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A Neutron Star Merger, The Fall of A Formula One Hero, and a Maiden Grand Prix Win

The LIGO/Virgo collaboration teams, observed a gravitational wave event of a Neutron Star merger "with the probability that the source may have at least one object in between 3 and five solar masses" said LIGO, on September 1st.

📸: LIGO Twitter

Kilonovae observations are extraordinarily rare, for when Neutron stars merge, the remnants left are planets, and these formations bring forth platinum and gold like the metals found on Earth.

Elements beneficial to our very existence.

Who would have imagined that to the world of Formula One, that same rip to the fabric of space and time of a binary system hundreds of millions of years in the making, could have different consequences in the racing track.

It would arrive the same day that Charles Leclerc would make his Maiden Grand Prix Win.

While one can’t be certain what Einstein meant when he said, "God does not play dice with the universe,” we can only think of this moment. The Universe may be 14 billion years old, and with that, heroes and legends can be made because heroes are not born. Through pain and tears, downforce and minimal drag, Gravity much like F=ma, can be good friends, but in one wrong lap, all can become the enemy, to Formula One drivers.

They are made, on the track and in moments such as these.

Racing For Anthoine

Like the great Carl Sagan once said, “For small creatures such as we, the vastness is bearable only through love.”

Anthoine Hubert, 22, of France, lost his life at the Belgian Grand Prix on August 31st.

The Renault French driver, was involved in a major accident with American Sauber driver, Juan Manuel Correa, at the Spa-Francorchamps. Hubert's car hit the bars then collided with Correa’s.

Correa, underwent surgery and “will remain in intensive care for at least another 24 hours to ensure that his condition can continue to be monitored by his surgical team,” read the official statement released on his website.

Anthoine Hubert, succumbed to his injuries after that tragic accident at Spa-Francorchamps. A childhood friend to Charles Leclerc, someone he raced Karts with, laughed with, and joked with, perhaps looked up to race with head to head in this very track, the Monegasque now ran alone.

For Charles Leclerc, securing his maiden win at the Belgian Grand Prix, wouldn’t be the first place in his legacy, but a bequest to honor the memory of his now departed childhood friend. 

Notwithstanding, everyone was racing for Anthoine and to honor his memory.

This was no ordinary race and as challenging as it was it would become one to remember.

The morning of Charles’ race, he'd been seen by the media talking to Anthoine’s family. His mother, Nathalie, Father Victhor and brother Francois, gave him their support, as Nathalie embraced him.

That heartbreaking sight will live in the hearts of fans worldwide forever.

The Love of a Mother

📸: Kym Illman

It might have instilled love and strength in the Monegasque and a little extra push to go around with the respect of millions of fans as a reminder that Anthoine would have wanted him to get to P1.

His last race having been practically stolen in Bahrain, this time, nothing would get in his way.

Phased, and unbelieving that any of it had happened, Anthoine’s loss, and his win, Charles said: “We were four kids dreaming of getting to Formula One.”

Anthoine Hubert, Charles Leclerc, Esteban Ocon and Pierre Gasly.

“We have grown up in karting together, so to lose him is a big shock for me, and everyone in the sport.”

“It was definitely the first situation for me where I have lost someone and then raced the following day. It is obviously quite challenging to close the visor and go through the exact corner —where he died— at the same speed as I did the day before.

Pierre Gasly, the Toro Rosso driver, gave Leclerc a little fuel to win the race too, had the words “ALWAYS WITH ME #AH19,” above the open view of his chassis:

“I've grown up with this guy since I was seven in karting, we've been roommates, we've lived in the same apartment, in the same room for six years."

“We’ve been class mates, I’ve studied since I was 13 until 19 with him, with the same professor at a private school that the federation did. I’m still shocked.”

“You have to put it out of your mind because otherwise, you can’t race,” he added,

“I told Charles before the race: Please win this race for Anthoine, as we started racing in the same year, Charles, Anthoine, and myself. And Anthoine won the French Cup in 2005. We raced for many years and knew each other.”

Overtaken in Bahrain by a one-two Mercedes win, and getting wheel banged by Red Bull's, Max Verstappen in Austria, back in July, costing him-his first win, this one; means more.

“We lost a friend first of all — I would like to dedicate my first win to him. In my first race, we drove together, it's a shame what happened yesterday, I can't enjoy my victory fully.” Charles added.

"It is difficult to enjoy this victory, but hopefully, in two or three weeks, I will realize what happened.”

Everyone was cheering for Ferrari’s 16 to win it for Renault’s 19.

In the aftermath of Hubert’s passing, it’s hard to express what Leclerc must’ve felt like when he got to lap 19.

19 was Anthoine’s racing number, and the crowds paid tribute as well when the drivers came through.

it was no consequence that of all days, that Neutron Star Merger would be named S190901ap. The date that recorded the LIGO/Virgo's Neutron Stars Merger, which coincided with Anthoine's number.

And then you heard a solemn “This one is for Anthoine,” coming from Ferrari’s radio, said by Charles Leclerc upon finishing first.

