user pupyuj is following me?? what an honor
girlfriend!yuna x fem!reader
word count: 642
warnings: jealous yuna, established relationship, reader is a simp for another idol and yuna is not having it, argument, reader makes up with yuna, praise and fluff, suggestive ending, teasing yuna = dom!yuna <3, i mean no disrespect to jessi but i simp for her so she'll be mentioned here as the idol you simp :3
a/n: this was part of a fanfic exchange idea, i made this for @ryuttaeng based on this prompt list, hope you like it anastasia and fellow anons/followers <3
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"yuna yuna yuna!!! look!!! jessi unnie came out with a new song!! did you hear it?"
"jessi unnie has the sexiest body ever on the planet, true mommy material!" (facts)
"yuna jessi unnie is so sweet did you see what she did at the music bank?"
"oh jessi is perfect! just look at her!" holding your phone up you show yuna a photo of jessi from her latest instagram post. rolling her eyes yuna gives you a fake smile and gets up to grab something from the kitchen. "oh wait she's doing a live now!!" eagerly clicking the notification you watch with awe as your idol appears on the phone screen talking about her day and thanking the fans for everything. "oh unnie the things you do to my poor little heart ahhhhh~!!" squealing you hit a pillow holding on tightly to your phone when a loud noise startles you. turning your direction to the kitchen you see yuna's fist on the fridge door, her eyebrows furrowed.
"can you stop talking about them for one second? because frankly, i don't give a fuck about them or what they do to your poor little heart." with teeth bared she stomps over to the room leaving you frozen on the couch. jessi's voice wakes you up from your trance you look over at the open door and then back at your phone wondering if you should let yuna cool down or comfort immediately. turning off your phone you rush over to the room and see your girlfriend hugging your pillow, biting your lip you enter the room and take a seat next to her your heart racing faster than normal.
"babe..." turning over to face the wall you sigh and think of what to say, patting her thigh softly you wait a moment and then continue speaking. "you know she's just an idol i admire and not the person i love the most." seeing her shift her weight to face you better you take it as a sign to keep going.
"of course i would gush about my idol she's someone i support, you're the person i adore and cherish. you're the reason i get up in the morning and want to keep living." squeezing her thigh you watch her scowl turn into a doleful look. "your eyes make my heart race every time you glance my way. your lips are softer than cotton candy and if i dare say taste better too. your nose is perfect to rub against mine and to kiss when you're down or looking cute. don't even get me started on your fingers babe yuna your fingers make me-" covering your mouth with her hand you see yuna trying to bite back a smile from growing.
"shut up i understand already. were you shakespeare in your past life?" grumbling your ecstatic look makes yuna remove her hand and loosen her grip on the pillow. with a teasing tone, you poke her cheek and lean close to whisper into her ear.
"you should've let me finish babe." guiding her hand down to your throbbing pussy yuna inhales sharply at how much heat she could feel coming from your core. "give me a chance to prove what you do to my heart...after jessi's live stream though~" bragging you jump out of bed and make your way to the door, moving quickly yuna grabs the belt loop of your jeans and drags you back to lay on the bed. with a hungry look, she towers over you.
"and just where do you think you're going kitten?" squirming from her hand cupping your clit her cheeky smile that makes you blush. "let's get that heart racing now."
jaemins little cute and sexy stepsis loves him soooo so much and only trusts him because jaem always reminds her that with him, shes âsafeâ⊠brainwashed her into thinking that jaems the only good guy for her everytime someone tries to make a move on her and she knows she gotta be a good girl for big bro jaem coz she gets to have jaems big dick inside her and shes soo sooo addicted to it even tho she doesnt have the slightest idea that shes being manipulated and she never dared tried to do something jaem wouldnt like in exchange for big brother jaemins cock :(((
RRRRRRRRAAAAHHH give me a second to breathe tw // stepcest, manipulation
youâre the easiest to manipulate when heâs already balls deep inside you and youâre going dumb just off of the feeling of his cock pressed to your guts, because it feels so good even if it shouldnât, and you canât stop cumming⊠jaemin makes sure that you cum a lot, too, just to ensure youâre extra braindead while he croons the nicest things into your ear, his tone featherlight and saccharine :( your opinion of him is so high! you think heâs such a sweetie, heâs never mean to you unless you make him mad and even when you do make him mad, you blame yourself, because jaeminâs the best guy in the whole world, youâre sure of it, so if heâs mad at you then it must be your fault. doing anything to calm him down because you feel so guilty when heâs upset, so when he tells you to suck his dick into your mouth, you donât disobey him⊠even when he starts to fuck your throat and tears prick your eyes while you gag on his cock because itâs too big and heâs moving so fast, but you still try your best and swallow all of his cum, because you know thatâs what he wants and you just want to make him happy!!!
itâs rare that you make him angry though because youâre more than happy to bend to jaeminâs will whenever he wants, however he wants, and he knows that⊠youâre like a little doll đ” he recognizes that thereâs probably not anything you wouldnât do for him, considering how hard heâs conditioned you into being his girl. if it hurts a little when he fucks you, you take it because you love him. when heâs mad and takes his anger out on you, you allow it because you feel like itâs what youâre supposed to do, even if it hurts and breaks your heart when jaemin looks at you like that, like he hates you, because you love him! doesnât he love you? babbling about how much you love him when he stuffs you full of his cock, how good he makes you feel and that you just wanna be hisâŠjaemin kissing you and telling you that he feels the same, but he mainly just talks about how you milk his cock. you canât really tell the difference between his love and his lust so you just take it as 100% reciprocation and it makes you so happy that youâre all :D which jaemin finds so cute, swears heâll kill anyone that tries to take you from him
First of all, your blog is amazing.
Second can I request a GP Siyeon X GP Minji X pillow Princess reader.
Subby reader wanting them to take care of her neediness.
Reader is also shy to ask for what she wants especially when she wants them to go faster. So Minji and Siyeon have ask them?
pairing ; siyeon x minji x fem!reader
genre ; smut/fluff
tw ; gp!siyeon, gp!minji, unprotected sex, creampie, dom!siyeon, dom!minji, pillow princess!reader, somewhat shy/subby reader, oral (r receiving), threesome (kind of?), soft sex/rough sex
You always loved being in a relationship where both of your partners are dominant. Siyeon was way more than minji was but it of course worked out for you, they were definitely caring.
They knew when it was an even day, or which days worked best within their schedules. Today was an even day but they both were at work, and there was nothing to help you do with the heat between your legs.
Minji decided to text you since she knew today was the day, just checking in. You lied and said you were fine but in reality all you could think about is the girls fucking you dumb.
Minji ended the conversation with i love you, and you did as well. Siyeon texted you as well, checking in. The same process as minji's, god just texting them made you so wet.
You knew it'd be a long day before they're home, so you tried to distract yourself from it. Playing games, to watching tv, doing the laundry, changing all the bed sheet sets. Just everything that came to mind, you even started looking for a new aesthetic of clothing. Nothing worked all you could think of is your two girlfriends dicking you down and god did you just want that.
(...)
The two girls arrived home, around the same time. You were watching tv, not really paying attention since your brain wouldn't even let you think.
"Hey baby" minji said and kissed your forehead before walking down the hallway, to the bathroom you supposed. "Hi honey" siyeon said as well, kissing your cheek before going to the bedroom you guessed. Once again you sat here, needy too scared to voice any of your wants or needs.
Since the girls KNEW it was an even day, they wanted to go by whatever you asked for and well since you never asked for the sex they just assumed that you didn't want to do it anymore.
Therefore it was fine, after minji showered she ordered take out, and walked out of the bathroom in just her boxer shorts. Walking into the living room to ask you something, she saw you were decently dazed out.
"Hey babe?" minji walked closer to you, her eyes were filled with worry. "Are you okay?" she shook you a bit. "O-oh yeah i'm fine" you say, she looks at you. Direct eye contact, "I know what today is and are you sure you don't want to?"
You knew she'd ask all night since even days you'd never miss a beat about mentioning it to them. Sitting there in silence, before officially saying "I uh.. i-" you tried to speak but you couldn't say it. Your head fell down and your face was red.
Minji knew what you wanted but she wanted you to say it, siyeon soon walked into the living room dressed in grey sweats and a white tshirt. God did she look so attractive, the way her bulge rested in the pants too. God did you want them to ruin you, but you just couldn't say it.
(...)
Time passed and the girls were now sitting on the floor while you sat on the couch, minji had a thought and decided to tell siyeon. She agreed to it and began removing her clothes, only leaving herself in her boxers just like minji was. "U-uhm what are you two doing?" you asked, taking your attention away from the movie. "Nothing, don't worry my love" siyeon said, standing up and sitting next to you.
Minji followed the older girl, sitting on the other side of you. Siyeon whispered into your ear, "You know, me and minji would love some dessert" your face went red, knowing what she was referring to. "We would love to lick it all up my love" minji said in your other ear.
By this point you really had no more self respect, you sat back and told the girls you wanted it. They wasted no time in removing your pants and panties. Seeing how soaked you were made their cocks throb. Minji placed one digit onto your clit, and rubbed slow circles. Watching as your body responds to her movements.
Siyeon watched the girl while she removed her boxers, her cock standing tall along her abdomen. You were whimpering minji's name and god did those two love hearing it. Siyeon walked over and leaned down, marking your chest with her hickeys and love bites. Minji sped up a bit, you began moaning louder.
Those two were in complete ecstasy, switching positions. Minji was marking you up, while siyeon began lining herself up with your entrance. She slowly entered, "A-ah~ M-mmph~" you moaned. Minji found your sweet spot and you swore you could've came right there. Siyeon began pumping slowly, her thrusts deep and shallow.
Minji stopped kissing you for a bit, and played with your breast, her other hand going into her boxers to pump her long veiny cock. Seeing you and siyeon fuck was enough to make the girl cum so early, she had barely touched herself. Siyeon was going too slow for your liking and seeing minji cum made you so much more needy.
"F-faster.." you whispered, only minji heard you. Siyeon stopped her movements, wondered if you said the safe word or if you asked for more. Awaiting your reply, she stayed inside of you, not moving. You moved your hips a bit, moaning at the feeling. Then siyeon knew what you wanted. She grabbed your hips, and began fucking you faster.
You were a complete mess under her, the way her cock touched every single part of your cunt made you go crazy. Minji was still marking you, and soon began to give attention to your breasts. Cupping them and massaging them, occasionally licking them a bit. The two girls giving you this much pleasure, you felt so close to your orgasm.
You got louder and that's how they knew, you felt your high so close and then, siyeon pulled out. You whined due to the emptiness and how they were edging you, but minji filled you up so fast and began thrusting. She normally would've let you adjust but tonight they want you to get what you were asking for.
Minji grabbed your waist, holding it for dear life as she destroyed your cunt. Your orgasm was building up again, your walls tightening around her so well, she slid in and out faster and faster. Soon you came, and she came as well. Filling you up into your womb, she stayed inside for a bit before pulling out. Her load leaking out from your cunt, that scene drove siyeon over the edge she came onto your stomach.
(...)
