I Want It, But Its Simply Never Going To Happen

[deep inhale]

i need to heal before i can love anybody again

[deep exhale]

(not gonna stop me from yearning though ☠️)

"i love loser men!!!"

"i love yappers!!"

"i love emo boys!!"

"i love trans men!!"

IM RIGHT HEREEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

this yearning makes my chest genuinely ache

fuck

how down bad am i for a relationship if im looking at ships i like and wishing i had that

am i cooked

im cooked

i wanna be held like youre afraid to lose me

why must i always be afraid the other person leaving me and abandoning me

i wanna be feared of being lost too.........

golly somebody put me down now 😭

"galaxy rangers and knights of beauty...who would let us join forces?"

hi, my name is chuck! im 20, autistic + adhd, transgender and i want some friends. no minors!!🚫

im really big on videogames right now, so ill list some i enjoy:

honkai star rail

red dead redemption 2

genshin impact

roblox

splatoon 2 and 3

mario games on the switch

mascot horror

visual novel games

i also enjoy singing, music, character design, and animation

lets be friends if this interests you!!

note: i dont reply to ageless blogs. i will flat out ignore you if i dont know whether or not youre around my age.

"do not be crass, my silver cowboy!"

GRAAAAAH I WANNA LAY ON A MANS BACK AND HOLD HIM CLOSE TO MEEEEEE AND NEVER LET HIM GOOOOOO GRAAAAAH (im a loser)

HE WAS WALKIN AROUND WITH A LOADED SHOTGUN

READY TO FIRE ME A HIT ONE

IT WENT BANG, BANG, BANG

STRAIGHT THROUGH MY HEAAAAAARRRRTTTTT

not yearning as much today

im fine with this

You don't know who I am but HAI

also what's your favorite food?

cheese fries

cheese on fries