I Hate Having Feelings Because It Means I Can Cry At Any Moment, I Hate It. I Hate My Trust In Others,

I hate having feelings because it means I can cry at any moment, I hate it. I hate my trust in others, I hate my hypocrisy, I hate talking, I hate my class, I hate me living. And I honestly hate the one I called my "best friend" about a week ago.

Who acts like just because they suffered something and got over it, people should do the same, they don't care if they had gone through worse than they had, they don't care that it left a psychological and emotional scar in them, they just... I don't want them close to me anymore, I do not trust them anymore. They think I should look in their point of view, but their point of view is delusional, and fake, they thinks people can easily go over their trauma, just because she did, she says that it doesn't matters of what other think about their traumas, only about what her think, so what is different about it? Do they really care for anything?

Ever since they began to act more sassy, I didn't care, but now, I see I should care. They acted like just because they can go over some sh★t, everyone can, is not everyone who is like that, not everyone can just act like it never happened, because it still follows them, everywhere they go, they can show signs that they don't care about it anymore, but we shouldn't judge on just that, we don't know what they went through, we shouldn't be acting like it wasn't a big deal, everyone has their own way to deal with trauma, but we shouldn't just disrespect someone's reason, just because it doesn't seem like a big deal.

And no, this is not some trauma of mine, but from a story I'm writing, I talked about one my characters trauma to my friends and that one friend I was talking in the start said they deserved it, but, they did no sh☆t, why would they deserve it...? I don't know, but rn I'm really mad at them rn...

If you read until here, I apologize for it being so long, and if some of you disagree with me. I just thought it wasn't fair. They were talking as if everyone should go over their trauma quick and fast, I'm not saying people shouldn't get over their trauma, I'm saying they should do it in their own time, I would hate myself if- (that's where it ended)

I Hate Having Feelings Because It Means I Can Cry At Any Moment, I Hate It. I Hate My Trust In Others,

So.. I just found this whole ahh essay of me hating on someone, but I don't remember who it is, because, well, I'm Dory 🐟

And I don't remember what it was about either. Maybe I was just having a terrible day and the person reminded me of something that triggered trauma.

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3 months ago
Agreed.

Agreed.

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May you soon see through your sister's lies

Well, she is more like the tattletail kind, and I'm the youngest, she doesn't lies that much from what I see, she tells mom all my lies and I am in the background like:

You daughter of my mother

I can't swear >:V

May You Soon See Through Your Sister's Lies

The answer is: yesn't


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1 month ago

"They won't build a family-" b☆tch, adoption centers don't exist where ya live? And not everyone want seggs. I would be a happy cat lady having all kinds of cats if I could. This person gotta touch some orphanage grass

TW: acephobia

I think I found the most acephobic person in the world! It was in a short sharing clips from Jade Animations, and the person insisting that she will "pay the price" and "regret" being aroace! Saying that all ace people will pay! Bro sounds like a cartoon villain!!

TW: Acephobia
TW: Acephobia
TW: Acephobia

This person genuinely thinks they're making a good point! This honestly makes me want to laugh more than cry!😂

3 months ago

Have at me! >;D

Glad you recognize your misunderstanding, plus, I'd love a friendly(98,2%) fight between another weirdo, honestly.

Ahhh jump scream to 98% soundrod fanfics

(I still love reading them to so dont take offens[?] By may word)

Ahhh Jump Scream To 98% Soundrod Fanfics

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3 months ago

I'd respectfully kill people for the ones I love..

Respectfully..


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Yay sis, you finally did a picrew :D

Yay Sis, You Finally Did A Picrew :D

I still got no one to tag :'[

Nah’s picrew
Picrew
(Eng)This is my third(but hopefully not last) picrew. Please credit @bananahkim on tumblr or instagram! ✅Ok to use: Profile picture

I made a picrew!!!!!

I’ll add more parts later! You can always tell me what kind of parts you want. Send suggestions into my inbox.

Also please send me your sona(s) using this picrew, I want to see them


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3 months ago

She really screamed ya'll, and I'm afraid the neighbors are going to knock on our gates asking if anyone here needs psychiatric help after screaming out like that in the middle of the f☆cking night..

10 months ago

Hey sis! Give Robson(the name I gave the possum that was in our kitchen) a little respect >;[

He's f☆cking dead now-

First of, dear sister... it IS the SITE I use(d)

Second... Chains don't have a point, they're just for fun(I think :P)

Third, you broke the chain, let me fix it :]

First Of, Dear Sister... It IS The SITE I Use(d)

I'm not sure if I should tag anyone though, but still, I'll tag and they don't have to do it if they don't want to~

@lara-prism-light (muahahha, I shall call my sister again >:)

That's it because I don't know anyone else other than my sis because of I'm anti-social af 👍

yo what if. picrew chain. please don't let this flop

Yo What If. Picrew Chain. Please Don't Let This Flop

tagging @thelatinlibrarian @ace-of-sqates @dreams-of-music-and-mayhem @thereallvrb0y + @ anyone who wants to

no pressure

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Let's Do This With My OC's Plus Others I Want To Introduce Later.

Rejects: Timber, Finn, Bloom, Gorrie, Grapy and Dusk.

Let's Do This With My OC's Plus Others I Want To Introduce Later.

(yes, these are the Rejects redesigns)

Villains: Clanrice, Peach, Mako, Hunter, Truster, Sombraa, Fixer.

Secondary: Fayfree, Darwin, Lilac, Chain, Draco triplets (Shinx, Ness, Ken)

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