Panting minji laid on the floor, her cock softening. She looked over to you and siyeon and chuckled a bit. "Guess we still ended an even day well" you two laughed along with her
How does someone come up with an idea like that? im just curious.....
it was really random tbh anon. i was rewatching junji ito collection (which is available on yt btw) cuz im a huge junji ito fan đ€đ€ then i got into episode 4 where it's about this guy who's family is on the puppet business then that got me thinking like" hmmm this might be a good ideađ€đ€đ€" then went to my trusty website https://wheelofnames.com/ to pick which idol will i make it about cuz im bad at deciding stuff (ask goon central, they'll show you the times i used that site to decide stuff) and it landed to our puppy ahn yujin đ„ł
p.s i'll try to be more active now guys :3
we need to hear the wony plushie thoughts đȘ
wony brainrot is real :( her coming to visit you and showing up with that big version of cherry, so happy and youâre so happy too, she looks so cute holding that thing, literally her in a bunny form đ
she refuses to let it go so when you sit down to watch a movie itâs obviously on her lap and as she moves around to get comfier against you, itâs leg somehow brushes against her pussy :( and sheâs so touch starved and needy, her schedules not giving her time to sleep, imagine touching herself or having sex with you, that is enough to make her breath hitch and her clit ache :( poor thing feels so pathetic, tries to ignore it.
except it doesnât work cause a few minutes into the movie and sheâs finding a way to position it between her legs and moving very, very slowly to not catch your attention, barely feeling anything but just the thought that she is doing it is enough to make her hornier. stopping on her tracks when you suddenly ask âwonyoung⊠what are you doing?â, her head snapping to look at you and youâre staring at her in such a intense way, making her realize that you did notice everything, she was not that subtle. she gets so shy, tries to explain herself but only makes it worse cause how is she supposed to explain?
so whiny when you start teasing her for it but also taking hold of the plushie and pressing it closer to her core, her hips moving on their own, pretty thing holding your arm and moaning so sweetly :( and when you see she is really close, dropping the plushie and sliding your hand inside her shorts, her being so slick your fingers find no resistance to slide inside her, nothing more than a few seconds needed to make her come :(
also, imagine fucking her in the dorms and she desperately looks around for something to muffle her noises and only finds the plushie like⊠pretty girl biting at its ear while you eat her out :(
have you seen the teaser? wonyoung in pool đđđ make me go feral đđđđ
the way i started squirtingâ[JADE'S TSINELAS HITS ME]
GOOD LORD SHE WANTS ME TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK LIKE THE WET HAIR?!! POOL SCENE??!!!
streets on twitter say she's a siren that's trying to seduce people to drown them WELL I'D BE WILLING TO DROWN FOR HER WITHOUT HER EVEN NEEDING TO SEDUCE ME
does she know the impact she has on everybody? like maam please calm down you'll singlehandedly make kpop tumblr squirt like damn that's mommy
siren!wonyoung seducing reader to come swim with her only for her to pull her dick out and have sex with her in the beach THEN WHAT?!!
babe can we get g!p dom!jennie and dubcon? đ€Čđ»
a/n: bae im so sorry, i know you said dubcon and i tried to make it out to be that in some parts but i think this is for the most part just nonconđđ
CW: noncon, kinda dubcon, somnophilia, degrading, breeding, impact play
âwhat movie do you wanna watch?â jennie asked from beside you on the couch, remote in hand and scrolling through netflix.Â
âanythingâs fine me,â you responded, leaning your head on your best friend's shoulder.Â
a smile spread on your face simply enjoying the moment, you didnât have many friends, but youâd trade the world for your friendship with jennie. you two had been friends since middle school when she defended you from a bully. jennie, being the richest and most popular girl in school, had easily stopped the bullying that was directed towards you. you would forever be grateful for her friendship. she was the person you trusted most.Â
you both settled on watching blue jay, reading the description and finding it interesting. by the end of the movie you and jennie were both sobbing into each other's embrace.Â
âthey shouldâve ended up together.â you sobbed out through tears, a clear frown on your face as you recalled the ending that had just played.Â
âshe should just break up with her husband!â jennie exclaimed, leaning more into you.Â
âletâs just watch my little pony.â you said, in hopes that my little pony would make you feel better.Â
âlet's watch rainbow rocks! i love that movie you much!â jennie said, already having forgotten about the sadness she felt. the sadness replaced with excitement to watch her favorite movie.Â
a smile replaced your frown at how excited she seemed at the idea of watching rainbow rocks. you found her adorable like this, you found jennieâs childish side so endearing. when jennie was around you allowed all the walls you had surrounded yourself with to drop. she was truly your best friend, you genuinely wouldnât know what to do with yourself if you didnât have her.Â
if only you had been more wary, maybe then things wouldâve been different.Â
âlet's go to bed now, iâm tired.â you whined, burying your head in jennieâs neck. âcarry me?â you asked, jutting your bottom lip out in hopes sheâd carry you to your bed.Â
âfine, only âcause youâre cute.â jennie said, easily scooping you up and carrying you upstairs bridal style.Â
when she reached the inside of your room, she threw you onto the bed, causing you to yelp. âwhat if i got hurt?â you pouted.
in response to this, she just pinched your cheek and said âwell itâs a good thing you didnât.â the pout on your face stayed hearing her words.Â
jennie jumped on the bed next to you, pulling you closer to her by the waist and burying her face in your neck. â âm tired, les just sleep.â jennie mumbled into your neck.Â
you giggled, the ticklish feeling of her talking making you tilt your neck to the side her head resided. not suspecting anything, you slowly felt yourself fall asleep in your closest friends embrace. the thought of jennie ever bringing harm to you never even crossed your mind. thatâs why when you woke up in the middle of the night to a stinging pain in your lower region you called for jennie. you called out her name, tears stinging your eyes thinking someone had broken into your house and was now forcing himself onto you.Â
when jennieâs voice called back from above you, your eyes widened. âsurprised?â her voice echoed in the mostly silent room. you let out a broken sob, it was jennie. the person you trusted most in this world was forcing herself onto you. you shook your head side to side, refusing to believe this tragic reality.Â
âno,no,no, it canât be. my j-jennieâs a g-girl a-and she w-wouldnt.â you brokenly sobbed out.Â
jennieâs grip on your hips tightened as her hips that were slamming into yours never stopped. an evil grin spread on her face âsorry baby, but itâs me, your jennie.â following her words, she tugged the metal chain of your bedside lamp, lighting up the room. the dim light was enough for you to see that it was jennie and that she was smiling through your torture.Â
âcâmon baby, i know you want it too. just enjoy, let me take care of you.â jennie said, a hand reaching down to your clit and circling it.Â
you shook your head side to side. you didnât want this, you hated her, you hated her for taking your virginity without your permission. but if that was so why were you struggling to hold back your moans. âlet me hear those pretty moans.â jennie said, reaching her other hand to your mouth to release your lip from your teeth. you whimpered at this action.Â
âsee, i knew you wanted this as much as i did. you hear that, youâre so fucking wet, baby. you can deny it all you want but your bodyâs telling me the truth.â jennie said, her finger on your clit never stopping and successfully distracting you from the pain of her splitting you open.Â
âfuck baby, your squeezing my cock so hard.â she grunted out, delivering a blow to your thigh, her red handprint staining your skin.Â
you let out a squeak at the impact. her bringing harm to you differing so much from her earlier once again brought tears to your eyes. how could she do this to you, the one person you trusted more than you trusted yourself. âi thought you loved me, i thought you were my friend.â you said, lip wobbling and eyes brimming with tears once again.Â
âi am your friend y/n, itâs because iâm your friend that iâm doing this. iâm the only one who can treat you well. iâm doing this because i love you, i cant let anyone else fuck you baby. itâs for your own good.â punctuating each sentence with a grunt, her voice dripping with condescension.Â
hearing her words you could only sob harder. where was your jennie that you would watch my little pony with, the jennie that would cook for you, the jennie that would sing to you? you could only wonder.Â
âfuck baby, iâve been waiting for this moment for so long. the moment i saw you, i knew that i had to have you. it was so worth it to wait all those years.â you wondered if she ever actually saw you as a friend, or if it was all just for sex. she only befriended you so that one day she could do this.Â
âi-i hate you! I hate you, jennie kim!â you exclaimed through tears, thrashing around trying to push her off you. you knew it was no use, she carried you around regularly. you knew she was much stronger than you. you stopped your thrashing when you felt her hand come down on your face. the sound echoed throughout the room, her thrusting stopping as she grabbed your neck.
she squeezed, blocking your airways. you clawed at her hand around your neck trying to get her to let go. her thrusting started up again, this time harder and faster while choking you. âwanna fucking act up, dumb fucking whore? you really think you can escape? you think you can push me off? dumb fucking bitch.âÂ
âi-iâll tell the cops. iâll t-tell them that you raped me.â you said, her hand still at your neck and squeezing harder with every word that left your mouth.Â
âand you think theyâll believe a slut like you? whatâre you gonna tell them, the millionaire jennie kim raped you with her big dick? theyâll call you delusional and crazy, no one would believe you over me. you think theyâd even believe i have a dick? iâll drive you to the police station myself after this. i dare you to.â a sense of helplessness washed over you at jennie's words. she was right, she was so influential that many people probably lied about her daily. and to say she had a cock? who would believe you?
you didnât have anyone other than her, your parents never wanted you. and with jennie, you never thought of the need for other friends. you had no one and she had everyone and everything. you were a nobody and she was somebody. you couldnât do anything. you could only accept this horrible reality. you stopped fighting against her and just laid limp on the bed.Â
âthatâs it baby, enjoy it. so many people would kill to be in your place.â jennieâs hand around your neck dropped and she flipped you over, your ass in the air and head in the pillows.Â
âfuck baby iâm almost there.â she grunted out, slapping your ass as she went faster. her finger circled your clit as she tried to bring you over the edge too. you hated yourself so much for the moans that slipped past your mouth. you hated this, you wanted to hate what she was doing and her. your body wasnât aligned with your head though, you bodyâs response of pushing back into her making her think you wanted her more.Â
âfuck, such a slut for my cock. you say you donât want me yet here you are pushing back into me and moaning. what a slut.â you bit into the pillow trying your best to stop the whine from leaving your throat. why did your body have to have this response?
âg-gonna fucking breed this slutty hole of yours, fill you up with my babies.â your eyes widened at this, a kid would ruin your life. but then again, could your life get any worse than it was right now?Â
âp-please jennie, please dont. you know i can't afford an abortion, please jennie, please don't.â you pleaded, you didn't even have insurance. jennie was the only reason you were even able to have a place to stay.Â
âbaby, even if you somehow had the money for it i would never allow you to get an abortion.â you could only cry out your frustrations, you were ruined, your life was over.Â
âf-fuck here it c-comes!â jennie moaned out her voice increasing in pitch as her warm semen flooded your cunt.Â
you couldn't help but let yourself unravel as well, the feeling of her warm load in you sending you over the edge along with her. you felt jennies hand caressing your stomach as she smiled into your shoulder. âI can't wait for you to be my cute little pregnant housewife.â your body laid flat on the bed when jennie let go of your hips, your tears soaking the pillow.Â
this was your life now.Â
Can you write about innocent nerdy reader tutoring gaeul smut with plot and with breeding kink and handcuffs, mommy kink and any other kinks
Sure baby, let's go!! I changed handcuffs to ropes bc I'm learning shibari art and it felt better. Hope you like it! đđ
You were Gaeul's tutor, a rich kid from the same university as you. She was honestly very controlling with most things, but you didn't mind one bit since she was paying good money and you needed it. You were a broke college student, after all.
