatively-social outlet is my therapist so I decided to post.
My childhood friend shot himself yesterday. He died this afternoon while in the hospital.
At first I thought: "I won't be majorly affected by this, I haven't talked to him in over a year! I'm just uncomfortable because talking about suicide makes my anxiety spike due to another friends of mine attempting with me as her last goodbye!"(She's alive as far as I know, thank fucking god)
But then my mom was talking to my grandmother about what happened and mentioned that I'd been friends with him and his little sister...
And I realized... Jacob is dead. One of my childhood friends killed himself.
We're only 15... My friend is gone and we're practically still children
I keep having random bouts of re-realization because it just doesn't make any sense...
I can't feel anything. He's dead. He's gone and my emotions keep going in and out like an indesicve tide hugging the shore.
One second I'm sobbing and then, for a while, I'm completely numb.
I... I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I was so sure that this wouldn't affect me.
But she's ok. The friend I mentioned earlier is still alive.
I'm so glad she's alive, though. If I'm reacting like this to someone I haven't talked to in almost a year- I can only imagine what I'd be feeling if she'd succeeded...
I hope she knows how happy I am every time I remember that she's alive.
And how comforting that thought is now.
Because we're still just kids. Because we shouldn't be dying.
We're just kids
This is top of the line art and deserved nothing less then to be treated as such.
This is the largest spam I’ve ever done wow-
And my sister trys to say they were brothers, lol lol lol,😋🏳️🌈👬
My dad and I have been listening to Slade and Quiet Riot with my 2 year old nephew.
Elijah(my nephew) just FELL ASLEEP while listening to "Bang Your Head(Metal Health)".
Eli, dude, how the fuck???
Look at this funky dude, I love him-
Found a funky little dude at a flea market the other day
A vry angry Alli wearing the outfit from her first design.
Just randomly felt like drawing Ariel. First time ever using alcohol-based markers and it was kindave a disaster...
21, he/they, ace- not very interesting and rarely post(let alone anything good)
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