“I’m Waiting For You To Leave My Head. I’m Waiting For You To Say That We Finally Reach The End.

"The moon had been observing the earth longer than anyone. It must have witnessed all of the phenomena occurring—and all of the acts carried out —on this earth.

But the moon remained silent; it told no stories. All it did was embrace the heavy past with a cool, measured detachment. On the moon there was neither air nor wind. Its vacuum was perfect for preserving memories unscathed. No one could unlock the heart of the moon."

—Haruki Murakami, 1Q84

I don't know why but whenever I get to be kind to people, I then feel so light. It feels so... rewarding. Only that—you know—it seems so wrong to feel that emotion because seriously, I show them kindness not because I am kind but because I just don't want to seem rude.

I can straight up say, "Okay."

But instead, I say, "Okieeee!"

And oh, dear, whenever they reply with the same intensity of kindness or sometimes, even more than you offered, you feel like... like... what is the word? It's something like oh-you-are-so-precious-let-me-give-you-a-hug~ or oh-my-here-is-my-love-accept-it-for-you-it-is-free~

Humans sometimes really fascinates me. (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤

I could write a thousand poems for you but surely, you’ll revise it and send it to her. :)

anxiety is so stupid it's like your brain went hey how would you like to experience what it feels like to be a terrified prey animal. you can never turn this ability off btw.

“If opportunity doesn’t knock, build a door.” - Milton Berle

one thing you can always count on is that hearts change.

Howl’s Moving Castle 「ハウルの動く城」 (2004• ) dir. Hayao Miyazaki.

"Like water, too much pressure can lead to escape."

- Titan Academy

dear god the sheer magic of being so invested in a book you just sit and read half of it feverishly without any ability to stop, just gulping down word after word like it’s water in a desert and your eyes aren’t fast enough for your mind and when you reach the last page you look up and realize you’re not decades and miles away but in the space of your own room,,,, truly unmatched by any other human experience

“Do not allow sadness to be your default emotion.”

- Words to remind myself | 180527