I Didn't Know The Asks Could Be Eaten So Now I'm Questioning If My Request Was Eaten Or Not! 😱 What

loved depressed reader x stanxeno.

could u maybe do a depressed or mentally ill reader x gen? If ur comfortable w it ofc. my therapist <3 🫠

The idea that I could be a therapist is objectively hilarious.

I'm struggling to make words work, so I'm gonna do headcanons for this, if that's okay

Gen picks up on your shift in mood immediately

Your eyes lose that familiar sparkle, you move like your limbs are far too heavy

You stop eating.

You still plaster a smile on your face, but it stretches too far.

Overcompensating for the lack of light in your gaze.

Gen has studied human psychology, but he isn't a professional when it comes to depression

All he has is his own personal experience with it

So he'll first try to help you using methods that has helped him in the past

That means no being alone for you.

If you try to go through your usual day, Gen is your shadow

If you can't get out of bed, he fakes a cough to stay in with you

He finds ways to help you keep your hands and mind busy

He teaches you card tricks, helps you gather simple materials for science work, and convinces Suika and Kohaku to teach you both how to make flower crowns and other small crafts

This doesn't mean he's smothering you with his attention.

If you need space, he's happy to give it, but he's just right over there, okay? If you need him, he'll come right back.

Figures out the best way to manipulate you into eating food/drinking water and does it throughout the day just to make sure you're still getting proper nutrition

Peppers you with soft kisses throughout the day

"Have I told you how much I adore you, today?"

"No? How errible-tay of me. Let me just get my list-"

His biggest goal is to make you laugh and smile at least once before you go to bed

If you tell him you feel like a burden to him, your friends, or the Kingdom of Science in general, Gen is quick to assure you as best he can

He understands, really, he does

He knows that feeling of drowning very well

And he knows there are others within the KoS that get it, too.

There is nothing wrong with needing extra care

He'll always be here for you, day or night, rain or shine

He loves you, so much

Even if you don't love yourself

is it okay if you make a Gen (n)sfw alphabet also? :> pls and thank you~!

I am so sorry, I just did a SFW version for Gen.

I hardcore am struggling with doing the NSFW list and I'm not totally sure why. I'm gonna keep working on it, and I might post it later once I'm happy with it.

Gen x gn!Reader

Affection: 

Not super affectionate to anyone other to his closest friends or lover

Will come lean on you at random to feel the warmth of you

Best friend: 

Either the best or worst friend you could ever have (in a good way)

Is always willing to sit and listen to you talk whenever you need

But will also always have something sassy to say

Cuddles: 

Loves to snuggle up next to you

Will just come lay his head in your lap if he’s had a hard day

Domestic: 

He’s a secret housewife no I will take no criticism

Wants to settle down, but is a little worried he won’t be able to

Ending:

Puts on his coldest emotional mask

Because he knows [thinks] the crueler he is, the easier it will be for both of you to move on

Cries about it later

Fiance(e):

Goes back and forth on whether he wants to be married

Or just have a life partner

Gentle:

Always uses soft hands and voices with you

Even when you’re arguing, his tone is even and he doesn’t yell too often

Hugs:

Will tell you he doesn’t want one, but will literally huff and puff and pout if you don’t give him one

He wants to be held he just can’t always be honest about it

I love you:

He takes his time to say it

He doesn’t want you to think he’s lying, or saying it just to say it

He wants to make sure you know he means it

Jealousy:

“Jealous? Me? No~” 

He says, giving the person one of the darkest looks anyone has ever seen

Kisses: 

Loves kissing all over your face

Especially your forehead

Will blow a raspberry into your cheek before kissing it sometimes

Loves his slow, sensual kisses when you’re alone

Little ones:

Wants a big family

Gen loves kids don’t let him lie to you

Morning:

Mornings are always slow

He likes sleeping in

You have to pull him out of bed some days

Can be lured with coffee

Night:

Gen loves his quiet time once the sun goes down

It’s when he gets to just be himself with you the most often

No mask, no worry about anyone else seeing under his metaphorical armor

Likes to just pull you into bed and lay with his head on your chest

Open:

