Um Why Does Pinterest Keeps Eating Kyuru's Acc Just To Spit It Out Again.

· About ismene..

𖤍 · All my info is in my strawpage, have fun learning stuff about me!!

Mitski songs helps me think about who i am sometimes, some lyrics do certainly describe me at some point.

So here's an drawing that is supposed to reflect my feelings.

(reposting my art from pint #2...)

Ismene eye reveal expect it's literally my coloring practice

I love the fact that i can't even see my pupils

(reposting my art from pint #3..)

!! vent !!

I don't believe i deserve anything other than the necessary needs that will keep me alive, as an example; i don't think i deserve books, i don't think i deserve friends, i don't think i deserve human connection, i don't think i deserve having hobbies, i don't think i deserve having a blanket, i don't think i deserve having a phone, i don't think i deserve anything other than food, water and hygiene needs— and stuff like that. I am just someone who is overly selfish, i can't even take care of myself properly. I know i am talking absolute nonsense right now, but i don't want to just snap out of it and just try to brush it off. Because i think i deserve to suffer in my emotions, i don't really deserve anything. However, i keep selfishly using them. I am a terrible person who can't even figure stuff out by herself, i am a filthy someone, and i don't want to be comforted, i don't think i deserve to be comforted and feel happy. It's embrassing of me to talk about my emotions. I don't even understand what people see in me to actually care for me, maybe they think i will fit them as if i am an accessory? I don't know, can never.

I'll just post rest of my art tomorrow sigh i am tired af 💔💔💔 my eyes are refusing to work.

Can pinterest destroy itself again i hate that app plsplsplspls i lowkey don't want to go back 💔💔

Do y'all "honk mimimimimi" when sleeping or "zzzz"

I hate getting attached to people but when i do i just crave being close to them so bad like i both hate you wnd and love you or smth 💔

Trying to catch up to 30 pages of math homework and preparing an presentation currently hi

Okaaa lowkey curious moots where do y'all think i am from ⁉️⁉️ Take this as a guessing game