To Re-write My Boku No Stress Relief Series, Or Not To Re-write My Boku No Stress Relief Series...

The realization I had that since the American colony is somewhere in Northern California they might have access to wild-growing cannabis plants

Has me laughing

So hard.

Stanley doesn't just have tobacco in those cigarettes. That's why he's so chill all the time.

Dreams about fanfictions I havent thought of or written yet are a trip like what do you mean I could be writing a Dr. Stone fic where Senku had a pen pal in America that was supposed to be for a dumb English lesson in middle school but ended up vibing with enough to keep writing for the next few years? What do you mean he could have been planning on going out to meet her after he graduated and since the world got petrified has been so sure she's waiting for him in stone somewhere and how that kinda hurts a lot so let's just not think about it and focus on saving the world with science except oops now we're here and what do you mean she's unpetrified and has been trying to get to Japan to save him this whole time?

...

Anyway if anyone needs me for the next 6-10 business weeks I'll be drowning in my own emotions over a super nerd and his oc girlfriend.

is it okay if you make a Gen (n)sfw alphabet also? :> pls and thank you~!

I am so sorry, I just did a SFW version for Gen.

I hardcore am struggling with doing the NSFW list and I'm not totally sure why. I'm gonna keep working on it, and I might post it later once I'm happy with it.

Gen x gn!Reader

Affection: 

Not super affectionate to anyone other to his closest friends or lover

Will come lean on you at random to feel the warmth of you

Best friend: 

Either the best or worst friend you could ever have (in a good way)

Is always willing to sit and listen to you talk whenever you need

But will also always have something sassy to say

Cuddles: 

Loves to snuggle up next to you

Will just come lay his head in your lap if he’s had a hard day

Domestic: 

He’s a secret housewife no I will take no criticism

Wants to settle down, but is a little worried he won’t be able to

Ending:

Puts on his coldest emotional mask

Because he knows [thinks] the crueler he is, the easier it will be for both of you to move on

Cries about it later

Fiance(e):

Goes back and forth on whether he wants to be married

Or just have a life partner

Gentle:

Always uses soft hands and voices with you

Even when you’re arguing, his tone is even and he doesn’t yell too often

Hugs:

Will tell you he doesn’t want one, but will literally huff and puff and pout if you don’t give him one

He wants to be held he just can’t always be honest about it

I love you:

He takes his time to say it

He doesn’t want you to think he’s lying, or saying it just to say it

He wants to make sure you know he means it

Jealousy:

“Jealous? Me? No~” 

He says, giving the person one of the darkest looks anyone has ever seen

Kisses: 

Loves kissing all over your face

Especially your forehead

Will blow a raspberry into your cheek before kissing it sometimes

Loves his slow, sensual kisses when you’re alone

Little ones:

Wants a big family

Gen loves kids don’t let him lie to you

Morning:

Mornings are always slow

He likes sleeping in

You have to pull him out of bed some days

Can be lured with coffee

Night:

Gen loves his quiet time once the sun goes down

It’s when he gets to just be himself with you the most often

No mask, no worry about anyone else seeing under his metaphorical armor

Likes to just pull you into bed and lay with his head on your chest

Open:

Can, has, and will continue to lie to your face

It takes a long time before he can be fully honest and vulnerable with you

He’s trying, but he struggles a lot with the idea of being seen

Patience:

His patience level is pretty moderate 

Can get frustrated easily, but is careful not to always show it

Quizzes:

He’s highly observant and has a good memory

Remember:

His favorite memory of you is your first meeting

You’d been visiting the TV studio where he was performing that day

You’d had a friend on the production team, and you had brought them lunch since you were nearby, and had been invited to stay and wait until your friend was done

You’d taken one look at Gen

Scanned him up and down

Then said

“I like your nails.” 

And walked away. 

It was such a small comment, but you were the first to really ever make it

Usually his manager was fussing at him for painting his nails, even though it was something he just did for fun

He’d had a hard time not looking at them for the rest of the show

After the filming was done, he’d grabbed you just before you and your friend could leave together

And asked if you’d come back tomorrow

“I’m thinking of repainting my nails,” He’d lied. “Since you seem to have an eye for it, I’d like you to come and help me pick a new color.” 

You’d agreed, thinking nothing of it. But he never did stop asking you to come back.

