I Hate Allergy Shots It Itchieeesss

Innocence.

Crayons scattered on the floor around a bright-eyed being 

who doesn’t seem to have a worry about where they place their feet.

Running up and down hallways giggling, attempting to escape being caught. 

Chasing butterflies through the grass, bare feet jumping over roots jutting out from the ground. 

You’re told the words ‘Savor your childhood’ without knowing what it means.

What does it mean?They never explained, they simply smiled and said, ‘You’ll see, everyone does’.

It never made sense when it mattered. Why didn’t it?Why couldn’t you have understood? 

Why did you wish so often, telling yourself you couldn’t wait to grow up. 

Everyone says that. 

Then suddenly everyone is scrambling to turn back the clock.

What happened? 

You tell your parents that you’re big and can be ‘like the grownups’ but then suddenly

You wish that they would hold you like a little kid again.

What happened to their gentle smiles as they kneeled down to tie your bright-colored shoes that flashed with light when you stepped so you’d spend your time stomping wherever you could just to see that flash of color.

They didn’t make them in your size anymore. 

What happened to free time after school? Now you’re chained to endless amounts of paper. 

Digital paper.

You’re constantly told ‘You spend too much time on your phone’. Too many screens. 

It’s not like no one tried to make that not happen. We spend our entire lives on a screen. 

Our education now depends on a screen.

Everything seems to depend on a screen no wonder we start to also. 

What happened to counting fake plastic pennies and the colorful cubes to use for math? Now it’s a page put up on a screen that you’re told to write down. Needing help seems like a chore. 

Why ask?Everyone will stare at you. Avoid attention. What happened? 

‘Never be afraid to ask questions.’

But what if those people made you afraid in the first place.

As a child you were convinced that you knew. You knew because you could ask. 

As a teenager.

You pretend to know because the only thing you do know is that you know nothing. 

Not knowing is weakness. 

It’s not endearing.

Innocence wasn’t explained as a child. 

Angels were innocent. 

Someone who didn’t do something bad was innocent.

But you never know the true meaning of innocence until it's ripped away from your hands and you watch life take it away from you when you aren’t ready to think about it being gone. 

That’s what growing up is. 

The loss of innocence.

~~~~~ i don't have a lot of experience with writing poems so apologies if it has poor quality. i'm open to constructive criticism but please do be nice i'm only 14 lol. writing is a passion of mine and i do plan to make more posts involving poetry or other.

hey if i get the 'are you available for commission' scam(i think they are scam?) did i make it as an artist :3

you know you love them when your dash is full of their interest and not yours because you've started grtting more into their interest

<3333333 my wife

oh yeaahhh ten hours driving to be in the same damn stateeee

the european mind cannot comprehend /silly

IM ON ZE ROOAAADDDDDDD RRAAAAAAAAAAA

ON ZE ROAD AGAIN JUST CANT WAIT TO GET ON ZE ROAD AGAINNNN

IM GOING FROM TEXAS TO TEXAS!!!!!!

el paso

to dallas

lmao

WOOOOOOO ON ZE ROOOAAAAAAAAAAAADDDD

Polish-Lithuanian Commonwealth oh how i hate YOUR DUMBASS NAME

i love my wife more than anything else in this entire world <3

watch me contemplate my entire life's choices rn actually

hii it may or may not be the one who asked ab prussia again (it is-) you said if i wanted to request more i could and hopefully im not asking like too soon or something if i am then you dont have to but i have noticed do ship art could i pretty please have pruaus (prussia&austria) from hetalia? :> they dont have to be like..doing anything just them standing next to one another is perfect

also i absolutely love prussia so much hes gorgeous tysm for drawing him (omfg look at what a yapper i am) ill end it here before its like two thousand words long thank you so mucchhh bye have a good day :D

hiiii it's completely fine hehe! I love doing requests

ive never drawn either of them so I hope you don't mind it's just the two of them and then a dumb little doodle >_<;;

Hope this is what you want :<

.....youre kidding me

why did they wait EIGHT YEARS after signing an alliance to go into battle i aint writing eight whole fucking years between them signing an alliance and then them going against plc like no fuck that

Chapter two has been posted!