I Am His Even If I Can’t Make Him Mine

Quella età maliziosa (1975)

Just know that when I’m alone, I pinch my lips between my fingers and pull them down while I think of you.

I do it slowly, as if you are watching me in the hopes that you remember me wherever you are.

- do you remember me at work?

Sometimes reality is warped and not clear. Does this happen to everybody or only me?

In the spam of 10 minutes I can change my mind 20 times. Back and forth, blame myself, blame someone else, blame my mom, blame life, blame god…

But what actually happened? I genuinely don’t know

Shy girls who can't make eye contact in person but go home and furiously rub their clit while talking to strange men online. 💖