Latest Posts by bellstmblr - Page 2

even though being tumblr famous would be cool i kinda love that i can post the most personal and deepest thoughts and only like 3 people in the entire world, IF THAT, will see it and know those things which is kinda intimate in a secret and anonymous way. i love that.

anyone else experiencing this right now?

thank GOD for head phones, cloudy days, and a grotesque longing for who you once were

college is so weird. it’s like your surrounded by thousands of people all the time but still feel so isolated.

i wish i could explain the feeling i get when i listen to hozier. it’s a feeling in my chest, i feel like i could levitate, i want to scream, i want to sing, i want to dance, i want to cry, i want to cease existing at the same time. it’s everything all at once.

the snow in the mountains was melting and Bunny had been dead for several weeks before we came to understand the gravity of our situation.

i wonder if he ever feels guilty about what happened

me when the weather gets slightly cooler

i wish i could get excited for things without having tremendous amounts of anxiety that literally ruin it.

changing like the weather, oh that’s so like you.

cinnamon, in my teeth. from your kiss, your touching me

"Riding around the block with you, it's so autumn, just like a dream come true"

there hasn’t been a day since i met you that i haven’t thought about you. do you know how tiring that is?

OCTOBER IS HEREEEEE TIME FOR ME TO EXPERIENCE SOMETHING TRAUMATIC, ROMANTICIZE IT, AND WIND UP IN A MONTH LONG DEPRESSION RIGHT IN TIME FOR CHRISTMAS SEASONN YASSSSSSS🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃

SOMEONE RELEASE ME FROM THE CHOKEHOLD OF MEN WITH LONG HAIR. please. luv ya.

something i live by

@lostfwn on pinterest 🤍

sitting in my 10 AM writing class, hungover as shit, dissociating heavily, trying not to throw up, listening to girl i’m gonna miss you, which i can’t decide is comforting or not, my pants have a mysterious stain i just noticed, am i even a real person. is this my first original experience?

Get free🎀

not getting a bid from a house you thought went really well and then your suddenly in middle school again and the girls are mean and you don’t understand why and what’s wrong with you.

me and my moots <3

trying to be nonchalant in class but start tweaking out and end up attracting more unwanted attention to myself

i mean i like college. but i just want to go home. i want my bed i want my dog i want my car i want to see my parents i want to go to my favorite coffee shop i want to be alone i want to chill out for 5 seconds without seeing people i want to shower for an hour i want to see my friends i want to be home.

like fuuuck you.