Am I supposed to laugh? Am I supposed to cry? Am I supposed to live laugh love? Nobody fucking knows
The way NON PROSHIPPERS are trying to tell ME, a PROSHIPPER, what proshipping “actually means” is fucking wild. Tf you mean “thats not what it means,” youre not even one of us????? Imagine telling a native chinese person they dont know how to actually speak chinese. See? It doesnt make sense.
Some reasons why I was inactive here:
I was busy with my job as a souvenir artist, and I really loved my job!! The coworkers were really sweet and supportive and I always wanted to make money by being an artist/painter. But the salary was wayyyy too little (literally 30$ per MONTH), so I quit it. It was fun while it lasted though!
I became more interested in other social media and apps (like TikTok, Pinterest, Taobao/Xianyu, Telegram, YouTube etc) than in Tumblr. I use Tumblr for proship content only (because let's be honest, if some content maker will see a 🌈🍖 combo, they will instantly block me, so it's not really safe for me to interact with people I like here), so for fandoms and jsf stuff I use other social media, where nobody knows I'm a proship — that's just how people treat proships nowadays unfortunately
I was more focused on interacting with friends and acquaintances and on visiting some real live events rather than being on the internet all days long
Severe depression makes itself felt, and I ran out of ideas and motivation for blogging and art, not only in Tumblr but also in general. It's really tough for me, and I feel really bad for abandoning my Tumblr, but it's how your mental health affects almost every aspect of your life. But I hope I'll get better some day!!
And the main reason is... I got really tired of this ship discourse. Too many people, especially antis, fight each other, there is too much information, discourses and controversies, it's literally draining me as a person. I'm not planning on quitting proship community though, and even if I'm inactive in it, just know that I am still a proship and I stand by its ideas. It's just that I'm so tired of seeing people dehumanize, insult, threaten and groundlessly accuse proshippers in crimes like grooming and CSAing because of their fiction preferences so openly and unconscionably... I don't know. It's so unfair. I just hope one day people like this will realize that they do really wrong, and it will change for better
Made a proship boykisser memes for fun, enjoy!! Free to use :3 Lmk if you'd like some more memes like this. You can even request memes with your favorite ships or dynamics!
Antis being totally-normal-people™️ as always 🚬
(Btw, the second and last screenshot was addressed to a literal 13 years old.)
Wow wtf
So I've seen this ship on telegram proship safespace and I thought it looked really cute so here's Diona x Kokomi moodboard!! I don't ship kid x adult stuff but this one looks really sweet
(Moodboards/sketches requests are open)
Icon credits to heartt_crushh
I've seen all the things from the antis I want to remind everyone of something
Your f/o does NOT want you in jail.
Your f/o does NOT want you to die or hurt yourself.
Your f/o does NOT think you are a bad.
Your f/o does NOT think you are hurting anyone.
Please do not listen to anyone who says otherwise.
Made another fischlisa moodboard!!
Icon credits to ★arashi★ and fuk4se