In Some Way, Dean Hates Castiel. He Hates How Beautiful Cas Is, How He Loves This Angel. He Hates It.

In some way, Dean hates Castiel. He hates how beautiful Cas is, how he loves this angel. He hates it.

But he loves Cas as well. It makes him mad because he's not used to be in love or being loved. Of course, Sam loves Dean. Sam is his brother, their love is something obvious. But it's not the same with the whole Cas Thing™. He loves Castiel in different way. Castiel isn't his baby brother, he never was.

Dean Winchester is in love with the fucking angel of the Lord and he hates it.

So when Cas confess his love, Dean doesn't understand. Why? Why Cas loves him? He can't think straight, he doesn't know what he should say. He says nothing.

And Cas dies. Dean wants to be dead too. He can't imagine world without Cas.

The world isn't his place after all, Dean from the beginning was supposed to be dead.

So he prays to Jack and begs Jack for mercy. He wants to be dead. But Jack doesn't listen.

23th March he tries to kill himself. Sam saves his life.

'' You don't understand! " Dean yells. " You think Cas' death was easy for me?" asks Sam. Dean doesn't reply because he knows that Sam also is mourning.

"I'm selfish, Dean. I don't want to be alone in this world" says quietly Sam. "I don't want to live in world without my big brother"

Dean says nothing but he still tries to end his life.

And someday his wishes come true — he's dead and he's in Heaven now. He finds Cas and kiss this stupid angel because he wants to. And because he can.

He's bisexual and he's proud of it.

He's not proud that he committed suicide and left Sam alone but he couldn't live without Cas.

So Sam has to learn how to be alive without Dean. It's sad but Dean knows Sam will make it.

My point is that Dean hates how in love he is.

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alicanteathings

2 years ago

Gucci Crow Edits Dedicated To My Dear Friend @holy-chocolate-biscuit 😌🙏

gucci crow edits dedicated to my dear friend @holy-chocolate-biscuit 😌🙏

cause of death: drip

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alicanteathings

3 years ago

don't think how loud gansey cried when ronan tried to kill himself.

don't think about how gansey was scared when niall lynch died.

don't think about how terrified gansey was when matthew was kidnapped . don't think about gansey who prayed even he was an atheist because he knew that ronan wouldn't survive another death.

don't think how bad gansey felt when he discovered noah died for him.

don't think how devastated he was because he didn't know how to help adam.

please, don't think how he suffered when he discovered that noah died for nothing.

just don't think about it.

what if the raven cycle and the arcana crossover??

i'm pretty sure that someone already was thinking about it but here we go (also sorry if my english is bad, this isn't my native language!)

after the whole drama with lucio, asra and their husbands (come on, he deserves two handsome guys and i couldn't choose with who i like him better so i choose julian AND muriel<3) have their shop.

things are cool now bc julian is safe and muriel seems to be happier than he was before. asra's parents are alright, nadia is the countness and portia is nadia's wife.

so yes, things are good now. they're happy and safe.

but asra wants something more

and his new apprentice seems so scared and they always wanted to be a father...

so yeah, asra, julian and muriel basically adopt adam parrish.

adam parrish was quite uniqe magician. his powers were strong but he looked terrified because of them.

adam parrish looked like he didn't want those powers.

it was riddiculus to asra - why this teen boy doesn't want his gift?!

here's why - his biological dad was a dick, that's it.

sudenly adam has three dads and that's cool even if they scares him

he's loved and that's okay. they don't scream at him, they don't hurt him.

everything is great. (but he wants the power politics holds, magic doesn't seem that great like politics do)

on the other hand, ronan lynch's life sucks.

his dad just died and the whole city wants him to be a new council.

but he doesn't want to. he is a magician, someone powerful and politics isn't his thing

he always wanted to be someone like asra. someone who use thier power for helping people

but no, something screw up and now he is the suspect of his dad's tragic death

nadia tries to help her ex-husband cousin but it's kinda hard so she called her old team (without the mc bc... idk) plus asra's kid (a.k.a adam)

so when adam sees ronan the first time he thinks that he saw the prettiest boy but then ronan starts talking

he doesn't think that ronan is THAT pretty anymore bc he's an asshole (not in the charismatic julian way, he's just annoying)

holyfuckronansdadisdeadbecauseoflucio

nadia is done with lucio's shit

just yk the drama vol 2 but with magician who wants to be a politic and politic who wants to be a magician

that's it.

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alicanteathings

4 years ago

i just made a quiz that tells you who your riordanverse bestie is! go try it out if you want. https://uquiz.com/fnDmai

enjoy!

p.s. i got kayla knowles, lmk if we have the same bestie

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