I Didn’t Get To Grow Up With My Birth Parents In My Life, Because Of Them I Have Lived Through Thirty

I didn’t get to grow up with my birth parents in my life, because of them I have lived through thirty one years of my life with abandonment issues. Searching for love and acceptance, settling for just anything that felt like love.. I look back on all of the relationships that I have been in and I feel so embarrassed to have allowed such toxicity in my life. I long for someone to come and save me, only to realize that I don’t need to be doing that anymore, I have myself to be proud of, I need to pour LOVE into this beautiful human being who is ENOUGH. I am WORTHY!!!!!!

Anyone who is struggling with the fact that you don’t feel important enough to be loved and appreciated, I’m here to tell you that you are!!!!!!

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healing worth it self doubt fear of abandonment

daily fucking reminder that you are allowed to want attention and that does not make you a bad person.

in case no one’s told you in a while. you are valid.

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alexispink31

1 year ago

I lost my sister a year ago to cancer. I have always been a lover for sunsets & nature. Ever since her passing, when I come across a beautiful picture of the sky it draws my attention 100 times more.. I could stare into the night skies for hours, so much beauty is there!!! I know my sister is watching over me, while she reminds me of her existence 🥺🙏🥺

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BEAUTIFUL!!! night sky i miss you im hurtin godscreation my guardian angel

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alexispink31

1 year ago

60 days Sober 🥀

2/15/24

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healing happiness self reflection soberlife

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alexispink31

1 year ago

Depression sucks.. it sneaks up on you when you feel like it is too much to handle. I’m in my feelings tonight, I have so much to be grateful for but there’s just that feeling of guilt, shame, sadness, when does it ever end?! All I can do is feel and sit with it all while I am HEALING ❤️‍🩹

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alexispink31

7 months ago