So when she called you to her house because she needed a living mannequin to try some of the things she was learning in another class you promptly followed what she asked, expecting nothing too out of the ordinary.
"Good morning, Gaeul" You greeted her, using a short light dress as she weirdly told you to.
"Good morning, sweet thing" She greeted as always, as you entered her big apartment.
In the small table of her living room was settled a bunch of black ropes and some other stuff you actually had no idea what they were. You picked up something, reading the label. Lube. You shrugged, not thinking anything of it.
"So, what do you need me to do?" You innocently asked, sitting down on her couch, fixing your glasses on your face.
"Just let me practice these knots on you, nothing much. It's called shibari art" She said, handing you a cup of coffee. "Here, drink this" She told you and thanked her, drinking it.
She sat you down on the floor with her kneeled behind you, picking up the first set of ropes. As the ropes grazed your skin, you felt yourself getting hot by the second, some weird heat pooling between your thighs.
"Are feeling good, sweetie?" She asked next to your ear and you gulped. You were sure you felt something hard poke your arm as she leaned next to you and you rolled your eyes, shyly nodding.
"Y-yes" You tried to keep your voice steady, that weird feeling getting worse. The black rope went twice over and under your breasts over the dress and around your torso.
"Good" She whispered. "If you feel anything, just tell me okay?" She tied one knot to your front, lifting your arms and tying them like that too. "I can take care of you" She looked into your eyes and you felt the need to moan, but held that urge down.
"Okay, mommy" You said without even realizing, your mind was quite foggy with that warm feeling. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to" You shyly said looking down, your eyes wondering to the bulge inside her pants. It was so big and you felt embarrassed for staring, but you couldn't bring yourself to look away.
"Don't feel sorry, baby" Her voice was smooth, alluring. "You can call me that whenever you feel like it" Her gaze was dark and attentive on your, face. "Lay on your back" She commanded and you did so as she took off your glasses, putting them aside.
She lifted both your legs to your knees, rapidly working on circling them with the ropes and tying your ankles to your thighs, keeping them open.
"Gaeul..." You said, embarrassed for that position. Your lady parts felt sticky and you didn't like that. "Mommy, I feel weird" You whined, that goes that fucking pet name again.
Her eyes were dark, hungry. Admiring her handiwork, licking her lips as your contorted your body trying to get rid of that feeling. Her cock pulsing inside her pants as she got rid of them, only on her shirt and underwear.
"Fuck, you look so pretty" She said, taking her cock from it's confinement. The tip red and swollen, wet with so much precum it made it seem like she came already. You widened your eyes, not understanding what she was doing.
"Mommy, what are you doing?" You asked her, trying to get up but literally too tied up to be successful. She rolled her eyes, smirking.
"Oh baby, it's okay" She said kneeling in front of your body, her cock brushing against your thigh felt burning hot. "Aren't you feeling a little wet, princess?" She said, caressing your cheek with the back of her fingers. "I'm feeling it too, see?" She made sure you could see her leaking cock, as she used her other hand to brush over your wet panties, collecting some of your juices. "Let's help each other, okay?"
"But it's embarrassing" You whined, closing your eyes. "I never felt this way... not even with my boyfriend" You gulped when she held your face with one hand, forcing your eyes on hers.
"Because he doesn't know what to do to you, sweetie" She said, pulling your panties to the side and taking a good look on your puffy cunt. "Fuck..." She said, pumping her cock. "I'll make you feel good princess, I promise" She said, kissing your cheek and then getting back to kneeling in front of your pussy, resting on her heels.
"Mommy..." You moaned when she brushed the large tip of her cock on your clit. She moaned too, jolting with the contact.
"I'm going slow baby, fuck" She brushed it up and down, masturbating both of you at the same time.
You felt that hot feeling grow, tightly shutting your eyes as she kept circling your clit with her cock, moaning and bucking her hips as she did so, crazy to stretch your hole with her entire length. "I knew it since day one I needed to have you, sweetie" She whined, tossing her head back as you felt a tight feeling on your belly.
"Mommy please, "I'm feeling too hot" You moaned loudly, that unfamiliar feeling growing.
"My precious innocent thing" She said, looking into your face then at your pussy. "Let go baby, it'll feel good" Eyes on your pussy, she felt you squirt on her dick and thighs as she kept brushing your swollen clit. "Fuck I'm gonna cum in your pretty cunt" She grunted, tightly holding her cock as she came on top of your clit and on your little patch of hair, panting hard with her eyes closed.
It felt even worse now, that feeling didn't went away. You wanted her to do that again and again until it stopped.
"Please, please" Your furrowed your eyebrows, your eyes adorably full of tears. "It hurts please, make it go away"
She kissed you, panting against your lips as her leaking tip brushed against your entrance, making you moan. You wanted to hug her close, but your tied arms made it impossible. Her tongue almost down your throat in a hungry kiss as she felt how good your lips were.
She suddenly got up, keeling besides you, pulling your head to her cock. That gentle demeanor completely gone. She shoved her dick down your throat, not going all in because you couldn't take it yet, but enough to feel too fucking good. You gagged, closing your eyes as she kept mindlessly fucking your mouth.
"So good baby, keep going" She tossed her head back. You were furiously clenching, leaking your juices onto her carpet. "Enough, I don't wanna cum in your mouth yet" She panted grabbing the lube, going back to her kneeling position between your legs and kissing you again.
She poured onto your hole and her cock, pumping as positioned it on your slit. You stopped breathing and she kissed, it was too big.
"Don't hold your breath" She licked your lips, looking into your eyes. "Let me hear you while I stretch your pretty pussy, baby" She said, as she pushed it in slowly.
You moaned, closing your eyes as she did the same. It felt too much, but you were so desperate for her you didn't care. You soon started to hump up, trying to get her to move.
"Fucking hell" She straightened her back, looking at your pussy. "So beautiful" She gave a few shallow thrusts and you cried out, tears rolling down your eyes now.
"Mommy, more" You sobbed. "Please, more" She smiled, nodding.
She started going deeper and harder now, you could feel it reach deep into you as she used your pussy. It was hard, raw and violent but felt so good as she held onto the ropes to pound her cock into you.
"You are mine now, fuck" She made sure to let you know, slamming it hard into you. "I'll stretch this pussy so good you'll only cum with me" She growled, kissing you again.
You just dumbly nodded, too blissed out to protest, to do anything other than let her use your hole.
"I'm yours mommy, please" You felt that good feeling again, basically screaming for her as you came on her cock one more time.
"My breeding princess" She pounded hard, her balls slapping your ass as she did so. "Gonna breed you so good" she said, through gritted teeth.
She fucked you a little more, sucking on your neck as she came in you; Her semen felt hot and so good it triggered another orgasm, making you pass out for a few seconds. She kept using your hole, not stopping one second, feeling the overstimulation but fighting through it just to cum inside you one more consecutive time. She emptied her balls, shaking hard on top of you as you woke up.
You now felt sore and that foggy feeling was gone. You hissed as she took it off, her cum oozing out of you as her dick twitched. She kissed you again, her face was sweaty and so was yours, but none of you cared.
"You are mine now, just mine" She whispered to you. "I knew you were going to give in when I gave you a little something to drink" She caressed your face, wiping some tears.
"Wh-what?" You tried saying, but she shushed you.
"Let me admire my handiwork, baby" She got up, staring at your leaking pussy still so full of her cum. "soon you'll understand we were meant to be, sweetie" She said. "And you'll see that these little details won't even matter"
Her eyes were dark and controlling as always, as she carefully untied you, happily humming.
I THINK I READ THE WRONG PINOCCHIO
g!p puppet yujin x toy makerâs daughter! reader
synopsis: classic puppet becomes a human but instead of going out to get swallowed by a whale, this puppet fucks their toy makerâs daughter.
word count: 1.8k
tags: agalmatophilia, smut
growing up with your father, you grew to also love the toys he made. from the wooden dolls to the mini animal sculptures that he himself carved. but your favorite type of toys that your father has made were the puppets.
the puppets, there was something about them that has drawn you. it might be their realistic faces or their names or even the fact that they kept you company whenever your father goes out of town to buy toy making materials. this day is another one of those occasions when your father will be gone for a few days to buy materials.
âit wonât take long y/n, iâll be back in no time. now you be careful here, ok? you know where our food is kept right? i also asked our neighbors to occasionally check up on you, if you run into any trouble just yell for them. also, donât for to lock theâ â
âi know dad, we go through this every two months since i can remember, iâm already used to it by now.â
âi know, but your old man just canât help himself. i donât want anything to happen to you.â
âItâs ok dad besides like you said the neighbors are here plus the puppets keep me company!â
"alright, but promise me you'll be careful," he added, hugging you tightly before grabbing his travel bag.
"i promise, dad," you said with a smile, hoping to reassure him. You slammed the door behind him and turned to face the room full of his works.
you approached the shelf, where the puppets were carefully placed, each with its own unique personality. there was wonyoung, the elegant princess; kazuha, the graceful ballerina; and giselle, the trendy fashionista. however, one puppet struck you the most: yujin, a mysterious puppet with hauntingly gorgeous eyes and a face that was both feminine and masculine.
yujin was by far your favorite among the countless puppets that your father has created. the way her face was sculpted to perfection, those dark brown eyes that seem to be alive, and the way her skin looks so soft despite being made of wood. her unexpected appendage down there was also a bonus(your father explained that yujin was supposed to be a boy but later changed his decision).
you reached out and picked up yujin, feeling a sense of comfort rush over you while holding her in your hands.
as the day passed by, you always had yujin by your side. whether it was to feed the chickens or to bring in the clothes that were set to dry. there was something about her that drew you in, something that, unlike everyone else, gave you the impression that you in some way, were understood.
before long, darkness fell and you had to remain indoors with your puppet companion, even though you have kind neighbors all around you, you never know when danger is around.
after making sure that youâve locked all possible entrances, youâve decided to light a few candles and turned on the kitchen light, creating a cozy, warm atmosphere. you then decided to cook some warm vegetable soup. the comforting aroma soon spread out through the whole house making you hum in delight.
once in a while you would glance at yujin who you propped by the dining table. the gentle flicker of the candles danced across yujin's face, giving the puppet an almost lifelike appearance. time passed by and you were soon done cooking. you prepped up the table and got all the necessary utensils to finally eat.
âyujin!! dinnerâs ready!â you yelled even though you knew she was a puppet.
âdamn i must be going crazyâ
sitting down, you took a sip of the soup, moaning in delight at the taste.
âyou know yujin,â you started. âwith you here, it doesnât really feel lonely at allâ
the puppet, unresponsive, just sat there yet her wooden eyes somehow looked like they were focused and listening intently to you.
shaking your head, you continued âi wish you were alive yuj, oh the stories i could tell you and the things we could do together.â
âyou could walk independently, you could taste my cooking, you couldâŠâŠyou could feel loveâmy loveâ you lighty ranted
but what you didnât know was this simple wish of yours could lead to you getting any sleep at all tonight wink wink
after finishing dinner, you cleaned up the dining room and kitchen and also put away the leftovers. you did your nightly routines before putting yujin beside you in your bed.
