Do You Ever See Someone In Some Quiet Intimate Moment And Suddenly Love Them So Desperately You Feel

English literature academia aesthetic appreciation post.

21.01.24 || New year, same old me with the pics from my study abroad two years ago. Where does the time go?

Term started late this year due to covid, but classes finally started last week. I’m taking three language courses and am in absolute heaven right now. I feel like I finally have the time to focus on the smallest details of Greek and Latin and can nerd out over grammar constructions with my professors. Maybe teaching a language is my true calling, since I’m at my happiest in a language class.

Also lerne ich Deutsch und lese Der Kleine Prinz. Wo sind die Deutschsprache studyblrs?

I just realized! Dying in space means easy travel to the heaven!

"Oh, San Pedro! You're here so fast! Excited to send me, huh? Oh, you're just near? That explains why—what?! The heaven's just at one of the asteroids on the belt?!"

I would love to die in space. So if ever I'll become an astronaut and the mission failed even before the vessel I'm in haven't landed yet, don't feel sorry or sad. I've died away from people! Why feel that way! It's actually freaking awesome!

Is there anyway to not cry when angry?

Shielding myself from everyone.

Every-fucking-one.

✧･ﾟplaylists to help pass the time *:･✧

hi everyone! it’s been a while since i made a huge playlist masterpost, but i thought that right now when we’re all stuck inside wondering what to do with our time i would make a list of all my playlists. listening to music is so calming and definitely helps me pass the time…so enjoy! - cam

songs that remind me of a fashion show 

a mix of songs that remind me of driving down the coast 

a playlist dedicated to paris 

songs that inspire me 

a dreamy mix

songs to listen to when you feel carefree

a super fun workout/running playlist to keep you pumped up 

songs to listen to during golden hour 

a mix of songs to listen to on a sunny day 

a playlist full of songs that make me feel alive 

songs that remind me of my teenage years 

a study/coffee shop playlist to keep you calm 

songs to listen to on the weekend 

songs that make me feel like living in the moment 

a friday kinda mix !

songs that remind me of a warm spring evening 

a mix dedicated to nature 

my all-time favorite songs all in one playlist 

songs that remind me of flowers and sunshine 

a 12-hour long playlist of songs that make me feel nostalgic 

songs that remind me of going back to school 

my ultimate summertime playlist 

songs that make me feel like i’m in a movie 

upbeat songs to get ready to in the morning 

songs i’m currently loving & listening to right now

a playlist dedicated to italy and all its wonders 

songs that are soft and delicate 

a mix to listen to while watching the sunrise / sunset 

a playlist for a rainy and stormy day 

songs to listen to when you wake up ! 

another nature playlist because why not?! 

a monday playlist to make your monday more enjoyable 

my springtime playlist 

songs that are bittersweet 

my girl power anthems playlist 

for the daydreamers 

songs that remind me of the spirit of traveling & exploring 

a mix to listen to before bed 

songs to listen and dance to in your kitchen 

a super fun 70s playlist 

relaxing songs for a sunday 

songs that remind me of wintertime 

for people who love the east coast 

for people who love the west coast 

a mix of lo fi beats 

songs to listen to in your car at night 

fresh finds (new songs every monday!)

the ultimate sing along playlist 

an indie playlist 

the perfect road trip / daily commute mix 

a super studious playlist to keep you extra focused 

songs that remind me of the beach 

a mix of songs to listen to when you’re j chillin

songs that remind me of a trip to outer space !

listen to this when you’re in love 

songs for stargazing…

the perfect autumn playlist 

songs that make my heart flutter 

a mix of carefree & happy tunes 

the grooviest 80s playlist around 

a mix of golden oldies 

listen to this if you like rap / r&b 

another workout playlist !

a mix of fun, upbeat songs to dance to 

a playlist inspired by call me by your name

a coming of age playlist 

a mix of songs that deserve more hype 

songs for all the main characters out there 

a mix to listen to with your best friend(s) 

songs that make me feel angelic 

a dark academia playlist 

a spooky halloween mix !

I miss being on the road.

I miss waking up in an unfamiliar place. I miss seeing a place for the first time. I miss the motion, the laughs, uncommon frustration, the eyes scanning the sky, familiar and unfamiliar at the same time.

I miss the sight from the moving bus window and realize how similar and different life can be base on where we come from. That these places are home to people who live here their whole life, who spend their childhoods chasing every street and corner, and we are just passer by.

Some people travel to escape, and some people travel to be home. And maybe I’m stuck in between. Stuck on the road, where most of life can be found.

Maybe my home is the open sky. It’s the taste of salt water in the air, the silence of the trees, and the road in front of us waiting for new beginnings.

"Like water, too much pressure can lead to escape."

- Titan Academy

NTs Washing the Dishes

ENTP: sprays you with the sprayer. Repeatedly.

ENTJ: “CAN YOU NOT FCKING RINSE YOUR DISHES OFF YOU HEATHENS?!?”

INTJ: washes the dishes by hand and then puts them in the dishwasher

INTP: manages to get the entire kitchen and themselves wet washing one single mug

Why does it hurt to watch people leave me even if they mean nothing to me?

Or maybe, they actually mean something to me and I just don't want to acknowledge it so that I won't get hurt when they leave me?

But it still hurts tho. It hurts. So much.