Can, has, and will continue to lie to your face

It takes a long time before he can be fully honest and vulnerable with you

He’s trying, but he struggles a lot with the idea of being seen

Patience:

His patience level is pretty moderate 

Can get frustrated easily, but is careful not to always show it

Quizzes:

He’s highly observant and has a good memory

Remember:

His favorite memory of you is your first meeting

You’d been visiting the TV studio where he was performing that day

You’d had a friend on the production team, and you had brought them lunch since you were nearby, and had been invited to stay and wait until your friend was done

You’d taken one look at Gen

Scanned him up and down

Then said

“I like your nails.” 

And walked away. 

It was such a small comment, but you were the first to really ever make it

Usually his manager was fussing at him for painting his nails, even though it was something he just did for fun

He’d had a hard time not looking at them for the rest of the show

After the filming was done, he’d grabbed you just before you and your friend could leave together

And asked if you’d come back tomorrow

“I’m thinking of repainting my nails,” He’d lied. “Since you seem to have an eye for it, I’d like you to come and help me pick a new color.” 

You’d agreed, thinking nothing of it. But he never did stop asking you to come back.

Security:

Will absolutely dig his heels in as hard as he can if you even hint at doing something dangerous

He knows he’s not physically able to protect you, even if he wanted to, so please just don’t. 

Is on edge the whole time you’re near someone who could hurt you in any capacity

Stresses if you get separated in a chaotic situation

Try:

See Domestic 

Gen likes to have a clean house, and has no issues doing it himself

Will bring you just because flowers on random days

And though he prefers his nights in, will absolutely surprise you with romantic dates out

Ugly:

Literally cannot be vulnerable 100% with anyone

There is a high chance he’s lying to you about at least one thing

Vanity:

Acts all proud

But actually doesn’t think much of his looks

In his words, he’s just alright. 

Whole:

Absolutely cannot be separated from you

Wherever you go, he goes

Xtra:

Loves to paint his nails and wear makeup

Has made comments about Stanley’s choice in lipstick more than once

“It’s just so not your color, Stanley. You should really try a nice red-”

Yuck:

Cannot stand people who don’t wash their hands

He’s not a massive germaphobe, but cleanliness is really important to him

Zzz:

You will often wake up in the middle of the night to him lying on top of you

He never starts the night that way

He just ends up there

Struggles to fall asleep alone once he gets used to having you in bed with him

I just had the realization that here soon I'm going to get to see

[mild manga spoilers]

Sai Nanami animated in all his beautiful glory and I will not apologize for the person I am about to become

I see everything :)

Watching this interaction on my post has honestly made my day I'm dying

RP blogs are everything I love when you guys pop up

Have you considered Gen/Tsukasa. Listen, The way Tsukasas response to the evils of the world can be summarized as fight while Gens was fawn/lie and yet both of them were lonely pre stone world. Them knowing each other before and Tsukasa choosing to wake Gen. (1/2)

Gen being the person later who hands Tsukasa the face paint as a way to make Tsukasa feel more included (he definitely was aware of the gesture feeling meaningful, its Gen). But also the way that Gen would feel so safe with Tsukasa just imagine. Like nothing can get him. I can def see them getting closer after Tsukasa joins our kingdom of science itd be v sweet. (2/2)

HI HELLO I AM CERTAINLY CONSIDERING IT NOW

Now that I'm more awake and have had time to process this horrific thought, let me try to elaborate what I think I mean.

Speaking from personal experience, being vaguely suicidal doesn't necessarily mean Senku is actively trying to kill himself or is looking for ways to do it. It more likely means that if he died, he wouldn't care. There would be no panic, no fear of what happened next.

Senku would close his eyes, and let it happen.

Thats not to say he has nothing to live for, he very much does, which is why he hasn't already thrown himself off a cliff or something similar. But if you recall my thought about Senku and emotion, having big heavy feelings shoved further and further down can be extremely poisonous to your psyche.