Security:

Will absolutely dig his heels in as hard as he can if you even hint at doing something dangerous

He knows he’s not physically able to protect you, even if he wanted to, so please just don’t. 

Is on edge the whole time you’re near someone who could hurt you in any capacity

Stresses if you get separated in a chaotic situation

Try:

See Domestic 

Gen likes to have a clean house, and has no issues doing it himself

Will bring you just because flowers on random days

And though he prefers his nights in, will absolutely surprise you with romantic dates out

Ugly:

Literally cannot be vulnerable 100% with anyone

There is a high chance he’s lying to you about at least one thing

Vanity:

Acts all proud

But actually doesn’t think much of his looks

In his words, he’s just alright. 

Whole:

Absolutely cannot be separated from you

Wherever you go, he goes

Xtra:

Loves to paint his nails and wear makeup

Has made comments about Stanley’s choice in lipstick more than once

“It’s just so not your color, Stanley. You should really try a nice red-”

Yuck:

Cannot stand people who don’t wash their hands

He’s not a massive germaphobe, but cleanliness is really important to him

Zzz:

You will often wake up in the middle of the night to him lying on top of you

He never starts the night that way

He just ends up there

Struggles to fall asleep alone once he gets used to having you in bed with him

Hello. I just wanted to say that I hope you recover from your eating disorder no matter how long it takes.

I realise that not everyone has someone in their life that encourages them or helps them, so I wish you the best recovery.

That's seriously so sweet, thank you.

I've been doing better recently, but like I said in my story, sometimes I fall down the hill and it can be hard getting back up it alone.

I'm blessed to have better people around me now than I did in the past, which has been helpful. And if anyone ever needs someone to ramble to, my inbox and messages are always open. No one should have to go through things like this alone. I've done it, it sucks.

Anyway I love you bye

Regarding my in-progress Dr STONE fanfiction:

idk it sounds fun to me and I still might do it anyway

Thinking about Dr. Stone first episode where the students asked who they would save if they had to choose between 2 options and Senku was like "I'll save everyone".

What if reader had a situation like that where the other one dies permanently and they had to choose between Stanley and Xeno without option to save both of them?

How do you think Stanley would react to being saved over Xeno and the same if it was instead Xeno who was saved?

Would they be angry for reader? Would they be able to still look at them in the eyes? How would they cope after this awful event?

First of all:

Rude. I'm crying now.

Second of all:

Neither of them will handle it well. While there is a logical understanding that you did what you had to do, neither Xeno nor Stanley every truly recover.

Stanley very quickly becomes a shell of his former self when he loses Xeno. Just drifting through the world, mind and heart numb. He can't bring himself to be happy anymore. He falls into the deepest of depressions, never to fully return to his senses.

Xeno becomes dangerous. Losing Stanley breaks something in him that no one can fix. If you thought he was a madman before, he practically throws himself off the metaphorical cliff straight into the deep end when Stanley dies.

There would be no real anger with you for what happened, they would both be smart enough to know that it wasn't truly your fault.

There is a high chance, if left to their own devices, one will follow the other to the other side. The only thing that could stop them, would be if you were romantically involved with the two of them when this happened. If that's the case, there is a chance they would both form a borderline obsession with your safety.

Neither of them would want to lose another partner. Not again. And they would both go to some pretty extreme lengths to avoid ever having to watch you die like the other one did.

A segment of a letter to Senku [dated 4.17.2017]

To the Moon and Back is out right now on AO3, chapters are posted pretty regularly.

Dear Senku,

I think it’s cool that your dad works for NASA. Mine doesn’t do much of anything.

I have a big brother in the Marines, but he doesn’t come around anymore. He’s too busy.

Do you ever miss your dad? Are you scared to be by yourself all the time?

Do you like flowers?

Yes!

Sunflowers and orange roses are my favorites

Not a request but a wish for you that the day is good and you can get good rest! Take it easy and give some care to yourself. Here's some tea for ya 🫖🍵

That's so sweet! Thank you!

I hope everyone gets to have time to rest and take care of themselves today. I'll share my tea~

can we like tip you over kofo or sth?

Please no.

While I deeply appreciate the thought, I personally do not accept money for fanfictions.

I am making a Ko-Fi for non-fandom related writing commissions, but I am currently not accepting any at this time.