I Dunno How To Reblog And Tag So I Think Am Just Gonna Like The Things That I Find Cool

like i want creatures to interact with me, i want to have friends, i want to speak and to listen to others. especially with other trans ppl or things who understand me who have the same experiences, but my low self esteem tells me that i don't deserve that and my traumas tell me that everyone hates me and wants to hurt me. how in conditions like this am i supposed to socialise, to have friends, to be something for someone other than my small chosen family.

anyways this is me announcing that i will try and put effort into pushing my inner boundaries and being more active on this social media platform. please interact i guess? i hope someone or something on here will be more kind to me than everyone in my awful life so far. thanks

am afraid of everything and everyone

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Hang in there, you can do it, and a day will come when you'll be happier and safer!

i do not see any reasons that this will be the case for me. i am on the lowest of lows, just another number in the statistics of trans people who could not make it, my failure is not even that noticeable to anyone. if i was gone, my blood family would not even know nor care, almost no one would know or care

still hardly understand tags and reblogs and most tumblr mechanics and social rules about using them, so am sorry if i do something wrong

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i think i want to change my url from moth-odarka

yes i will spam reblog while i have the courage to do so and no queing is too difficult for me to figure out

Transgender woman if you're out there I need you to buy a bra. Any kind. It will make your tits look so fat and you will get so euphoric

do you have any means of accepting donations that you could link? I love you. I pray that you'll be safe.

i do not accept donations because i do not belive that i deserve them, i do not have any friends who would give guarantees that i am not a scammer. i don't have anyone or anything, i wouldn't receive any donations and even if i did they wouldn't help me

I hate myself so much