Senku has lost his birth parents, his adoptive father, and the world as he knew it. He was forced to figure out how to surive and save everyone else in the world because as far as he knew, he was the only one that could. And he hasn't processed any of those emotions in a healthy way.

When Tsukasa kills him, Senku has no way of knowing if his revival plan is going to work as intended. What he does know, is that he'd be fine dying regardless.

When he's shot by Stanley, and is suffering through fever and fighting potential infection, he passes the torch to Chrome knowing that even if he died, science would live on, and he's okay with that.

He's okay not seeing the world be totally recreated. He's okay not getting to see his middle age and elderly years. He's okay losing his life, because he honestly is tired of living.

I say again that Senku isn't actively suicidal, so he's not going to kill himself on purpose right now. But if he got the chance to die? He'd take it.

Besides, whatever afterlife exists is where Byakuya is, and he has a lot to say to his father.

I just woke up in a cold sweat with the words

"Senku might be vaguely suicidal"

In my head, and now i want to curl back up and cry because why would my brain do that to me

After your horror post I though what if during the sailing to america KoS met up Sirens that started to lure others into the sea but they fail in the end as Senku doesn't give even one millimeter interest to Sirens and barely manages to save his companions!

Oh but you see

Senku can be affected. He very nearly is.

They offer him answers. Not love, not sex, answers. They sing that they know the secrets of petrification, that they can tell him anything he wants to know. They sing that if he just took their hands, they'd show him all the secrets of the world.

But that's also what saves him. Because Senku does want those things, but he wants to discover them for himself. He doesn't want to take the easy way out, because then he wouldn't get to have fun, he wouldn't get to do the one thing he loves doing most.

That's what snaps him out of it, milliseconds before one of the creatures can convince him to fall into the water.

When he lays eyes on a Siren for the first time, he has no idea what he's even looking at. He'd never considered the idea that something like this could happen. But then again, Sirens and Mermaids have been in human mythology for thousands of years. They had to come from somewhere. And though he'd prefer if they were just drunken hallucinations from ancient sailors, there's nothing he can do about it now.

Because he's looking a scientific anomaly in the face, and she and her sisters want to eat him and his friends.

His mind races, digging through memory after memory, trying to remember all those stories, searching for the way to defeat them without killing them.

Senku ends up running down to where their radio is, and uses it to shout across the ship as loud as he can, hoping to drown out the sound of the incessant song in the air, and manages to startle Taiju out of his reverie. Senku tells him to plug his ears, and help him herd the rest of the crew into one of the lower parts of the ship that didn't have windows.

That's where he gets his hands on Ryusui, who he literally has to shake until his eyes snap back into focus with one of his trademark laughs. The captain of the Perseus tells Senku that Sirens are tricky. That, assuming the things outside were the same ones from ancient myth, getting out of this wasn't going to be easy. Just because he broke free of their spell once, didn't mean they couldn't entrap him in another.

These things worked outside the realm of science and fact, so the only way to defeat them was to play the game by their rules. So Senku clogs his ears with some spare wax, and leaves Ryusui and Taiju in charge of looking after the rest of the crew.

He heads up to the deck, only to find the world silent.

No more singing, no more pretty words and false promises. His eyes scan the horizon, searching for the wing-ed women who had been attempting to lure him and his friends into the depths.

"I know you're still here," He says. "No way you gave up that easily."

Something like a laugh, muffled by the wax, then a body drops in front of him, crouching on the railing of the ship.

It's easy to ignore her nakedness when she's covered in feathers.

"There you are." Senku can't stop the grin that spreads over his face. She was frighteningly beautiful, all sharp claws and birdlike eyes.

The Siren mimics his grin, showing off equally sharp teeth.

She leaps from the railing to stand at her full height. She was his size, maybe a handful of centimeters taller. Her hand lashes out, grabbing his face and tilting it to the side, eyes narrowing at the wax in his ears. Her claws dig into the softness of his cheeks, drawing blood.

"Cheat." She spats, shoving him away hard enough to make him stumble, and before he can fully steady himself, she's closing the small distance again, her wings folding neatly behind her.