âgoodnight yujâ you say before kissing her on the lips and turning off the lights. you glanced at her one more time before closing your eyes as your consciousness drifts off to dreamland
ây/nâ
âpsst y/nâ
ây/n wake upâ
rubbing your eyes, you groaned in annoyance as your sweet slumber was interrupted.
âwho is it? what happened? is the kitchen burning?â you asked but you were only answered by the sound of someone giggling.
âwho theâWHAT THE FUCK!â you began to talk, but your words were cut short when you lost your balance.
falling off the bed with a bang, you landed on the floor in a tangle of bedding and limb. the force of the fall jolted you completely awake, and you sat up, scratching your head and looking around in confusion. as you struggled to get your bearings, you noticed Yujin sitting up on the bed, her eyes wide with concern. except yujin was no longer a puppet; she was fully alive, with human-like features and a concerned look.
"are you okay?" yujin asked, her voice quiet but filled with concern.
you blinked, trying to fully take in what you were seeing. "yujin? how... how are you alive?" you gasped, looking at her with surprise.
yujin looked down at herself, then back at you, equally bewildered. "i don't know," she said, shaking her head slightly. "one moment i was a puppet, and the next... i'm like this."
you stood up still trying to take in the whole situation when she spoke up again
ây/n i think it might be the kissâ she said
âthe kiss?â you repeat feeling your cheeks flush as you remembered what you did a while ago
âyeah the kiss, it mightâve been some kind of magicâ she explained while standing up, her tall figure towering over you.
as everything sank in, you realized how close yujin was standing in front of you. you stared at her and you could see her staring back at you. slowly, like a dream, you both leaned in. your breaths mingled, your eyes locked, and suddenly, as if driven by an invisible force, your lips touched in a soft, long kiss. it was delicate at first, but soon turned rough.
yujin placed her hands on your shoulders and deepened the kiss, her lips soft and warm on yours. your heart raced in your chest, and you felt yourself melting into the moment. before you knew it, yujin has already pushed you back to your bed, her body hovering over you.
the two of you locking lips for a while before you broke the kiss âi canât believe this is real,â you gasped âiâve been dreaming of this moment for a long time now.â
yujin smirks, hands squeezing your ass before replying, âme too princess, ever since i became conscious.â
you blush at the nickname before feeling something hard press against your thigh.
âyujin is this?..........â you trailed off, pertaining to the âthingâ poking your thigh.
âitâs exactly what you think it is princessâ her smirk still there, her hand now rubbing your crotch. âi know you want this too.â
âlet me take care of youâ she whispered, her voice dropping an octave.
you nod in response, heart beating rapidly in anticipation. yujinâs hand moved smoothly across your bodies, slowly undressing the two you. your body shivered at the cold air when she finally finished undressing you. yujin stared at your body with a predatory gaze causing you to cover yourself with your arms. she chuckles at your attempt to cover yourself before grabbing your arms, preventing you from further trying to.
âdonât cover your body princess, your beautifulâ she says as she leans to your neck, gently nipping it making you blush
with the two of you now bare, you could finally properly her length. if you had to guess, it was around 8 inches and it was quite girthy. it was veiny and had a huge prominent vein stemming from the base to the underside of the tip.
yujin positioned herself between you, looking into your eyes searching for any signs of discomfort or hesitation. seeing none, she guided her length to your core.
she penetrated you with a slow, deliberate thrust, and you yelped in pleasure. yujin stopped, giving you a moment to adjust, her gaze never leaving yours. "are you okay?" she said softly, her voice full of worry and love.
"yes," you whispered, your body craving more. "please, yujin... don't stop."
with your consent, yujin starts thrusting. each thrust harder and faster than the last one, this lead to you being a moaning and panting mess.
âyou like that?â she pants, sweat running down her cheeks. âyou like it when i turn you into a moaning mess?â
âyes!â you gasped. âiâŠâahhh love it yujin! harder please iâahhh want more.â
hearing this, yujin smirks before gripping your hips as she increases her pace, her eyes locked straight into yours. her gaze making you feel small.
"you're mine," she whispered, her voice a low growl that sent shivers down your spine. "and i'm gonna make you feel so good."
her words drove you over the edge, sending waves of pleasure crashing through you. you screamed out her name, your nails clawing her back, pulling her closer as your climax came.
yujin continued to thrust into you, her breath coming in ragged gasps as she chased her release. when she finally reached it, her body tightened, a loud, guttural cry from her lips as she gushed inside you, filling you entirely.
for a few moments, you both lay there, tangled together, your breaths mingling as you came down from your high. yujin brushed a strand of hair away from your face, her gaze softening with affection that made your heart flutter.
âi know we might be going a bit too fast but i love you y/n.â she whispered, her voice filled with sincerity.
you blush at her words before replying âitâs okay yuj, weâre in this togetherâ you cup her cheeks. âand i love you too.â
yujin smiles at your words, leaning in to kiss you. âiâm gonna cherish this chance of being alive to prove to you how much i love you.â she promises.
you held her close, experiencing an overwhelming feeling of completeness and happiness you had never had before. the two of leaned in for one last before getting settled in bed to sleep.
â............â
âhey y/n?â
âhmm?â
âi think iâm getting hard againâ
oh boyâŠâŠ..
this is such a beautiful ending to such a beautiful fic. good lord this a chef's kissđ€đ»đ€đ»đ€đ» i would frame this in a museum if i could đ
Winter x Fem!Reader
Word Count: ~9K
Pt 1 , Pt 2 , Pt 3, Pt 4, Pt 5
Synopsis: Kim Minjeong had heard all about the famous group of fuckboys and fuckgirls around campus. When Y/N Y/L/N, the leader of that group and student council president of the university, approached her with sweet smiles and soft gestures, Minjeong decided she would be the one playing her instead.
Except maybe Y/N took her relationship with Minjeong seriously and was never even a fuckgirl to begin with.
Tags: death, hospital setting, misunderstandings, run and chase, guitarist Minjeong, band!Aespa, doctor!reader
⊠. ăâș ă . ⊠. ăâș ă . âŠâŠ . ăâș ă . ⊠. ăâș
Y/N expected Minjeong to try even harder after the car ride.
She expected the flowers, food, and gifts to keep coming, and she expected the orange-haired singer to keep appearing in her life.
But no.
A week went by without any sign of life from Minjeong.
Then two weeks.
When a full month went by, Y/N assumed the singer had given up. She had bitten off more than she could chew, and when the reality of the situation finally hit her, she ran away and left the doctor behind once again.
Y/N didn't know whether to be happy or sad, so, as always, she focused on her work.
"Think I scared the carrot off?" Yana asked, trying to keep a proud smile at bay.
"Think you're pissing me off." Y/N didn't look up at her. She leaned back in her chair and focused on the document in front of her.
"You're such a sourpuss," Yana tutted, flicking Y/N's earlobe affectionately. Y/N swatted her hand away, but there was a hint of a smile on her face.
"And you're annoying," she retorted. "I'm busy, you know. I have things to do, papers to sign, patients to see."
Yana rolled her eyes, resting her hip against the edge of the desk.
"Or you're just trying to avoid going home."
Y/N almost scoffed. "Yeah, tell that to the eight-year-old diagnosed with a grade 2 astrocytoma."
Yana's expression softened momentarily, a hint of sorrow in her eyes.
"How is Yoonji doing?" she asked softly.
Y/N sighed, leaning back in her chair and rubbing a hand over her face. "As good as she can be," she said quietly. "It's serious, Yana, and she's young. The next few months..." Her voice trailed off, and she didnât finish the sentence.
Yana was silent for a moment before speaking again.
"Maybe you should go home, Y/N, and come back with a refreshed mind. You've been here for almost three days nowâit's not healthy."
Y/N shook her head, though weariness was evident in her eyes. The worry for her young patient weighed heavily on her shoulders, along with the mountain of paperwork on her desk.
"Can't. I have a surgery in two hours," she said softly, her voice betraying more exhaustion than she wanted to show.
Yana frowned, clearly worried. She knew how relentless Y/N could be when it came to her work, but she also knew the toll it took on her.
"Are you even listening to yourself? Three days without a proper break? You need to take care of yourself too. Youâll burn out at this rate."
She placed a hand on Y/N's shoulder, giving it a light squeeze. "Let someone else handle the surgery. Take a day off. Go home, take a bath, watch some trashy TV, and eat something other than hospital food for once."
Y/N sighed, knowing that Yana wouldnât relent without an answer. She dropped her pen and turned in her chair to face her friend. "I'll do that after surgery, okay? Donât worry so much about me. I'm fine."
Yana raised an eyebrow skeptically. "After this surgery, you'll just find another reason to stay. And then another after that. I know you, Y/N."
She crossed her arms, fixing Y/N with a stern look. "You need rest. And if you wonât take it voluntarily, Iâll make you."
Y/N shook her head, smiling faintly as she held up her pinky between them. "No, this is the last one, I promise. My scheduleâs clear for tomorrow. I wonât set foot in this hospital."
Yana huffed but couldnât resist the pinky swear. "Fine," she said, linking her pinky with Y/N's. "But if I catch you here tomorrow, Iâll knock you out and drive you home myself."
She let go of their pinkies and made her way toward the door. "Come say bye before you leave?"
Y/N couldnât help but smile softly and nod. "I will."
As her friend finally left, she refocused on the documents in front of her. She was supposed to be analyzing the best procedure to adopt with the little girl who still didnât know she had cancer, but it was a tricky situation. The cancer was advanced, and the only possible surgeries were incredibly risky given the girl's age. Y/N had been trying to come up with a solution for days, but nothing seemed viable.
Y/N sighed and ran a frustrated hand through her hair, not hearing the soft knock at the door or the quiet footsteps coming inside.
Minjeong slipped into the office, a smile spreading across her face at the sight before her. Y/N just looked so captivating when she was focusedâher brow slightly furrowed, her bottom lip caught between her teeth. Minjeong had missed her.
"You look stressed," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
Y/N's head shot up at the sound, her eyes widening in surprise. Minjeong stood in the doorway, her smile soft and warm.
Y/Nâs heart gave a sharp thump against her chest. It had been a month since sheâd seen the singer. Seeing her again now, after a month of silence, knocked the breath right out of her.
She quickly gathered herself. "What are you doing here?" she asked, her tone coming out a bit more brusque than intended.
Minjeong didnât let the tone bother her. She approached and took a seat on the other side of the desk.
"I missed you, Y/N," she said softly, pulling a small gift from her pocket. It was a golden necklace with a small heart pendant. "Got this in Berlin...made me think of you."
Y/Nâs gaze flickered to the necklace in Minjeongâs hand, her heart twisting at the sight. Her eyes then lifted to meet Minjeongâs, taking in her soft smile and familiar features.
She wanted to stay mad, to tell Minjeong to leave her office and leave her alone. But she couldnât seem to find the words.
After a few moments of silence, Y/N finally spoke. "You've been gone a month," she said, cursing the slight waver in her voice.
Minjeong nodded, her eyes drifting away from Y/N's. "Yeah, it was the last leg of our tour. We're supposed to lay low for a while nowâwrite songs for our new album and start the whole recording process again." She suddenly looked up at Y/N, her eyes lighting up with excitement. "Did you like the gifts I sent you while I was away?"
Y/N frowned in confusion. "What gifts?"
