Makin Some Little Doodles Of A Potc Flying Dutchman Crew Oc. Im Gonna Make A Proper Drawing Tomorrow,

Raphael's Ascended Fiend Form

Something I just want to note, because I'm fucking nuts, is that the dark urge has had to fight their urge for most of their life.

They have always had to be strong, never show weakness, never show vulnerability, never love or even care about anyone at all, because bhaal is watching.

They have always had to demonstrate enormous self control, over their emotional state as well as their urge.

And what is it exactly that they have to apologize to their father for?

Having. Feelings. They. Could. Not. Control.

How sick is that????

I know they're evil, but my heart still breaks for them.

They would've rather died than disappoint their father. They call themselves a wretched thing. They are cruel to themselves, both with memories and without.

They were beating themselves up, agonizing over having an uncontrollable emotion, and what's worse is that, they've been dealing with that their entire life.

But at least their father approved of the dark urge, and murdering things for fun.

Their father would never approve of them loving, or even just liking, someone.

And the shame of disappointing him, of drawing his ire and his abuse, that must've been terrifying for the dark urge.

It would've made it even harder for them to hold themselves together.

I am driven to madness by this character, I really am.

Gortash: He hasn't texted, he hasn't called... Did I get DUMPED? Orin: I DON'T CARE. Now put your shirt back on, whoretash!! Ketheric: Please. Extra Durge snickering from the side because Gorty is being silly ♡

Gortash drawn by the wonderful @kaijusaur!!

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having a lot of thoughts about playing a paladin dark urge

leap of faith part 2 (part 1 here)

DAY 9 OF CRINGETOBER!!!!!!! crossover ship.

featuring Providence (Terraria Calamity Mod), Zero Two (Kirby), and The Radiance (Hollow knight)

me and friends have dubbed them the Evil Lesbian Polycule.

being of darkness x The Fucking Sun x some sorta mix/balance of both light and dark. idfk. but one thing for sure is there's Purifying Flames

This has been discussed a hundred times over but I'm gonna do it again. The way Bhaal keeps Durge leashed is so unbelievably fucked up.

Waking up over and over again, covered in every single one of your loved one's blood, knowing it was you that cut the cord...

And they can't even have some kind of false hope like 'I'll keep them hidden, he will never know about our love," because he's you. He's inside you, waiting for you to lose your grip on the monster, leaving you all alone one more time.

They can't have friends. They can't have family. They are so utterly alone, and the only thing that brings any kind of joy - even a sick, twisted, addictive joy - is literal murder.

And at first, I thought it was some fucked-up version of mercy for Bhaal to allow Gortash to live, but now I think it was bait. Bhaal allowing his Perfect, Pure Pet to get their mind ripped apart, but leaving the scent of our dear Lord Enver to guide the way back to our Beloved Father.

That feels like the plan all along. Bhaal using Durge's weakness to lure them back to the Plan and then have them slaughter Gortash while their memory is muddled.

frankly think a lot of glados android designs are kinda bland so I present to u whatever the fuck this is

(edit: yes i know its not an android technically. u can now stop saying this.)