throws myself at a wall
"... it is a perfect summer evening: the moon rising over the orchard, the wind in the grass. and as he stares into the sky, there are twice as many stars as usual."
- excerpt from the two-headed calf by laura gilpin
tw bllk manga spoilers, hurt/comfort
you see seishiro cry for the first time when he returns to you.
you're sure he must have let out all the tears, all the sorrow, when he saw his name up on that big screen. when the whole world did. but you're not entirely sure what it is that makes the dam break again.
"missed you."
and therein lies your answer.
you're not sure what to say to him. you can't really hear anything he's saying, either, what with his face being buried in the crook of your neck. his melancholy is new, and it is contagious. it renders you speechless, even more so.
somehow or other, the two of you find yourselves on the couch in the living room. it matters not whose feet were guiding and whose following, because in this moment you are practically one entity.
hearts beating as one. hearts aching as one.
neither of you speaks for what feels like en eternity, until seishiro finally pulls away, turning his head to look up at you.
"are you disappointed?"
"of course not." your reply is quick, and somewhat dazed as you gaze into his eyes - eyes that are soft moonlight streaming in through gauzy curtains. "never."
he averts his gaze just as quickly, body twitching away from your careful touch.
"let reo down. let you down."
and you have nothing to say to that. nothing that sounds sincere enough, nothing that can capture what you want to say to him.
finally you settle on: "is it selfish that i just wanted you back here with me?"
"of course not."
"really?"
"never."
seishiro exhales slowly, and when his head dips, it’s not in defeat, but in quiet surrender - to this moment, to you. he leans into your touch this time, lets his forehead rest against yours like he’s grounding himself.
"i missed you," he repeats, as if it’s a secret meant only for the space between your breaths. his fingers find yours, hesitant at first, but when you don’t let go - when you squeeze gently, just once - he does too.
you both sink further into the couch, the world outside forgotten. the moonlight wraps around you like a blanket, binding your bodies and souls together, and though nothing is better, nothing is perfect -
this is enough for now.
and sometimes, enough is everything.
a/n: heh... i am Coping Well i think
what hq character do you think would stop liking me after i told them i can’t swim?
aaaa slow burn man, enjoy LOL
delicate hugs, but they linger longer the more both of you do it
"why are you staring? is there something on my face?"
gently pushing their hair behind their ear to see their face better
handholding where your hands are intertwined tightly with theirs
late night calls where one of you accidentally falls asleep
them reading you like an open book, especially knowing when you're going through difficult times
"i can't imagine who i'd be without you in my life"
wanting more physical affection yet you don't want to overstep
yearning to constantly be in their presence
platonic sleepovers that somehow ends up with you waking up with their arms around you
buying matching jewelry, but it doesn't mean anything right?
getting extremely worried when they get physically hurt
memorizing their coffee/tea order so you can buy it for them every morning
"you're so oblivious aren't you"
accidentally staring a bit too long at their lips
watching your favorite movies together
singing your favorite love song to them as if you are truly dedicating the song to them
"you drew stars around my scars" (cardigan by taylor swift)
feeling like your complete self when you're with them
sharing each other's clothes (especially hoodies)
hearing rumors that they have a crush and desperately hoping that it is you who they are crushing on
the urge to confess to them whenever you see them, yet you fear losing them
"what are we to each other?"
Devon Aoki in 2000⋆ ˚。⋆♡˚ₓₒ
#eye ris speaks and Other Things That Ruined My Life: An Autobiography by ayatakanosstuff
thank you for the tag sister lina
me core rn actually
ntp: @nensi @stellar-headquarters @megumismyhusband
you’re starring in a movie with the last person saved in your camera roll and the last song you listened to is the title…who/what is it?
thank you so much for the tag @starry-eyed-wild-child @vi0l3tluvsu @strawb3rrystar love y’all !!
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I think once bakugou gets over the potential fear of rejection, he is ALL in when it comes to you. he flirts so obviously (in his own bakugou way), he hesitantly compliments, he finds any excuse to be around you.
Like that boy is SO down bad. Loyal to the HIGHEST degree.
beautiful duane linklater
me and my husband osamu
i think osamu is the type of husband who has a series on tiktok titled “cooking for my spouse so they don’t divorce me” and i think that’s beautiful
PAPARAZZI INTROS — TOPHIACHU FANCLUB
masterlist | song of the day!
notes :
— yachi & yn are roomates
— i was too lazy to add timestamps on the youtube videos but their videos always last from 58 minutes to an hour and like 45 minutes
— the link does indeed take you to a video if you know you know 💙
— hinata's comments are filled with "hinata def played [insert other sport here] in another life" (he doesn't understand it's a joke) (yachi started the joke)
— oikawa has a fan page of himself because he's scared of his pr team finding him (everyone knows its him)
— the cat in iwaizumi's tweet is carrot
— carrot bites y/n and yachi harshly but he means it in an affectionate way <3
— iwaizumi might be the only normal one in the gc
— i made this running on 3 days of no sleep so it’s not funny stone me already
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i wanna be caught in a love triangle with them sooo badly you have no idea