Generic Openly Proship & Fujoshi Experience

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Sometimes I feel really bad for blocking my close friends on Tumblr since I don't want them to find out that I'm a procomshipper bc they simply will not accept it, but I understand blocking them is a necessary step if I don't want to lose friendship or damage our relations over "weird" ships. I wish I could be myself around them and not pretend to be a neutral/anti but let's be real, if they are triggered/disgusted by incestuous/abusive ships and if they don't want to become "problematic" in people's eyes by supporting or accepting a procom, they won't accept me as someone who enjoys those dynamics in fiction

I tried to open up to my best friend about liking age gap and incestuous ships with slight hints and they said that's creepy and that they condemn this stuff so yeah, opening up about it Is not an option

I lowkey feel like a Ladybug from Miraculous or Hannah Montana living a double life lol, that's a bit funny when you think about it actually

Anyways I'm still glad that Tumblr can be my little safe space for comship stuff where I can be as "problematic" as I can and I will be welcomed and accepted here by all of you. Thank you so much for your activities under my posts and for your support, I really appreciate it <3 You are the best

Just want to thank y'all for being so nice to me despite the fact that I'm a procomshipper

Idk I've seen a LOT of insane antis on other social medias like twitter, tiktok or telegram, and most of my friends are antis as well, so opening up about being a proshipper on Tumblr is like a breeze of fresh air to me

You are so kind and supportive, that's insane /pos I still haven't received any negativity, and I can't believe my eyes! I'd already had to deal with death threats and gore/csem images if I opened about being a procom on TikTok and Telegram, so thank you for being nice

Tumblr seems like a perfect place for proship ranting, and I'm happy to be a part of this community... You guys are the best

CW MENTION OF LOLICON

Pretty much off topic but I really wanna rewatch or read happy sugar life because of Sato and Shio's dynamic

I remember watching it when I was 14 and I REALLY loved this yandere x loli stuff, I was finding their relationship so interesting and fascinating I couldn't help but fall in love with them

I wonder if I'll still like them as a ship since I'm not into "kid x adult/teen" trope anymore but they look sweet (and I also want to know what happened with Shio next in manga so)

CW MENTION OF PROSHIP/COMSHIP STUFF

Made a proship boykisser memes for fun, enjoy!! Free to use :3 Lmk if you'd like some more memes like this. You can even request memes with your favorite ships or dynamics!

-This was said for like 1000 times and I'll say it for the 1001th time again-

imagine using profic site co-founded by wincest shipper & writer and then go nuts over its own target audience for using it to the point you start death threatening and suibaiting people

"I love old man yaoi" "I love toxic yaoi/yuri"

That's why the heaviest dynamic you find so toxicyaoic is generic slight enemies to lovers? That's why you hate on actual fujoshis and himejoshis? That's why you hate on killing stalking, bj Alex, jinx, I adore you teacher, lilith and citrus fans? That's why you harass those who participate in these fandoms and create something inspired by it? That's why you police other people's interests and hobbies 24/7?

Pathetic poser.

About antis' activities on russian segment of telegram

Tw: mention of csem

I don't know what to start with, but I'm pretty sure you've seen a lot of antis on Twitter, Tiktok, Instagram, etc, but probably never heard of antis on telegram. Because telegram is a messenger, not a typical social media where you post stuff and get followers. Well, antis on telegram are even worse that... Anything, to be honest. And I would like to address one undescribably awful and disgusting situation, which had place in proship friendly space on telegram

So, there is a popular form of russian public channels which is called confessions, where you can almost absolutely anonymously (or completely anonymously, it depends) post any confession on a specific topic. BTD confessions, genshin confessions, queer confessions, etc. And there is one of channels which is friendly to proshippers:

Hardqueer (also known as queer against cancel culture) — is a person who doesn't bend to cancel culture in a way it exist now. This term, as far as I know, came from queer telegram spaces

This channel sometimes posts confessions about being a proshipper and hating antis. Nothing spectacular, you might think, and you'll be right! But antis (or, how mod of this channel calls them, "softqueers") found hardqueer confessions due to multiple reposts within confessions community.