Minjeong's excitement immediately deflated, replaced by a look of disappointment.
"What do you mean? I sent you a letter before leaving. And I sent you gifts after every performance. Bouquets, letters, chocolates..." Her voice trailed off as the realization hit her. "You... you didn't get any of it?"
Y/N shook her head. "Where did you send them to?"
"The hospital," Minjeong replied, her eyebrows furrowing. "I put your name on it."
Y/N paused, an amused expression flickering across her face.
"Right⊠all gifts sent to the hospital are automatically taken to the donations office. Come to think of it, thatâs probably why the kiddos in the pediatric department were walking around with flowers all month."
Minjeong paled at the thought, her eyes widening in horror.
"Shit," she whispered, her voice filled with disbelief. "All this time⊠I thought you were ignoring my gifts, and you... didn't even get any of them?"
A mixture of guilt and embarrassment washed over her. She had been so sure the doctor was rejecting her gifts.
Y/N smiled slightly, taking a moment to look Minjeong up and down as if to assess her well-being. Touring was incredibly taxing on people, but Minjeong looked okay. Tired, but okay.
"How was Berlin?" Y/N found herself asking without a second thought. Once she caught on to what had just happened, she inwardly cursed herself.
She wasn't supposed to show interest. She wasn't supposed to be interested.
Minjeong's initial embarrassment began to fade as she picked up on Y/N's unintended slip. She leaned forward slightly, her eyes softening with amusement. "Berlin was beautiful. Busy, but... beautiful," she said, her voice quieter now, almost as if she were trying not to break the fragile moment they were sharing.
Y/N did her best to appear disinterested. The subtle way she kept her gaze on Minjeong, how her hands stilled on the desk, and the way her jaw clenched when Minjeong smiledâall of it gave her away.
"It sounds like it," Y/N replied, keeping her tone neutral. She quickly moved to change the subject, leaning back in her chair and crossing her arms. "At least the gifts went to someone who actually appreciated them."
Minjeong smiled at the small jab. "I'll be more careful next time. But for what it's worth, none of this would've happened if you just gave me your number."
Y/N chuckled, shaking her head as she returned to her documents. "I'm not giving you my number."
"Why not?" Minjeong asked, her voice laced with a mixture of amusement and disappointment. She leaned back in her seat, watching as Y/N worked.
She decided right then and there to reach for her purse as well. She pulled out her phone and notebook as if it were the most natural thing in the world, leaving them on Y/N's desk as she stole one of the doctor's pens.
"'Cause you're perfectly capable of stalking me without it," Y/N declared, watching Minjeong with a raised eyebrow.
She was making herself at home, wasn't she?
Minjeong smirked, rolling her eyes as she settled comfortably into the seat.
"I prefer the term 'determined pursuit,'" she said, opening her notebook and focusing on it.
Y/N watched her for a while and eventually gave up with a head shake. Figuring the singer out wasn't worth her time, but curiosity got the best of her.
"What the hell are you doing?"
Minjeong looked up from her notebook, a sly smile playing on her lips. "Working, of course," she said, her tone as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. "Figured I'd write better songs with my muse in front of me."
Y/N raised an eyebrow, feeling a mix of annoyance and something else she didn't want to name.
"Just don't turn everyone against me this time around."
Minjeong's smile quickly vanished. She found herself hissing slightly and avoiding Y/N's eyes. "I never meant to turn anyone against you, you know? I... I couldn't have predicted that everyone would... react that way. And I was just so angry. I was an asshole. I'm sorry."
Y/N's expression didnât change at the apology. Again, she told herself she didnât need it. It had been too long; she had moved on. But even then, her younger self felt a little satisfied at finally getting the apology she had desperately craved.
She returned to her work without saying anything else. This wasnât about Minjeong; she had a lot to do.
Minjeong pushed her feelings of disappointment and sadness aside to focus on her work. She figured she had to take things slow with Y/N. Overwhelming and annoying her was not the solution, so she opted for small, more discreet moments.
Also, she really did need inspiration for her new songs, and there was no one who inspired her more than the doctor.
So, the two got to work.
Minjeong glanced up from her writing, stealing glances at Y/N in between verses. She couldn't deny how comforting it was to be in the same space as her, even in silence.
Y/N also didnât seem to mind Minjeongâs company. Sheâd never admit it out loud, but it felt good having the singer around again. She liked the attention and care that the orange-haired woman seemed to have for her. Sitting in front of her again reminded her of when they were younger, studying late into the night at the universityâs library.
Nothing good really lasts forever, though, and soon Y/Nâs pager rang.
It was time for her to prepare for surgery.
Minjeong watched her stand up and quickly got up to follow.
"Are we finally going home?" she smiled.
Y/N rolled her eyes softly. "You're going home. I have surgery."
"Oh." Minjeong's mouth fell open in slight surprise. She shrugged and settled back down in her chair. "I'll wait for you to come back, then."
Y/N halted her movements and stared at Minjeong. "It's a 5 to 7 hour surgery."
Minjeong didn't budge. "Even better. You'll be too tired when you come back, so I'll drive you home."
The doctor gaped at her. Minjeong was being so damn stubborn; it was almost as infuriating as it was endearing.
"You can't just camp out in my office for 7 hours," she snapped. "Go home. I don't need a babysitter."
Minjeong's smile widened at Y/N's outburst. She knew she was pushing her luck, but she couldn't help herself. There was something about Y/N that made her want to poke and prod and push.
She crossed her arms over her chest, raising her chin in a defiant gesture. "Do you have to complain about every nice thing I do? You'll be dead tired; I'll take you home."
Y/N's eyes narrowed as she looked at Minjeong. The girl was getting under her skin so easily, and the worst part was that a part of her actually enjoyed their arguments.
Her pager rang again, and she sighed. "I don't have time for this, Minjeong. Stop playing and go home."
She gathered her belongings and left, convinced that Minjeong wouldn't have the patience to wait that long. She figured the singer would last fifteen minutes alone in the office before heading home.
That thought was the reason why Y/N's eyes widened when she returned to her office eight hours later.
There had been complications in the surgery, so it took longer than expected.
Y/N had been certain that Minjeong would have left a long time ago. The sight of the singer laying on her couch, sleeping soundly, both surprised and frustrated her.
Y/N stood in the doorway, watching Minjeong. She wanted to feel angry, annoyed even, at the girl for sticking around all this time. But instead, a pang of concern and fondness took over her chest. Minjeong had just returned from tour; she should be resting well at home.
Y/N quietly walked over to the couch and stood in front of the singer, contemplating whether to wake her or just let her rest.
With a sigh, she walked to her closet and pulled out the fluffy blanket she usually used whenever she stayed back at the hospital. She covered Minjeong with it, watching her turn and sigh in her sleep before returning to her desk to start on her reports.
Y/N settled into her work, trying to ignore the soft sound of Minjeong's breathing in the background. It wasn't easy to concentrate, but she forced herself to focus. She'd get everything done and then deal with the singer, whoâd probably wake up any moment now.
But Minjeong slept on, undisturbed, for the rest of the night. Y/N had just finished her tenth report, and the sun was high in the sky when she heard stirring from the couch.
Minjeong groaned, her eyelashes fluttering softly as she slowly opened her eyes. She sat up, a small yawn escaping her lips as she took in her surroundings.
Momentarily disoriented, her mind still foggy with sleep, her gaze fell upon Y/N, who sat at her desk surrounded by piles of paperwork.
The memory of last night came rushing back, and she felt a pang of guilt in her chest.
Clearing her throat, her voice still groggy from sleep, she said, "You were supposed to wake me up."
"You were supposed to go home," Y/N replied without looking up from her report, letting out a yawn. Yana would kill her if she knew she was still at the hospital.
"Why? So you could stay here all night and not sleep? I won't let you, doc."
Minjeong's voice was firm, but there was a hint of concern in her eyes as she observed the exhaustion evident on Y/N's face.
"I was worried about you." Minjeong stood up, her eyebrows furrowing as she walked toward Y/N. With a gentle touch, she reached for her pen. "Still am."
Y/N rolled her eyes at the gesture and sighed heavily. Truth be told, she was exhausted. She could barely remember the last time she slept, and her original plan had been to go home after her surgery. But itâs not like she could just leave Minjeong alone in her office, could she?
"Can you please just go home?"
"I will," Minjeong smiled. She almost felt bad at the relieved sigh that escaped Y/N's lips. "Just as soon as you do the same."
Y/N pursed her lips, her expression a mix of frustration and exhaustion. "You're impossible, you know that?"
Minjeong's stubbornness was both maddening and endearing, and Y/N found herself caught in this strange push and pull. Part of her wanted to yell and demand Minjeong go home, but another part quietly appreciated her persistence.
Minjeong smiled.
This was a tightrope for her to walk, and she really didn't want to mess up. "I'm in love with you, Y/N, and I've been trying really, really hard to make you like me back, so I usually wouldn't be this annoying. But I'm standing my ground on thisâyou need to rest."
Y/N's breath hitched slightly at Minjeong's confession. It felt surreal to hear those words after all those years. A wave of emotions washed over her, bringing back memories she had buried deep in her heart.
"Why do you..." Y/N started, her voice faltering slightly. Why did Minjeong still like her? Especially after everything she had done?
"I don't need you, Minjeong..." Her voice was firm. "I don't need you, and I don't want you, so for the love of God, can you leave me alone?"
Minjeong's smile faltered for a moment, her heart sinking at the harsh words.
She took a step closer, her expression a mix of vulnerability and determination.
"I know," she whispered, her voice choked with emotion. "I know you don't want me, and I know I don't deserve your forgiveness. But I'm not leaving. Not until I've proven to you how sorry I am."
"You can prove it by leaving me alone and not coming back." Y/N couldn't look at Minjeongânot when the singer was looking at her like that.
So she tried going back to her laptop.
Stepping forward, Minjeong reached over and gently closed the screen. Her hand landed on Y/N's, silently conveying her determination.
"I'm not leaving you alone when you're pushing yourself this hard. You need rest. You need to take care of yourself too, you know."
Y/N let out a deep, frustrated sigh, her shoulders sagging in exhaustion. She wanted to argue, to tell Minjeong to go away and leave her alone, but the weight of the past few days was catching up to her.
She reluctantly closed her eyes, her head drooping backwards against her chair. She knew she was too tired to fight.
"You're infuriating, you know that?" she mumbled, her voice betraying some vulnerability.
"Yeah, I know." Minjeong whispered in response.
She knew she was treading on thin ice, pushing boundaries she had no right to cross. But there was something about Y/N that brought out a protective side in her, and she found herself unable to simply walk away.
"I'm gonna take you home," she quietly suggested, her thumb gently caressing the back of Y/N's hand, "and you'll sleep for the next two days. Deal?"
"Whatever." Y/N huffed softly, pulling her hand away from Minjeong's to stand up. "This changes nothing between us."
Minjeong hid her smile at Y/N's words.
Of course, she didn't expect anything to change overnight, but this was a small win.
She nodded. "I know it doesn't, love. Come on, let's go before you collapse from overwork."
She walked around the desk, gently placing a hand on Y/N's back to help her take her coat off.
Y/N was too tired to put up much of a fight. She allowed herself to be assisted, her body feeling heavy with exhaustion.
