argyle has absolutely no idea what’s going on and i respect that 💀💀💀
will drink my water now. thank you, fish
I would like for you to drink 1 water today, you can drink half a water now and the other half later if that's easier, take care of yourself please
fuck im actually really disappointed in myself 😭😭
never realised how much media demonised aro-but-not-ace people till i saw it in myself
Post about Mask of My Own Face by Lemon Demon cause I’m bored
(shtty theory!! Also my view on it, just randomly on a sunday decided to do this 😭)
Huow I see it is someone not feeling comfortable enough about themselves that they need to pretend to be a different person, but everyone associates his face with this personality. ORRR of course it might be masking.
“And I’d dance with all the belles.”
He thinks he’s not good enough to dance with him as his true self.
“None of them would know that I was secretly myself”
They think of “himself” as a different person than he thinks of himself as.
“I’d rob my own apartment and I wouldn’t give a damn.”
He would self-sabotage? I’m not sure about this one.
“I’d blame it on the person nobody knows I am.”
How could they hate someone who ‘doesn’t exist’? Also ties back to self sabotaging?
“I look into my eyeholes, what do I see? A handsome motherf*cker motherf*cking looking right at me.”
Phrased as though it’s a different person. And looking into the eyeholes of the mask; eyes are the gateway to the soul. Saying “handsome” shows it’s not a quality of personality, it’s a physical quality that he thinks will make him a better person. Gods this is a shitty theory I’m sorry 💀
“A mask of my own face, I’d wear that.”
He doesn’t have the same idea of his face as people do of this mask. Or: he wears a mask that isn’t his face, and wants to be himself but is scared of being open.
“I'd wear it on Thanksgiving and I'd laugh in the parade
At all the people hissing, knowing I'm the one they hate.”
“I’m the one they hate”: is he thinking he is that person now? Has he used that persona so much it’s becoming reality?
“And at the big finale I would tear my face away
And smile as they grip their own and try to do the same”
He would tear off his mask, he wouldn’t be that person anymore if nothing mattered. Hypothetical language is used implying that he would do that if he didn’t care.
And everyone else wishes rhey could be themselves but it’s melded into them?? Or they wish it was a persona maybe?
Yeah I’m sorry this was really shitty 💀 open to criticism 😭😭
I want to see an un-anglicised version of Irish.
No English influence or anything. It would be interesting.
Ba mhaith liom féiceal Gaeilge gan aon béarlachas.
Gan aon tionchar ón Bhéarla. Bheadh sé suimiúil.
idk i wish there was a button to sleep and have a good sleep schedule and not feel tired while simultaneously having my time alone at night
i kinda want a qpr but at the same time i want a relationship?? i think i just want to be someone’s first but i’m not ready for a relationship or smth 😭😭😭
tw: transphobia
“you’re born as a boy or born as a girl, not a fucking fag.”
afab; assigned fag at birth
An Ghaeilge.
Sometimes I get scared my language will get anglicized and changed completely, with barely any of our culture left.
I really hate that I can’t do more to protect it because there’s barely any platforms for it and everyone thinks it’s pointless.
Maybe I can some day but for now I just have to focus on my personal life. I can still promote it though.
Cuid den am bíonn eagla orm go mbeadh mo theanga galldaithe agus athraithe go hiomlán, le gan ach giota iontach beag dár gcultúr fágtha.
Is fuath liom nach bhfuil níos mó le déanamh agam le é a chosaint mar níl aon méan ann le é a fhoghlaim ar agus síleann gach duine go bhfuil sé gan ciall ar bith.
Beidir lá éigin thig liom níos mó a dhéanamh ach don t-am i láthair caithfidh mé díriú isteach ar saol pearsanta s’agam. Thig liom go fóill é a cur chun cinn, áfach.