Softqueer (also known as pro cancel culture queer) — is a person who supports cancel culture and cancels any problematic person. In terms of proshipping, not every anti is a softqueer, but every softqueer is an anti

Before I continue, I must mention that this dividing of queers is pretty unnecessary imo, but in this case I shall use this terminology so you could understand what's going on within all this "soft/hardqueer" situation

With this being said, antis... Well...

Sent csem to mod of this channel

Translation:

— Mfs who spam my dms with cp are you okay?

— Where's the fucking logic? "THE MOD OF HARDQUEER CF IS SO BAD, SHE DATES A GIRL YOUNGER THAN HER... WELL LET'S SPAM HER DMS WITH CP 🤩🤩🤩"

— I really wonder how softies (softqueers) get so much cp like 🧐🧐🧐

At first I thought that this were not antis' doing since there are some MAP confessions' users who spam others with cp as well, so I asked mod directly about this

Translation:

— Btw this might be one of the MAPs confs doing and not softs (softqueers) but I can be wrong

— This were exactly softies (softqueers) doing, which harassed me for things I HAVEN'T EVEN DONE, called me a pedophile, insulted me and seems like as an apology spammed with cp

She could tell this were antis because her bot for confessions (which is supported by Livegram bot) shows nicknames of people sending anonymous messages, so she saw this were her ex acquaintances from "softqueer" community

Now this shit is serious. I could just ignore all this thing if it didn't involve possible csem. Antis on telegram literally send proshippers and neutralshippers scem in order to... I don't even know. Traumatize them probably? While saying they "protect traumatized from abuse people". What a hypocrites. There is no excuse for this. Yes, "hardqueers" may be wrong in some aspects of their ideology imo (for example they don't care about slurs since in Russia it's a normal thing to say slurs you can't reclaim etc), but it's not an excuse for such behavior. Even though there are no proofs of this situation being true besides my screenshots and her (mod's) words, there is also no proofs that this DIDN'T happen. And we are talking about CSEM. And I think direct screenshots of scem being sent in bot would be considered as spreading csem which I don't want to do. So the only thing I left to do is to hope you'll pay your attention to this disturbing and terrible situation. I would be grateful if you'd reblog this to your page so more people would know what's going on. And if you are a telegram user, PLEASE, BE CAREFUL. There are some people with bad tendencies who can hurt you. Telegram's anonymous politics may be hurtful for your mental health. Block any suspicious users, report them and their messages, and take a break from the internet in case something like this happens to you

You might think this situation is fake or it was made up in order to blacken the reputation of antis, but there is the link to channel I am talking about, where you can see all messages by yourself:

Telegram

hardqueer confessions!

апфс порно кишлак кошка

You probably have to register with your phone number to see messages though

Keep yourselves safe, please 🙏

Randomly remembered middle school times when I used to love frans and pinecest and salarry, be the sans fangirl™, watch horror/creepy/weird games playthrough on yt religiously, read abusive yaoi like killing stalking and joke about it, draw things I loved badly, watch really questionable anime and I couldn't be happier and freer

Oh to be a middle school freak again with no harassment

For me it's almost ALWAYS noncon/rape and I want to know how many people feel similar

Sexual abuse topics in any way make me super uncomfortable/sometimes triggered and I can't take it normally, I'm too sensitive for this😭 I can't take it as something interesting or entertaining in terms of ships (personally), even though I can see it being portrayed in certain media (like killing stalking) really interestingly; I may like it when it's portrayed for the sake of thriller media and/or for bold rape representation, but not for the sake of fanservice or something...

And it's pretty funny because in proship spaces it looks like EVERYONE ships something nonconish lmao 😭 and it's mostly true, many comshippers are into it, so I'm like "well, I'm alone in this sea I suppose"