"Let's play a game," Senku says quickly, backing up more. "Things like you like games, right?"

She pauses, tilting her head.

"What game?" She asks.

"A question game. Whoever can't answer the others question first loses."

"What happens to the one that loses?"

"Easy," He says. "The loser has to do what the winner asks."

She lets out a thoughtful hum, head tilting the other way not. She truly looked like some kind of humanoid bird.

"Fine. Your question." She says finally.

"What are you doing here?" Senku asks.

"We have always been here," She says, as if it's the most obvious thing in the world. "My question. Where did you go?"

He blinks, then understands.

She and the rest of her sisters hadn't been affected by petrification because they weren't human. So as far as she knew, humans just suddenly disappeared for thousands of years.

"We turned to stone," He says. "How have you survived without humans? If I remember my stories, you usually eat us."

She rolls her eyes.

"Humans stopped being good food long before you 'turned to stone'." She says. "How did you come back?"

"Science," He says. When her eyes narrow, he continues. "The stone I was trapped in was eroded through contact with nitric acid, which came from the caves near where I was stuck." It was best to keep it simple for now.

"How do you convince humans to jump into the water?" He asks.

"By knowing what's in their hearts." She says with a shrug. Of course, it was something totally natural to her, just like breathing. She probably has no other way to explain it.

It was her turn now, but instead of shooting off another question quickly as she had been, she takes a moment to consider.

"What is your name?" She asks, finally.

"Senku," He says. "I'll ask the same question. What's your name?"

She gives it, but it's in a language he's never heard, spoken with an accent that makes him dizzy. He doesn't try to repeat it.

"Where are you going?" She asks.

"America, to get what we need to start saving more humans from their stone prisons." He catches the way her expression shifts, just slightly, at his words. She seems pleased.

Senku sucks in a breath, it was time to end the game, and he had the perfect question.

"Why did the Why-Man turn humanity to stone?"

"Cheat!" She snaps, baring her sharp teeth at the question he knew she couldn't really answer, despite what had been promised to him in the songs.

"The rule is that you have to answer until you can't anymore. I never said the questions had to be something you should already know," He grins at her.

Her eyes widen, her feathers puffing out and he knows he's pissed her off. She makes a noise, something similar to an angry trill.

Then, she laughs.

"You win." She says. "I do not know why your Why-Man took humans away."

"That means you have to do what I say now," He reminds her.

"Tell me, Se-en-kuu. What you want."

"To study you. I want you to stay with me and my Kingdom of Science, and let me learn everything about you."

Her eyebrows raise.

"Is that your true desire, Se-en-kuu?" She asks. "I know you want more."

"Sure, I want plenty of things. But this is what I'm asking you for," He says. She makes another trilling noise, this one less angry but still annoyed.

"Fine. I will stay with you and your people."

"No trying to eat anyone," He says. "I need every person in good health."

"That is more than you asked for."

"Wanna play again?"

She scoffs.

"No. You cheat. I will not harm your people."

"Good Siren."

"You are, as I have heard it said, treading on thin ice."

UPDATE: Did not cry over Senku, but Stanley is definitely crashing out over my oc and I am living for it

Writing angst for an upcoming chapter of To the Moon and Back today.

Who wants to bet I make myself cry over Senku?

I cannot stress enough the happiness I feel when a rp blog uses my posts for something because I used to do stuff like that a long time ago and it feels so nice getting to see it still happen in real time 😭

Oh, I have a question. If you could change anything in Dr Stone, no matter how small a detail it is, what would it be?

I'd have them revive a surgeon before setting out to America. They had the resources, and it baffles me that nobody thought of it. I mean, yeah, it's for plot. But still.

Oh that's a tough one. I'm going to answer now, but I may come back to this later as I'm doing a rewatch of it currently.

I definitely agree that they should have thought about getting themselves a medical professional. After all, they may not have known about the American colony, but at this point how many times has someone been seriously hurt?

For me, though, I feel like most of my complaints are tiny little nitpicky things like "Why did Senku choose to do that instead of this" and "I don't think that's how that works actually"