Everyone burst, there was commotion everywhere, a good day and a sad day in Motorsports indeed for all the right reasons.

“It’s a good day but on the other hand losing Anthoine yesterday brings me back to 2005, my first ever French championship,” continued Leclerc during an interview.

📸: Kym Illman

A League of His Own

Seeing the Monegasque separate the Silver Arrows and keep good pace through and through, was what Formula One is all about, but is unfathomable to know how he must’ve felt while driving down Spa’s circuit or how he feels now that it’s been completed.

As youth of this new century, explorers and pioneers, one often forgets that millennials have much on their shoulders.

They’re here to make a name for themselves, and it's undeniable that on the way to greatness, they’re bound to lose those they love because this sport is ruthless.

Charles Leclerc won't be the exception, to the rule, but he's been the valid example of losing in every aspect and yet here he is. Racing and winning. Nothing deters his will to keep going.

The Scuderia Ferrari driver, and godson to Jules Bianchi, the last casualty to the sport before Hubert, is the living reminder that today's youth, regardless of their losses, still have plenty to look up to.

You could see him in the podium wearing a black armband with his entire Ferrari Team, as he raised his Trophy to the sky in honor of Anthoine.

He empowers generations of new drivers to not feel like outsiders. He might have lost a friend, his godfather, his father, that battle on two multifarious and defining races before, but on his third, he got his maiden trophy with a little help from above.

Lewis Hamilton of Mercedes spoke encomiums of Charles Leclerc after the race.

"It's not easy for any driver to jump into a top team like Ferrari against a four-time world champion, with much more experience, and then to continuously out-perform, out-qualify and out-drive him. But Charles’ results speak for themselves. There is a lot more greatness to come from him, and I am looking forward to racing alongside him in the future.” 

“Then once I got in the car, as I did for my father two years ago, you need to put all the emotions to one side and focus on the job.”

Said, Leclerc “I was happy to win and remember him the way he deserved to be and, yeah, happy to do it on this day.”

"They are so much faster than us and Monza is all straights ... We will do our best, but it is going to be a tough job to match them.”

He lamented his inability to master those straights like Leclerc, before. Something the Monegasque is seemingly able to do. Monza will be the place to put the five time World Champion to a test.

"So, there's a lot more greatness to come from him and I'm looking forward to seeing his growth and racing alongside him ... Today, it was fun, trying to chase him. He was just a little bit too quick.”

Maybe, Chekhov was right after all about Entropy, that beautiful chaos that makes our universe work, It does come easy, but as I wrote in my book, “Entropy comes easy, but Love outgrows the Universe,”

"I was struggling in the corners, so that allowed him to get close," said Sebastian Vettel of Ferrari and Leclerc's Team mate.

"I couldn't hold him off for a very long time. I tried to obviously make him [Hamilton] lose time in order to give Charles a cushion, and in the end it was just enough, so it did the job.

"I couldn't stay in range to look after myself, and I was sort of playing a road block to make sure that Charles was gaining some time." He did everything to help his team mate achieve his first victory.

In a statement given by Daniel Ricciardo from Team Renault, he too admitted not wanting to race following Hubert’s untimely death. “I know that, weirdly enough, the best way we can kind of show our respect was to race today,”

“But I don’t think any of us actually wanted to be here or wanted to race”

 “At least, I’m speaking for myself, but I’m sure I’m not the only one. It was certainly tough to be here and try to put on a brave face for everyone.”

 “I know a lot of people in the paddock are hurting so I think everyone’s relieved it’s done, we can move on from here, and hopefully it’s the last time that this happens.”

For the Renault fans, Ricciardo racing that day meant everything. The Tifosi and Tifosi everywhere watched, and it fueled them.

To know that a driver from his team had perished, how does one reconcile, to keep the morale high for the millions of fans aching so racing is the answer. Is the one thing the Aussie does to help the fans, and he does it well. We appreciate the effort even when we know the heartbreak he's feeling. It’s a collective effort from everyone now to help each other heed the call of the F1 neighbor even on social media. We love him for it.

It becomes a Labor of Love.

“Since I was a child I’ve been looking up to Formula 1, dreaming to be first a Formula 1 driver, which happened last year, then driving for Ferrari this year, and then the first win today.”

“It’s a good day, but on the other hand, as I said, losing Anthoine yesterday brings me back to 2005, my first ever French championship. There was him, Esteban [Ocon], Pierre [Gasly] and myself. We were four kids that were dreaming of Formula 1. We grew up in karting for many, many years, and to lose him yesterday was a big shock for me but obviously for everyone in motorsport, so it was a very sad day.” - Charles Leclerc

📸:© Reuters/ FRANCOIS LENOIR

A day filled with grief, racing, camaraderie, and the inextricable reminder that; the Universe is always at work.

Congratulations, Charles Leclerc and Team Ferrari for a well-deserved win.

We knew you had it all along.

“And when you want something, all the Universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.” Paolo Coelho

This article is still undergoing revision.

Thank You, for your patience.