As they walked out of the office, she found herself leaning into Minjeong's touch more than she cared to admit. The fatigue had left her defenses down, and she struggled to keep up her usual collected demeanor.
The ride home was smooth, allowing Y/N to lean her head against the window, her eyelids drooping with every passing minute.
"I really wish you were more awake right now. Last time I drove you home, I nearly ran over two people. Look at how much I've improved," Minjeong tried to joke.
Y/N let out a small, tired chuckle. "You were atrocious." She shifted in her seat, subconsciously seeking more comfort.
The rest of the car ride was relatively quiet, with only the occasional sound of the car's engine and the soft hum of the music from the radio filling the silence. Y/N's eyelids grew heavier with each passing mile, and she found herself fighting against the pull of sleep.
As they neared her house, Minjeong glanced over at her, taking note of her drooping head and sleepy eyes. She stifled a smile, finding the sight incredibly endearing.
"Hey," she said softly, breaking the silence. "We're almost home. Hang in there a little longer, okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine." Y/N snapped herself out of her sleep-induced state with a shake of her head.
She looked around the street to keep herself awake, raising an eyebrow at how well Minjeong still remembered the way to her house.
"You still live here, right?" Minjeong asked as she pulled up to the familiar mansion. "Because this is about to be really embarrassing if you don't."
"I sold the house five years ago."
Minjeong's eyes widened. She was about to put her car into park but quickly backtracked, starting to pull out of the driveway. "Shit, I'm so sorry!"
Y/N chuckled. "I'm joking, I'm joking, Minjeong."
The singer let out a sigh of relief, stopping the car once more. She shot a half-hearted glare at Y/N, who was smirking in the passenger seat.
"Not cool, you know?" she muttered, parking the car again. "I swear, I'll punch you next time you scare me like that."
As she turned off the ignition, she couldn't help but notice how much lighter the tension between them had become.
"You're exhausting," she said with a huff. "Let's go inside, come on."
But Y/N quickly shook her head, reaching out for the door handle to leave the car. "You're not coming in."
A pout immediately reached Minjeong's lips. She leaped out of the car and ran to the other side, hoping to at least help Y/N close the door. "Iâwhy not?! I wanna come in."
Y/N dismissed her attempt with a wave of her hand and closed the door herself. She had been nice enough for one day. "Well, I don't want you coming in."
"Whyâ" Minjeong reached out to wrap her hand around the small of Y/N's back and lead the way to the front porch. "Are you sure you'll manage to get to your room? There are a lot of stairs to climb!"
Y/N, who was trying hard to remain upright, nodded. "I can manage."
They finally arrived at the front porch, and Minjeong watched with a resigned sigh as Y/N opened the door. "I'll be here tomorrow morning to take you to work."
"There's no need for that." Y/N dismissed her again.
"But you left your car at the hospital!"
"I have other cars, Minjeong."
"What about the one you left at the hospital?"
"I'll have someone pick it up."
Minjeong rolled her eyes at Y/N's stubbornness. Why did she have to make things so difficult?
"Just let me help you," she insisted, placing a gentle hand on Y/N's arm. "You look like you're about to collapse any second now. It won't kill you to let me walk you to your room and make sure you actually get there in one piece."
Y/N almost smiled. Almost.
"Don't push it." She threw Minjeong one last glance and walked inside her house, closing the door before Minjeong could even take a peek inside.
So the singer was left standing on the front porch, a smile rising to her face as she slowly shook her head and walked back to her car.
And so, with Minjeong now back at home, a new routine was formed.
The singer would visit Y/N at the hospital from time to timeâalways careful not to cross the line and always mindful of Y/N's boundaries.
Even then, it was months and months of rejections. If Minjeong put aside a penny each time Y/N dismissed her, she'd probably have enough to by herself one of those good, expensive ice creams from Ben & Jerry's.
Sometimes Y/N was nicer and conversed with her a little. Other times she looked at her face, rolled her eyes and let out a small "Out of my way" as she walked by. It depended on her mood, really.
It was an eye-opening experience that made Minjeong realise she needed to become Y/N's friend first and then move on to something more personal.
So she gave up on the expensive gifts and took her time simply being herself and being there for Y/N. Some days, she was able to spend more time with the doctor; other days, she essentially sat in Y/N's office alone for hours on end as the doctor worked on her patients. She was fine with whatever, anyway. She knew that just being at the hospital made an impact on Y/N. She could see that Y/N was becoming more accustomed to her presenceâtheir tense bond had turned into somewhat of a friendship.
It was a painstakingly slow process but it was finally beginning to bear its fruits.
"So then, what are we doing after that?"
Minjeong perked up at the familiar voice. She was leaving Y/N's office after another day of not seeing the doctor much, but then she turned and saw herâwalking down the hallway alongside a little bald girl wearing a beanie.
"Then... then I want to play Lego with you!" the kid announced, looking up at Y/N like the doctor hung the stars in the sky for her.
"You do? No way!" Y/N played along, completely unaware of Minjeong's eyes on her. "What Lego should we build first?"
The sight of Y/N interacting with the little girl was endearingâa side of the doctor that Minjeong had never seen before.
She watched silently from the doorway, a soft smile on her face as she observed the exchange. It was clear that Y/N had a soft spot for children, which only added to her appeal in Minjeong's eyes.
The little girl seemed to ponder her options for a moment, her face twisted in deep concentration. Finally, she pointed a finger in the air, exclaiming, "The Avengers Tower! We should build the tower first!"
Y/N feigned shock, her eyes widening as she responded in an equally enthusiastic tone, "The Avengers Tower? Oh wow, that sounds like a fantastic idea! I'll buy it and bring it to you next week."
"Don't listen to her; the Avengers helicarrier is so much cooler to build."
The little girl looked up, eyes widening when she saw Minjeong standing in front of her. She froze, quickly holding on to Y/N's coat and hiding behind her legs.
Y/N looked down as the little girl clung to her, then followed her line of sight to where Minjeong was standing.
She shot the singer a slightly amused look, raising an eyebrow as if to say, Are you just gonna stand there and watch?
Minjeong gulped, not expecting the reaction. She wanted to make a good impression on Y/N.
Maybe the kid was just very, very shy, and Minjeong scared her?
She was such an idiot.
She turned to Y/N with a helpless look, searching for some assistance, but the doctor did nothing but reach down to affectionately pat the kid's head before smirking at her.
"Hello..." Minjeong gulped nervously, "I'm Minjeong."
The little girl peeked out from behind Y/N's legs, her eyes wide with amazement. She looked up at Minjeong again, and a small squeak left her lips before she ran down the hallway, away from their view.
Y/N chuckled to herself, knowing that Yoonji knew her way around the hospital better than some doctors, and turned to Minjeong again.
The singer's heart was heavy with guilt. "I'm so sorry, IâI didn't want to scare her."
Y/N smiled, walking past Minjeong to enter her office. "Don't flatter yourself; you couldn't scare a mosquito if you tried, Minjeong."
Minjeong huffed in fake annoyance, following Y/N. "Excuse me? I could totally scare a mosquito. I could scare a whole army of mosquitoes."
She sat down on the sofa, pouting as she looked at the doctor, who was busy tidying up some papers on her shelf. "I scared that kid. I'm terrifying," she finished.
"You didn't scare her, you idiot." Y/N chuckled. "Yoonji's a fan of your band. She was freaking out because you're her favorite."
Shr reached for a small white paper and handed it to Minjeong along with a pen. "Sign that for her; she'll be happy."
"She's..." She paused for a moment, as if processing the information, before her eyes widened. "She's a fan? Of... me?"
Suddenly, all her worries about scaring the kid disappeared, replaced by a sense of unexpected joy. A small smile tugged at the corners of her lips as she wrote down a cute note on the paper and signed it.
"Wait... did you just call me an idiot?"
She playfully threw a pillow in Y/N's direction.
Y/N was barely nudged, back turned to Minjeong as she looked through her documents. "Did you just undermine your popularity?"
"No, Iâ"
Minjeong paused, realizing that she had indeed subconsciously downplayed herself. "Love, I'm a big deal, you know. Don't make me throw another pillow at you."
Y/N chuckled, amused by the antics, and picked the pillow up from the ground to throw it back at Minjeong.
Minjeong caught the pillow with dramatic flair, clutching it to her chest as if it were a precious treasure. With a smug smile, she leaned back on the sofa and playfully tossed the pillow from one hand to the other.
She watched Y/N with a curious gaze. The doctor seemed engrossed in her work, reminding Minjeong that they were in a hospital, after all.
"You should come to my show next week."
Y/N finally looked up from her documents, raising an eyebrow at the singer.
"Your show?" she repeated, not bothering to hide the hint of disbelief in her voice. "Why on earth would I waste my time watching you flaunt around on stage?"
Despite her sharp words, there was a flicker of playfulness in Y/N's eyes.
Minjeong shrugged, recognizing the teasing in Y/N's voice. "'Cause... I'm pretty hot."
She chuckled when Y/N rolled her eyes, standing up from the couch to approach the doctor. "And also because we are always meeting up here at the hospital, and you're always stuck on 'super hot and busy neurosurgeon' mode, so I don't get to see the more relaxed you."
Y/N rolled her eyes again, though she couldn't help but let out a short, amused chuckle at Minjeong's words.
She leaned back in her chair, a smirk playing on her lips. "So... you want to see me more relaxed and think a crowd full of screaming kids is the ideal place for that?"
"Yes," Minjeong replied bluntly, her grin widening at Y/N's sarcastic response. "I think seeing you amongst the crowd, swaying to my music and having a good time, would be very relaxing for me."
She perched herself on the edge of the desk, facing Y/N and leaning in slightly. "Come on, just humor me for one night. It won't kill you."
"It will kill my ears," Y/N said, not looking up at Minjeong. "And my self-esteem. Your bandmates despise me."
Minjeong rolled her eyes, gently smacking Y/N's shoulder. "They don't despise you. They didâbut not anymore. I told them about... you know? The whole bet thing being fake. That's why they were so sheepish when they saw you."
Y/N looked up again, a hint of surprise in her eyes. "You... told them?"
She tried to keep her face neutral, but the revelation was unexpected. Despite her best efforts, a part of her warmed at the thought of Minjeong defending her.
She quickly masked it with her usual sardonic tone. "Why on earth would you do that?"
Minjeong shrugged nonchalantly, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. "They're my friends, and they were always giving you a hard time."
She leaned back slightly, her eyes fixed on Y/N's face, trying to read her emotions. There was something in the doctor's reaction that didn't quite match her snarky words.
Y/N shrugged. "Doesn't matter; it's not like we ever saw each other again. They could've gone their entire lives not knowing about it."
Minjeong couldn't help but scoff at the doctor's nonchalant attitude. "Stop downplaying it. You know it's not that simple."
She reached out, gently placing a hand on Y/N's arm.
Y/N tensed slightly at the unexpected touch, her eyes darting down to where Minjeong's hand rested on her forearm. She swallowed, trying to ignore the small flutter in her stomach. Minjeong was messing with her head.
"I don't care what they feel," she muttered, not meeting the singer's gaze.
Minjeong noticed the brief stiffness in Y/N's body and the way her gaze flicked away. She pressed on, her touch light but her words firm. "But I do."
She shifted, moving a little closer to the doctor. "And I would really, really appreciate it if you could come to support me... as my friend. Please? You could even bring that crazy nurse with you or maybe Minji?"
