The Sponsor Of My Emotional Breakdown

you do not understand i am so obsessed with them it hurts

Just like Uncle Tong said, we might not be able to change the world, all we could do was adjust to it, and live happily. We might not be able to change people around us. But they couldn’t change the two of us either. BAD BUDDY (2021-2022)

Have you ever gotten over a crush in one day? It has happened to me recently. I liked this girl sooo much, dreamt about dating her. When we were out in the city and she would touch my knee or put her head on my shoulder, I felt this physical need to touch her and kiss her... But she's straight, and although I want her not to be, she doesn't have feelings for me. She likes me as a friend quite a lot, and a lot of the stuff she's said and done can fool a desperate queer girl like me, but..

And when I finally accepted that I just felt... That I don't have a crush on her anymore. Like, I completely lost that feeling and I can just enjoy her company and be myself around her without losing my head.

P. S. NOW I WORRY THAT MAYBE I JUST MADE EVERYTHING UP AND I DIDN'T REALLY HAVE A CRUSH ON HER i hate myself.

“Bilingualism strikes me as a kind of synesthesia. Instead of seeing colors associated with letters and words, instead of hearing melodies, what I hear with language is the play and echo of the other language. The option to say it differently, and thus to live it differently. Language is not only a means of communication or description. It’s a framework in which we process existence. Yi writes: “It is hard to feel in an adopted language, yet it is impossible in my native language.” As every bilingual person and translator knows, there are certain words—a feeling, a way of being—that is absent in one language but perfectly brought to life in another. A word that, by existing, gives permission to be. What if you need that which does not exist in your language?”

— Yoojin Grace Wuertz, “Mother Tongue”

"Being bisexual can mean that you have twice as much chances to find love, or twice as much chances to get your heart broken"

A very lonely bisexual

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

And did she really portray Hermione as a "pesky sjw" for trying to fight this system? GOOD GOD

Oh god did JK Rowling R E A L L Y create a fictional race of slaves that actually liked being slaves and - oh my- took it as a personal attack when you tried to tell them about the unfairness of the situation?

Good god.

I am:

A line without a hook

Looking for:

A lady

this summer i will learn italian and french and russian and run a marathon everyday and work for three months and get fifty new ear piercings and read every work of high literature ever created and watch every movie. but most importantly just chill and relax

I just cried for 13 minutes straight because I finally looked up how expensive tuition, accomodation and transport in my dream country are, and I realised that I'm never gonna be able to get that much money even if I sell both my freaking kidneys and break my back doing three jobs while eating once a week and living in my school's gym, and that even my dad doesn't have the money that would allow me to stay in the country for more than a few months. And I am not even mentioning the international English exam which also costs a fair amount, and other kinds of stuff that I can't afford. The chances are - I am never gonna follow my dreams, I'm stuck in my stupid, retrogressive, dead-end fucking country with no future working as a cheap translator. God I wish I hadn't been born here. And God I wish I'll make it out of here.

Richard Papen in The Secret History be like: is Henry gay? Is Julian gay? Is Francis gay? Am I gay?