Jen McCulley TM Sep 2, 2019

Ok, so I didn’t want to be the one to have to bring this up, cause gods know I don’t consume enough media to be a fair judge, but can we please talk about Bajie and Pilgrim, and how they, two visibly plus sized men, are allowed to fight? And fight well? Cause animated cartoons aside, I pretty much never see that happen and even in animated features, it’s usually played for laughs, But not in Into the Badlands.

Look at these shots. They’re well choreographed, not gimmicky, and not done in an exaggerated cartoonish fashion. They’re serious, and by the way other characters react to these fights, we’re meant to take the fighting credibility of these characters seriously. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SEE THIS SORT OF PLUS SIZED BODY POSITIVITY IN BIG PRODUCTION MEDIA?

We’ve seen those body positivity posts on social media,

http://beautifulking.tumblr.com/post/141290394758/im-a-chubby-bunny-who-tried-something-new-in-the

http://mynameisjessamyn.tumblr.com/post/170164132098/i-fell-in-love-with-the-high-quality-stylish

that remind us that yes, fat people can also do amazing atheletic feats, but how often do we get to see popular media give a nod to those people and give plus sized people this sort of positive, empowering spotlight? Cause for me that’s basically never. And more often than not, I see plus sized people get played for laughs by how physically limited people think they are. Not in Into the Badlands and I’m so here for that.

Addendum: This stuff is also really accurate to the wuxia theme or the show, cause in a lot of the old wuxia novels, including three of the four great Chinese classics, there are lot of heavy set men (and in the case of the Water Margin, women) running around kicking butt and taking names. Bajie is actually based Zhu Bajie from Journey Into the West, who given, is a pig, but the main character of that series is a monkey, so yeah.

Also, can someone else talk about the fashion on these two? Cause I swear there’s some cool plus sized fashion stuff happening there, especially with Bajie’s purple jacket getup.

Go Kaiser, GO!

Looks like Christmas is coming a bit early.

I have never cried more with a season finale.

Quentin saved my life when I was dying, literally. I will never be okay. I’ll never get over it and I will never ever ever forget all the love he gave us.

I may be straight, but I hurt for all my queer friends because we have lost a light that warmth all of our hearts in unison.

Jason Ralph, you started something.

Quentin Coldwater, you gave us everything.

To the writers, I don't want to hear ever again how groundbreaking of a show you are.

You dropped the ball; you misrepresented an entire community and left us all in pieces.

Everything Q meant to us is more than you could imagine, you did a huge disservice for putting him in a mental institution in the first episode to kill him on his last second.

Regardless of the books, which addressed all of this issues and he did not die but veered back to a normal life at the end of TML sacrificing himself for Julia but what you did is a reminder of the insensitive neglect of an entire community’s representation.

You butchered ALL of our hearts and blatantly looked into our eyes while doing so. You shall be remembered as cowards. Hate me for this; I could not care less. What you did was wrong.

Everything we are is because of him. Depression is not something to be trifled with, regardless of your point, your point was baseless. Over four years you took Q to the precipice and killed us all by default when he had more to give us.

His death could've been done next season, so if you're going to represent us, have a queer Writer AND Director replace the genius that came up with this stupid idea, whoever did this to my queer friends and MAGICIANS fans and my heart that breaks now for posterity.

I know Lev only agreed to do this because you wanted to. Shane on you John, Henry, Sera and David.

We were better humans because of Q, he believed us to be better to ourselves and each other, and now we’re broken. Utterly, irrevocably and forever, broken.

Him asking Penny for “Just one last look” as he looked at his friends, then Alice and lastly Eliot to turn back NOT wanting to go is the worst stab in the backs we got knowing he didn't get to say anything to Eliot and realizing in that moment his true feelings for him.

I will NEVER forgive you for this.

I love you Q. I will miss my best friend forever.😞

I, in fact, don't think to have the heart to return next season.

Other than that I will not be watching until you fix all of your BS.

Forever, Quentin, you shall remain ours...

WANT!

The Expanse S4 coming up!

You welcoming Screaming Firehawks!

‪What's @Astro_Jmona reading this weekend? #SearchingForStars by Alan Lightman‬🌌 https://www.instagram.com/p/B1kFzHqnts_3LPhO8lm6BFbIFs_Qe5LYiIvYZc0/?igshid=1wwgd8hdg06t4

You know, I'm not a fan of Lewis, but even I have to say, I hurt to my deepest core when they get hurt. Something can happen, man.

Fuck. They’re our family. They might be our rivals in the track, but that's it.

Their lives is more significant than anything else. Having said that if you’ll unfollow me for that, have at it.

I’m just glad LH44 is okay.

To all the fans who just started cheering when Lewis crashed:

Fuck you

Anon suggested Black Hailstorm by Vultures | I chose Charles Leclerc

      I’m falling down but I’m not out           The devils at my door I don’t give in, I don’t give up                 I won’t ever let it break me                           I’m on fire, I’m a fighter                                      I’ll forever be the last one standing

We had a family

for @myhobbitpippin