Y/N couldn't help but smile. She knew what Minjeong was doingâgiving her an easy out and trying to make her feel as comfortable with the situation as possible. She appreciated it, looking up at Minjeong with a glint in her eyes.
"I haven't talked to Minji in seven years."
Minjeong's eyebrows shot up in slight surprise. "Seven years?" she repeated, her initial surprise giving way to curiosity.
"Why?"
As they spoke, Minjeong was painfully aware of how close they were now, her hand still on Y/N's arm. The doctor's reaction to her touch was becoming a patternâa subtle shiver, a slight tension in her shoulders. It intrigued Minjeong.
"Well... she let me have a one-night stand with the pretty blonde that completely destroyed my reputation and love life to go make out with another girl." Y/N shrugged lightly. Her instincts told her to downplay the entire thing and not turn it into a big deal, but she had been hurt, and it was a feeling she couldn't easily shove aside. "Not very best friend-like, is it?"
Minjeong's cheeks flushed, caught off guard by Y/N's bluntness. "Um... yeah, that's... fair," she stuttered out, still trying to process the new information. "What about Niki and Yeonjun?"
Y/N tensed up even more.
She knew the entire drama culminated from the two boys being absolute idiots, but they had once been her family. The entire group was incredibly tight-knit. They looked after one another and protected each other. Maybe that's why the entire bet felt like such a betrayal to herâwhy she took such drastic measures.
"Also cut them off. They tried to apologize countless times, but I guess I just shut myself off after what happened. I didn't know who I could trust, so I trusted no one." Her voice had unconsciously quieted down as she looked down at her own fingers. When she realized what she was doing, she cleared her throat and straightened her body to speak in a firm voice. "Then we all graduated, and I never saw them again."
Minjeong felt her heart drop at the vulnerability in Y/N's voice. It was a side of the doctor she'd never seen beforeâa side that was raw, vulnerable, and a stark contrast to her usual cool demeanor.
She moved even closer. "I'm really sorry that all happened to you."
She paused for a second, taking a deep breath. "And I'm also sorry that I... that I was part of it."
Y/N would usually have disregarded the entire apology. She would have told Minjeong that it didn't matter, that it happened a long time ago and that she didn't care anymore, that she had moved on.
But this time, she couldn't stop the emotions bubbling up in her throat. She swallowed, her composure faltering ever so slightly as a pang of vulnerability took over.
Minjeong gulped at the silence and pressed on, taking it as Y/N finally listening to her and giving her a chance to properly apologize.
"I shouldn't have written that song, and I shouldn't have let everyone turn against you. It was my fault, and I didn't protect you when it was the least I could've done. I really, really am sorry, Y/N."
Y/N's face softened at the singer's sincere apology. She felt herself resisting it, but the vulnerability and genuine regret in Minjeong's eyes gave her a strange urge to reach out and comfort the singer. She fought against it, cleared her throat, and averted her gaze.
She knew she should resist, protect herself, and keep up her front. But as she looked up at Minjeong again, her resolve faded.
"I forgive you, Minjeong," she muttered, her voice uncharacteristically soft.
Minjeong exhaled, a wave of relief washing over her. "You do?"
The singer felt her heart flutter at Y/N's forgiveness. The soft look in the doctor's eyes, the way her voice had lost its usual sharpnessâit all felt like a weight being lifted off her shoulders. Hell, it felt like more than that; she felt like she could finally breathe properly again.
Y/N nodded, reaching out for Minjeong's hand to play with her long fingers. It was a good distraction. "It wasn't your fault that you overheard Niki and Yeonjun. I do wish you would've talked to me before deciding to play me, but... I understand that you were hurt."
"Thank you..." Minjeong murmured, biting her lip to contain her growing smile. "And for what it's worth, I never really played you. I was just falling for you more and more every day and pretending I wasn't."
Y/N's breath caught in her throat at the singer's words, the gentle confession catching her off guard. She looked up, meeting Minjeong's eyesâa mixture of surprise and something else in her gaze.
"You weren't?" she managed to say, her voice slightly breathless.
She was suddenly hyper-aware of their close proximity, the way Minjeong was practically sitting on her table, leaning down to be closer to her, and the way her own hands were still playing with Minjeong's fingers. Everything felt overwhelmingly intimate.
Minjeong chuckled softly, a small, self-conscious sound.
"No," she admitted, her eyes glued to the way Y/N's hands played with hers. "I fell head over heels for you. Then I heard about the bet and told myself that I could get over my feelings after playing you too."
She paused for a moment, still watching their joined hands. It felt so natural, so comfortable.
"It scared me when all that time went by, and I still couldn't get you out of my head," she added in a whisper, the confession heavy with all the emotions she'd been holding back. "That's why I'm so adamant about getting you back... I know you're the one for me, Y/N."
Y/N felt her heart skip a beat at the singer's words. The intimacy of their proximity and the way Minjeong was looking at her sent a shiver down her spine. It was like the world around them had faded, and all that existed in that moment were the two of them.
She swallowed hard, her fingers still wrapped around Minjeong's. The confession was a lot to take in, and it took her a few moments to find her voice.
"Is that so?"
Minjeong hummed softly, smiling as her eyes dropped to Y/N's lips. She found herself unconsciously leaning in, wanting nothing more than to taste their softness for the first time in so long. She was closeâso incredibly closeâalready closing her eyes as pure ecstasy began to take over her body. But then two hands landed on her shoulders and gently pushed her back.
"You keep those lips away from me, Kim Minjeong," Y/N chastised, an unwanted smile slowly taking over her face.
Minjeong pouted, her eyes snapping open at Y/N's words. "But I want you so bad," she protested, her tone whining and petulant.
She was just millimeters away from Y/N's face, her heart racing in her chest. The closeness, the way Y/N's hands felt on her shoulders, the way they were both smilingâit was all too much and not enough at the same time. There was no doubt in Minjeong's mind that Y/N could feel her racing pulse under her touch.
"That's too bad." Y/N patted her arm and fully pulled her back. "You'll have to work more for it."
Minjeong huffed softly. "I've been working so hard, though."
"Work harder then," Y/N taunted, crossing her arms and leaning back in her chair. Her heart was racing, and her hands were trembling, but she was not going to let Minjeong win so easily. Not this time.
Minjeong nodded, reaching out to pull a strand of hair behind Y/N's ear. She couldn't complain; her heart was already practically bursting with happiness at the forgiveness she had been given. She wouldn't push her luck too much.
"Will you at least come to my show then?" she asked in a soft voice.
Y/N had to fight hard not to shiver under Minjeong's touch and her soft tone. Damn, she had missed her so much.
She paused for a moment, eyeing Minjeong critically before replying. "If I say yes, will you stop pestering me?"
It was a genuine question. Y/N had been enjoying their banterâtheir playful back-and-forthâbut she also had Yoonji's case in the back of her mind and needed to focus on it.
"Yes, I will stop pestering you," Minjeong promised with a smile.
She took Y/N's silence as a reluctant agreement, her excitement flaring up within her again.
She chuckled, giving Y/N's shoulder a firm slap. "You better keep your word!"
Minjeong grabbed Y/N's phone from the table, unlocked it by pointing the face lock at her, and quickly sent herself a message to finally have her number.
Then, without warning, she leaned down and placed a kiss on the top of Y/N's head before leaving the office.
She was absolutely ecstatic to finally have Y/N at one of her shows. So much so that she sent all the details of the gig that same night, a full week before the concert.
On the day of the show, Minjeong couldn't keep her feet from bouncing with each step she took. She was as excited as she was nervous, knowing that this was a big step in their relationship but also feeling the pressure of having Y/N watching her.
She asked her makeup artist to prepare her with even more attention than usual, talked with her stylist to make sure her outfit was on point, planned the entrance access with her security to give Y/N no trouble going backstage, and gave it her all during practice to ensure everything would go perfectly.
The girls noticed her newfound excitement but didn't comment on it, simply smiling at how happy she was.
But that happiness was whipped away when the show started and ended without any sight of Y/N.
Minjeong tried texting her. She called countless times. Then she gave up on waiting for nothing, an hour after the show ended.
Minjeong stepped inside the familiar hospital at one in the morning, no trace of her usual smile present on her face. She was angry, hurt, and confusedâa tangled mess she had difficulty dealing with.
When she reached the office, she didn't bother knocking. She pushed open the door to find Y/N crouched down outside on the balcony. Y/N was facing away from Minjeong, but the singer could see her shoulders heaving up and down.
Minjeong stepped forward, the anger quickly giving way to concern.
"Y/N?" she called out softly, her voice cracking in the still night air.
Y/N's shoulders were shaking, her breaths coming out in strangled gasps. It wasn't a sound or sight Minjeong was familiar withânot when it came to the woman who was always so composed.
She stepped closer, crouching down beside her.
"Hey," she said quietly. "Hey, are you alright?"
"I-I couldn'tâ I couldn't do it, Minjeong."
"What do you mean?"
Minjeong reached out, gently placing a hand on Y/N's back and rubbing small circles.
"What's wrong?"
Y/N did her very best to compose herself. She hated that Minjeong was seeing her like this, but right at that moment, she couldn't help it. She could barely breathe properly, much less control her tears.
"She died. I couldn'tâI couldn't save her. IâI triedâ I tried so hard. I wasn'tâenough."
Minjeong took a sharp intake of breath, her heart sinking as the realization hit her.
Yoonji?
Y/N had grown so attached to the little girl.
She wrapped her arms around the doctor's shoulders in a tight embrace, pulling her close.
"Hey, no. No," she whispered fiercely, her fingers curling into the material of Y/N's scrubs. "You are enough. You're so much more than enough."
Y/N shook her head, her forehead dropping to Minjeong's shoulder as her tears kept falling.
"I wasn't."
"Stop saying that," Minjeong chided gently, one hand coming up to run through her hair while the other still held her tight. "You're the smartest, strongest person I know. You're more than enough."
She paused, taking a moment to gather her thoughts.
"You can't save everyone, Y/N. You can't blame yourself for that."
The way Minjeong was holding her, the soothing tone of her voice, the gentle way her hand ran through her hairâit all overwhelmed Y/N. It made her heart ache and her chest feel heavy.
She shook her head again, a strangled sob escaping her.
"I triedâ" she started, before cutting herself off.
She had tried so hard. She had put in every last ounce of effort, every last trick she knew.
She was about to leave for the show when a nurse called her, telling her Yoonji was having a seizure. She left everything behind, ran for her life. Used every drop of knowledge in the emergency surgery.
And Yoonji still died.
Minjeong's heart broke at the sound of Y/N's strangled sob.
She held her tighter, her own eyes wet with tears as she continued to run her fingers through Y/N's hair, trying to soothe her.
"You did everything you could," she asserted, her voice cracking.
She leaned forward, pressing her lips to the side of Y/N's head in a gentle kiss.
Y/N squeezed her eyes shut, her tears falling faster now. The last time she felt so utterly helpless was when she was watching her life fall apart in front of her very own eyes years ago.
Now this felt more crushing. The weight of the failure, the guilt of not doing enough, it was crushing.
But the feeling of Minjeong's arms around her, the soft kisses to her temple, stopped her from breaking completely.
She turned to bury her face in Minjeong's neck, taking comfort in her warmth and scent.
