Sirius: Nice Hands, Moony.

wow my only support rn is my crush and i mean i'm still falling apart but i'm a bit happier and relieved

he’s taking care of me like no one ever did and i have no idea where this is going but i sure hope he does appreciate it as much as i do

oh god i can't believe this, he's currently gaslighting me, tho he doesn't even know what happened precisely

he must be fucking kidding me

texted a friend to tell him that 1. i was here if he ever needed anyone (bc he told me he had no one to talk to) and that 2. i've been treated unfairly and it's making me upset and his only answer was 'i need you to send me the thing i asked you for bc it's due tomorrow' and i can't believe i'm constantly trying my best for people that just couldn't care less

already cried 3 times in 2022, this year gonna be long as hell

They said they were working on something new so they did ♪

one of his friends i never talked to followed me today and texted me as soon as i followed him back and i mean it could be a coincidence but i’m freaking out

might have gotten drunk and drawn my crush’s eye because tbh it’s one of his best features

and somehow my drunk ass managed to post it in my story and write that i have a crush on him and luckily i only used a song he likes to let him know it’s him i was talking about

now he’s either so dumb he didn’t realize (which he definitely isn’t) or he’s read all of it as usual and basically doesn’t give a fuck (which is actually good because it means it’s not a big deal, right??)

well at least he hasn’t blocked me (yet huh)

My little sister (4yo) just asked me “do you wanna be a boy?” and I just stood here like omg what should I tell her

But since it’s my stepmother’s daughter I didn’t answer cause I don’t wanna get in trouble

In the end she only told me she didn’t want me to have a beard because she doesn’t like it

currently in a room with both my crushes and i think my heart's gonna stop or something

so much pressure but so much happiness at the same timeeeeee

spent the whole day thinking about him and how i'd text him and i thought i'd do it at like 2 or 3am since i usually get very emotional

but i don't wanna be too much

i don't think waking up to a 'i wish i could be with you rn' could be anything but stressful given the situation

i'm too much

me: *sad at 3am*

'[crush's name] replied to your story'

me: am happy 🥺