Scalls please- really you aren’t horrible or lazy or anything like that, I love you so much, and you’re way better than you think you are, they signed up to have you as a CHILD until you’re AT LEAST 18. They did sign up for that when knowing they’d have a kid
please listen to me this time, they’re the bad people not you
Okay maybe I will drop out of the arts programs if it pisses him off so much. He didn't have to come. I didn't want him to come. And now my mom's actually complaining about it too. What the fuck. I thought she was happy I was doing this shit. I love doing it but they seem to fucking hate it. They didn't have to give me money for food, they didn't have to stay for the concert, they could've told me I wasn't able to go because they didn't want to drive me. They could fucking ban me from theatre and shit. They're the ones who're allowing me to do these things why let me if it just makes you hate me???
turning my life around for dad because I’m not gonna hurt him anymore if I can help it
I deleted @starry-lived (list all guys I talked to on there)
I blocked any guys on my main DMs
drinking water
eating full meals
not planning on relapsing and burying my blades
how is trump alive?? like hes rlly gone thru his whole life like That …. and no one has ever just fuckin decked him?? gave him the ole one two? knocked his lights out??? incredible
I haven’t I don’t know what I’m gonna do I’d rather it be instant but I don’t want my parents seeing my brain scattered in my room even if they’re part of the problem
If my heart doesn’t stop beating ISTG.
The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.
ISTG please hide my sideblog from my friends Tumblr 🙏
WHAT HOWD YOU DO THAT???? BAIDBWISHIWHD
EHEHEHEHEHEHHEHE
I FEEL SO SILLYYYYYYYYYYYY
i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds
I shouldn’t have said this but I am so upset actually
IGNORANCE IS BLISS MY ASS KYS BITCH
beep-ing and @cytochrome-sea? a match made in heaven