Minjeong continued to hold Y/N tightly, running her fingers through the doctor's hair and whispering words of comfort and reassurance. She could feel the sobs racking through Y/N's body, the raw pain and grief of the loss.
"I'm here. I've got you," she repeated in a soft voice, feeling her own eyes starting to water again.
She wanted to take away Y/N's pain, to make it disappear. She didn't know if that was possible, but she knew she would try.
And try she did.
The two sat on that balcony for the next half hour, unbothered by the cold wind blowing at them or the countless times Y/N's pager rang.
When the tears finally eased up a little, Minjeong helped Y/N up and directed her to the couch to help her change out of her scrubs.
"It's nothing I haven't seen before, love," she let out softly, noticing the reddening of Y/N's cheeks.
"Shut up," Y/N replied quickly, sighing when Minjeong pressed a soft kiss to her cheek and continued assisting her.
Right as Y/N finished getting changed, the door burst open once again. This time, a tall, worried nurse ran inside. She glared at the sight of Minjeong but quickly shoved that anger aside to hug her best friend.
"I'm so sorry, sweetheart. Doctor Kim told me what happened."
Minjeong watched as Yana pulled Y/N into an embrace, her heart still heavy with a mix of sympathy and helplessness.
"Iâ" Y/N started, her voice breaking as a fresh wave of tears hit her.
Minjeong stepped back then, feeling like she was intruding on a private moment between the two friends.
She grabbed Y/N's bag and shoved all her belongings inside it before leaving.
The sounds of the two friends inside the office were muffled but still reached Minjeong's ears. Her heart ached, both for what Y/N was going through and for the helplessness she felt, witnessing it all unfold.
So she waited outside, leaning against the wall of the corridor and scrolling through her phone idly. It seemed to take an eternity, but the office door finally reopened, and Yana stepped out, glaring at Minjeong.
"My shift is not over for another five hours."
Minjeong nodded. Even if her shift was about to end, Yana would probably fight to be the one taking care of Y/N. "I'll take her home; don't worry."
Yana squinted her eyes at her, walking closer so the two were standing face to face. "Break her heart again, and I'll break your face, Winter." She let the name out with disgust laced in her voice. "I'm not kidding."
Minjeong swallowed hard at the threat, knowing all too well how serious Yana was about it.
"I won't; I promise."
She held the other nurse's gaze, trying to convey her sincerity through her words.
"I'll take care of her."
And she meant it.
"Yeah, don't get too comfortable with her and don't you dare push the limits."
Yana wanted to go on and warn Minjeong about every boundary not to cross with Y/N. She wanted to threaten her with every little dangerous thing that came to her mind, but then her pager rang.
With one last warning look, she sighed and walked away.
A more composed Y/N was the next to step out. She wasnât crying anymore, but she looked absolutely spent and emotionally exhausted.
"Come on, let's get you home." Minjeong reached out to wrap her arm around Y/N's back and lead the way out of the hospital.
This time around, the ride back home was completely quiet. However, when they arrived at Y/N's house, the doctor opened the door and pulled Minjeong inside with her.
Y/N led Minjeong into her house, her steps slow and heavy. The grief still weighed heavily on her heart, her mind replaying the events of the day over and over again.
Once they were inside, she let out a deep sigh, slumping her shoulders. She looked at Minjeong, her eyes tired and red-rimmed.
"Can you stay with me tonight?" The question escaped her mouth before she could stop it. She quickly shook her head. "I meanâonly if you want to, of course. You're probably tired from the show andâ"
Minjeong was already nodding before Y/N finished her sentence. "Of course," she replied quietly, her eyes holding Y/N's in a reassuring gaze.
Seeing the doctor look so worn tore at Minjeong's heart. She wanted nothing more than to take away the pain, to do somethingâanythingâto help.
"Come on," she said gently, taking Y/N's hand and guiding her toward her bedroom. "I'm not leaving you alone tonight."
She helped her settle inâbrought her water as Y/N changed into her pajamas and helped her dim the lights after she laid down. It took a while, but after some long moments of crying, Minjeong finally managed to get Y/N to fall asleep.
Minjeong herself was spent, but she had difficulty closing her eyes, wanting to be there in case Y/N had a nightmare and suddenly woke up.
She shifted closer, adjusting the covers on Y/N to keep her warm, and sat down on the small, fancy couch beside her bed.
At least the lines of worry had softened on Y/N's face, making her look younger and more vulnerable. Minjeong saw the younger version of Y/N in front of herâthe one she had hurt. Her heart ached.
Unable to help herself, she reached out to trace Y/N's eyebrows and nose.
"I'm sorry, Y/N."
The soft touch seemed to bring a small sigh of contentment from the other woman.
"I won't hurt you again, I promise."
For the next few days, weeks, and months, Minjeong kept being a constant presence in Y/N's life. She was the first to make her smile again after the entire ordealâjust as she was the first to make her laugh.
Minjeong forced Y/N to take a break from work because, obviously, Y/N had numerous vacations and breaks put on hold and shoved aside for later.
The neurosurgeon was a walking crime with how many hours she had overworked.
And yes, Minjeong knew that was the reason Y/N had managed to pay off her parents' debt, why she had been able to buy all her fancy cars, and why she could provide Rose with the big house she had always dreamed of. But she also knew Y/N deserved to stop.
So, the two spent their free time going on little dates. They closed down the central aquarium of Seoul to wander around without any fans bothering Minjeong. They visited the countryside and spent two nights in a traditional Korean house. Minjeong even managed to convince Y/N to visit the dorm she shared with the other Aespa girls.
They apologized for being so rude when they were younger, and despite it being awkward as hell at first, they all eventually got to know each other and became close friends. So close, in fact, that Christmas was spent at Y/N's house that year.
It was perfect.
Would you like to know what wasn't perfect?
The A Minor that Minjeong had just completely botched.
She groaned, her head falling back in frustration as she ripped the studio headphones off. She was ready to throw them across the recording booth when a soft laugh caught her attention and immediately eased her nerves.
"What are you laughing at, hmm?" She raised an eyebrow at Y/N.
The doctor sat against the wall, surrounded by the comfortable pillows that Minjeong had arranged for her. There was a couch in the studio connected to the booth, but no matter how many times Minjeong had tried to teach her, Y/N couldn't learn what buttons to press to hear Minjeong through the speakers and make herself be heard. So they had settled for this.
"Say, you're the guitarist, no?" Y/N raised a playful eyebrow. "What the hell are you doing in the recording booth?"
Y/N was joking, obviously. She had heard Aespa's songs, and Minjeong had the voice of an angel, but a little teasing never hurt anyone, right?
Wrong.
Minjeong pouted playfully, discarding the headphones to join Y/N. She had been trying to record the guide to the group's new song, but Y/N's presence was way too distracting. "I'm a singer as well! I probably have more talent in my little finger than you in your entire body."
The most acclaimed neurosurgeon of Seoul's most prestigious private hospital chuckled as Minjeong landed right beside, head resting on her lap. "You're certainly right, my Goddess of Modesty. I will forever repent my horrific sins."
She watched with an amused smirk as Minjeong huffed like a kid, reaching out to poke her stomach. "You did more than fine; stop stressing so much."
"You're only saying that because you don't know what it's supposed to sound like," Minjeong mumbled, rolling her eyes as she sat up.
She looked at Y/N with a small groan, their arms pressing together as they faced each other. "You're not allowed to be this beautiful. How can I focus with you being so distracting?"
Y/N laughed at Minjeong's dramatic words. "Is that so? My mistake then, oh Great One," she replied in a mocking tone, her hand coming up to poke Minjeong's side again.
Y/N continued to chuckle as Minjeong huffed and looked away, a small smile spreading on her face.
Minjeong suddenly leaned closer with a raised eyebrow, a teasing remark on the tip of her tongue, but Y/N spoke up first. "Careful, honey, I've been told my beauty can be quite distracting." She reached out gently, and her hand landed dead center of Minjeong's face, pushing her away. "Don't get too close."
"A doctor and a comedian?" Minjeong reached for Y/N's hand to take it away from her face. She intertwined their fingers and left a chaste kiss on Y/N's palm. "What a talent, my love."
Y/N chuckled at Minjeong's words, giving the guitarist's hand a gentle squeeze, her thumb tracing circles on her knuckles. "I mean, not to brag or anything, but I'm also a great cook."
Minjeong gulped, remembering the dinner Y/N had prepared for them last week.
The gesture was incredibly endearing. It had been a cute picnic set in a secluded park. The sunset was gorgeous, the flowers were to die for, and Y/N looked breathtakingâmuch like the chicken she had cooked. Minjeong had been two seconds away from drinking the water from the small, polluted lake nearby after tasting the spicy food.
Y/N was as close to perfection as Minjeong had ever seen, but no one was completely perfect, and she had finally found a flaw in the doctor: her cooking skills.
Was Minjeong about to tell Y/N she didn't like the chicken?
Fuck no. She'd rather die.
She let out a small, confirming sound and looked away.
Y/N watched with a knowing smile as Minjeong struggled to keep a straight face. The guitaristâs attempt to act casual and not reveal her true feelings about the spicy meal was endearing, to say the least.
âYouâre being awfully quiet,â Y/N teased, leaning her head back against the wall. âAnything to say about my cooking skills?â
She reached out, her fingers gently poking at Minjeongâs side, just above her hip.
Minjeong tensed at the poke, her eyes narrowing as Y/N continued to tease her. Damn, this woman was perceptive.
With a dramatic sigh, she relented. "Okay, fine. Your cooking..." She trailed off with a grimace, her tongue poking out. "Your cooking is..."
She looked at Y/N, who was watching her with a growing smirk, and let out another sigh.
Minjeong caught Y/N's hands in her own, halting the poking, and spoke up. "It's... perfect. I loved it. You can cook for me every day."
Y/N tilted her head as she listened to Minjeong's words, a knowing smile playing on her lips. It was adorable that the singer was trying so hard not to hurt her feelings. Just like it was adorable that Minjeong had kept eating the chicken that day at the park. Just like it was adorable that she was playing with her fingers right at that moment.
Y/N couldn't stop herself.
She cupped Minjeong's cheeks and leaned in to press their lips together.
Minjeong's heart halted.
Seven years and eight months.
That's how long she had been waiting for.
It was torturous to be so close to Y/N yet so far away. There had been several moments where she was a second away from losing all control and just kissing the doctor. But she told herself to be patient, to give Y/N her time and let her come to her instead of forcing anything.
Seven years and eight months...every second was worth the wait.
She was certain of that as she melted into the kiss.
Y/N smiled against Minjeong's lips, her fingers slipping into the soft strands of her hair. The kiss was gentle at first, a soft brush of their mouths against each other, but as the moment grew, the doctor's grip on her hair tightened, her desire growing with each passing second.
Minjeong deepened the kiss, sliding her tongue gently across Y/N's bottom lip, seeking entry. Her heart was racing, the feel of Y/N's body pressed against her own sending sparks of desire coursing through her veins.
Y/N was the first to pull away, lips brushing against Minjeong's as she spoke up in a raspy voice, "I could cook dinner for us tonight."
Minjeong's eyes widened in panic. She shook her head and wrapped her arms around Y/N's waist, pulling her impossibly closer.
"I'll be your dinner tonight, babe."
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