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People think being alone makes you lonely, but I donβt think thatβs true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world.
βNot every parent is equipped with the calmness and presence of mind to react so pleasantly. Myself included. We have our own personal traumatic experiences to cope with, and unfortunately we need to reprogram them before passing them on to our own children. We will not always succeed. Breaking that cycle is a very difficult task. Life is real people. I'd love to be able to say that I didn't yell at my kids, but I was abused so badly as a child that my emotions are more powerful than my logic. If this is you, take it from me and please keep working to break that cycle. Our family's future and the world around it depends on it.β
Read this somewhere & I couldnβt relate more to this.
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Iβm a sad soul, I feel everything too much.. I love with all my heart. There is no in between, I notice the smallest of things.. change in tone, change in mood, in the way you treat others. As much as I feel that everything Iβve been through is why Iβm this way, Iβm starting to think I was just born into this world this wayβ¦
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